produced by april21
mix by me and april

i know i'm quick to lash out we in the moment
taking steps to work it out, know it aint normal
don't get no tears on your dress you showed up formal
spent years i was stuck no one to call on
running from myself no where to call home
giving you my best can see my heart all on it
wonder who be around when the money long gone
its easier said than done but put it all on me

and you blame me

i know the stars get lonely
covered scars but thats the old me
remember times tried to OD
feel like God put his hands on me, hands on me
don't know how to love but you can show me
rip the band aid off don't do it slowly
when every fan stand up know i aint lonely 
got up had to man up yeah
i feel like my energy aint enough thats my bad
wish i could pause every memory like a picture kodak
cuz at the end of the day I remember life aint so bad
just going with the wind where its blowing
know its hard to live in the moment
probably shed a tear when you called me
wanna know your moves where you going
cursed I just sit here in silence
love how i figure out your body
like a black friday sale let me inside it
aint no french you talking we, beg your pardon ?
solo party at the crib and you invited 
my lil niggas set the city on fire
we get lit i tell em bring they own vibe
it was dark the sun set in no time
working like we still in overdrive

idle hands (april21)

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