Feeling like a problem when I wake up
I don’t speak for days and then I say sum
Wonder why its hateful
Hate the way that its painful
Hate the way that you notice and your telling me that youd stay up
And I hate the way that I want that
Cause its right here
Ive been off the table for like 5 years
Emotionally unstable but I don’t fuck with the labels
I was only a kid who wanted to walk and now im not able

Cause I see his face in me, 17, white walls and a shit dream
Big house, nice car I don’t know what it all means
These days I just want to slow down
We’d pick a day that its nice out
And we’d smoke a few til it gets dark
And id fall asleep in your backyard

And if I don’t wake up 
If I don’t see your face
And I don’t get back home
Remember me this way
And if I disappear 
Cause I cant take the pace
If I don’t get back home
Its better off this way

And I can feel it closer when you leave
And I don’t notice everything they see
And I could feel it changing when you’d say
That you don’t see the difference either way

Feeling more like a problem, late night I walk in
At the lake and im off one
At the edge and im stalling

Inevitable like you said that it was
Im fucking it up like you said that I would
But I never said that I meant to be good but 
I mean to pretend like you know that I should

Like what does that even mean?
Late night out I see my reflection it used to scare the fuck out of me
I just keep it close to my sheets
I don’t know like no its not real
So unclean and I don’t believe
So don’t fucking tell me what I should feel when it goes that way

When it falls in place when it all comes out
When I see your face
Im just sending this text so we touch base
Late night im pressed into deep space
Press play I hear what I cant say
Say things I mean but I feel late 
Late night I’m fucked and my feet ache
Late night im fucked and I cant stay

All day like I don’t even know what im supposed to feel
Supposed to say suppose you kinda made it real
Alone but im as close as I have ever been
Its funny til its not and I was never here

Orient

sewerperson- i wud kno (slowed) ☹️❓

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

lstmiley-urhead3 (drylids)

hard times dont last (I hope)  ft Labrece angelic prod by irby

Do you know what he was like?
X3
You didn’t know what he was like

Do you know what he was like?
I didn’t know what he was like
I couldn’t tell you if I tried
All I knows he saved my life

He was the same age as I
I just wish he didn’t die
Why is it that I
Always wanna end my life

I cannot tell u why
I couldn’t tell u if I tried
You wouldn’t understand why
I try so hard to fly
Snow falls in front of my eyes

But the feeling don’t subside
Why I always wanna die?
Always cut me up inside
Icicles they fill my mind
Why am I still alive?

Find me talking to myself
In the corners of my hell
Maybe in another life
I could have helped u live ur life
Take the Xanax from ur eyes
See the snow fall one more time

You say you love me but you lied
Why I gotta wonder life
With nobody by my side
I just wish you could be mine
See you coming down one more time

You fall right into the ground
Ima help you get back up
Clean the snow of of ur shirt 
Im sorry I didn’t lurk
With you before I end myself

You know I hate myself
Please don’t give me your password
Now I won’t let you go to hell
Your not ever going to hell

IT'S ALWAYS SNOWING HERE

CORNERZ

CORNERZ (Prod. GUSUCK, SOPRETTYANXIETY)

Out My Mind ft. Clueless

overthinking (prod. shoiyi x ryan kelly)

Hook:
Got demons in my throat, I’m a martyr
She don’t ever see me choke, I’m a baller
Keep my baby on a rope, I won’t call her
See my honey in the smoke, yeah, we barter

Verse 1:
Leave me alone, in the zone, wrote the charter in blood and stone
Keeping bitches off my phone, get on the bus, I gotta go
Nightmares darting left and right, but I only feel my heart of gold
I said I’d never see the light—my daddy shot them bullet holes

Bridge:
I don’t know, baby, oh I don’t know
Keep it with me, baby, I don't know
She’s feeling empty, oh—I told her float
We smoking backroads, on the road, ayy

Verse 2:
Out the stone I arrived, body reeking formaldehyde
Spiders biting in the time, creeping up and down my spine
You never read between the lines, I got something on my mind
I never passed a joke—secret meanings in the light
Tattoos on my body, Betty Boop—I never croak
I never snort no lines, bro is fucking up the coke
My family having strokes, we Mormon so we soak
Got homies on the road, waiting for my time alone

Hook:
Got demons in my throat, I’m a martyr
She don’t ever see me choke, I’m a baller
Keep my baby on a rope, I won’t call her
See my honey in the smoke, yeah, we barter

Verse 3:
Getting fucked up—you're with me
I don’t even get friend-zoned, I’m empty
Tell me you wanna leave me, just say please
Baby don’t get with me, I’m empty
I don’t got a passport, but I fly
Travel the world with me, baby, it’s so nice
We can take a trip to Paris—what you like?
Smoke some weed around the world, I’m so high

Martyr (prod. by pyctur)

I can never finish anytthing, expect releases never.

king prod scotty splash of course.

lyrics:
infinite words but I'm still so speechless
fuck it it hurts when I see you leavin
i know i got work yeah I got demons

baby I got demons hold my hand at night and whisper scary stories
I'm a freak and I'm sorry for the sorries
she wanna eat my heart to taste the heartache
she'll leave a mess and claim it's just what I make
I make my own heartbreak
I sold my sad ideas to myself like it was shark tank

I barely graduated fuck academy
gifted burnout fuck it's so sad to see
I could've been something, and made my momma proud of me
but I let time slip on right out of me


you fear a futures past that you havent even met yet
you fear a love that you haven't even said yet
you know theres better and you wanna forget it
cause half the time you speak you tend to really regret it

and regrets builds up
and resent sets in
and at one point
we might have been friends
but they're over it
and  I knew that this would end
and I'm not so over it
and I'm sorry if 

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

Pain Does So Well To Hold (neverforever)

No matter where you go it always feels like it’s snowing.
Even when you get to where you want to be,
There’s always something else in the way.
Always another vice to make you fall deeper,
Into the pits of ice hell.
It’s never ending.
You cannot escape the dreadful fate of this iceworld.
Even when you cease to exist, 
Your heart is eternally frozen over.
The overwhelming anxiety that consumes one whole,
And leaves you frozen in ice, 
Space and time,
Constantly longing to reunite with the outside.
Only Satan remains.
No one cares,
And no one relates. 
Your alone.
You dissasociate so far from reality,
That you don’t know how to get back.
You can’t no matter how hard you try. 
The past and future do not exist.
Only now is real in this hélice iceworld.
- ICEYSLURKIN
🕷 ✖️ 🕸 ❄️ 🕸 ✖️ 🕷

CORNERZ (Prod. GUSUCK, SOPRETTYANXIETY)

ICEYSLURKIN

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