Yeah, I’ve been down the wrong path
I can’t really look back
I’ve been trying to find my way
Inside this hell hole, I call home
I know it’s over and dead
And I just can’t make it to bed
I just want some rest
I’ll leave this hole behind I know
Just a hollow soul and some broken bones
It’s just a hollow grave with no dirt to throw
It’s just a hollow grave where no love can show
It’s just a hollow grave where no grass will grow
Yeah, I think it’s time to dive in
I’m not trying to find my way cause I don’t mind it
All this fucking hate I bring,
I never never mind it
All the fucking words I sing I guess you minded
I don’t wanna let it go, and let my real truth show and pass me by
I don’t really wonder why, I can’t seem to die
And I wonder why, I can’t seem to cry
Nothing helps me. 
I’m not dying now.
Look back and I see myself frown
Looking form the past, I don’t wanna let me down
Let me down, let me down
I don’t wanna let me down
Let me down
Let me down
Every time I look down, it’s to grab a cup
And pour up
I’ve been losing myself for what
For what?
Just to let me down


this might blow out some speakers ngl..jk (hollowprpl)

another unmixed mess incoming<3
                      lyrics 
Shoot me up with Novocain tell me if you feel it when I’m talking I don’t hear it
I don’t wanna tell the difference I’ve been

I’ve been living like I’m livid
I can’t shoot the shots I’m missin
I can’t tell you what I’m feelin I’ve been
Super numb with Novacaine
Tell me if you feel it when I tell you that I’m missin it

Tell you that I’m missin it
I can’t tell the difference then
I’ve been trying to fix shit. I don’t really think I can

Numbed down, dumbed down I don’t wanna feel
Stressed out, strung out I don’t wanna heal
N I know it’s not the same n I can’t say your name
I know that it’s all the blame, I know that I’m all the blame

Shoot me up with Novocain tell me if you feel it when I’m talking I don’t hear it
I don’t wanna tell the difference
I’ve been losing I can feel it

numb me(tiedforsilver)

better ending W MisFiiT(web)

Tolerance. W MisFiiT(bornhero)

mess(nickisgonenow)

past tense(irby x Jolst)

slurred words n old wounds (freestyle)(hero)

too much(nickisgonenow)

doubt(wraithontheporch)

clipped (nevrfall)

still a diary 
Healing 
 Just trying to do better
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

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