you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

i guess she never wanted to be alone.

prod Dash

life wouldn't mean a thing
without you
"without you"
i couldnt hear a thing
coming through

talking over the phone, cant see my pain, now
please come over, and figure this out
youre heartless
what a damn shame
you've been a treasure, all of my days

better alone, that's what you think
wait till i die all alone in the end

i wonder one day will you regret
all this pain and hurt in the end
all my love  that i gave in the end
was for nothing, i dread all the thoughts in my head

i didn't lose you
you just let go
hopped to another without a show
hurt me slowly, caused me pain!
unreversible , damage to my brain

take your, time, i pray
for you to be okay

to love me is to suffer me

i love this song
shoutout swamp and checkout the og song he killed it<3 https://on.soundcloud.com/bEslCbYLCqjkWp3RqM


lyrics 
(swamps part)

i said i’m fine like fuck ok
what do you want from me 
i lock myself in here and i don’t want no company 
the silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting
the end is just outside 
this time i feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

(my part)
i dont got much to say 
bottles on bottles i sip to the face 
i throw all my memories 
thinking about things my mind just aches

outside i still feel lonely 
my room a prison it owns me 
i laugh but your jokes are boring
you could never fix my self loathing

calamity cover (wraithontheporch)

lyrics ⬇️ 


i like your lips my love but you dont talk
wont work at all i know im far from you
but please dont insult me
id rather you ghost me as you do
and its a shame that i cant trust a single thing you say

a dusty brain i can’t explain all of the stuff that i went thru
dropped from a crane
cant word this pain but i promise you its nothin new 
want me to blink
wake up to drink
i slowly sink i see its true
no saving grace thats all i’ll say
i cant escape when you dont prove
I know ill lose
theres no excuse 
cuz i cant shake this grave today

say it to my face
or ill be in your way for awhile girl
you dont want that for sure
yea you dont text back for hours at a time
lowkey it massacres my heart when you say that but never why

never wanna know how i feel i keep it in the back of my mind
runnin out cuz i know know that you think i wouldn’t see
but you don’t got a clue cuz you dont know me
Know i wish you could
i had all the time in the world

Dont cover your eyes
i wanna see them in the light
just once jus once
just one “more” time
i never expected you to feel like i was always what you want
know i never was know i never was
well i wish that you could see what i saw

as you do (everest)

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

love like the movies 2

talk in my sleeeeeeep

hold me close w/ wraith (cxrter x threemvsk)

be me

a little demo lol
guitar by me

if i try the same snow cone
i wonder if it will still
taste like coconuts
if i try to love myself
maybe it will stop
all of my cuts

we were 16 i believe
sometimes i think it was all a dream
i think about it all the time
just look under my sleeves

it takes me back
to the place i used to live
ur house looks different now
theres no room for me to fit

if i try the same snow cone
i wonder if it will still
taste like coconuts
if i try to love myself
maybe it will stop
all of my cuts

i want to hate you
so fucking bad
but i really cant
hate someone
who had my back
i want to hate you
so fucking bad
but maybe i can
hate someone
who stabbed me in the back

if i try the same snow cone
i wonder if it will still
taste like coconuts
if i try to love myself
maybe it will stop
all of my cuts

coconuts [demo]

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