Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

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UNI.

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

Friends 2 Lovers Arc (prod. IOF)

no <3

i guess i’m cold now

Lyrics:

think I wanna go back
back to when the love was real 
wanna take it all back
baby that's just how I feel 

I'm a memory rotting in your head sometimes I wish id fade away
I know that we both got regrets 
baby you're a ghost in my bed
(x2)

baby girl why you haunting me
I know you wanted me 
but I couldn't be what you needed yeah
baby girl don't pay me no mind

blood dripping down in the snow right now
feel my heart beat slow right now and I try so hard just to let it go
I don't wanna talk girl we already know

think I wanna go back
back to when the love was real 
wanna take it all back
baby that's just how I feel 

I'm a memory rotting in your head sometimes I wish id fade away
I know that we both got regrets 
baby you're a ghost in my bed

lately I cant get no rest
feel the weight in my chest
I don't wanna die today 
I don't wanna die this way
reminisce on the past and I waste away
shorty don't even ask if I'm doing okay

I love it when you lie to me
tell me all the things that you hate about me 
look in my eyes when you say you're ok without me
think I died last fall when the leaves fell down
I really think I need you now
numbing the pain with new girls
faces starting to blur

think I wanna go back
back to when the love was real 
wanna take it all back
baby that's just how I feel 

I'm a memory rotting in your head sometimes I wish id fade away
I know that we both got regrets 
baby you're a ghost in my bed
(x2)

ghost in my bed

Lyrics:

All I wanted was a friend yeah 
(all I wanted was a friend)
Shorty love to play pretend
(pretend)
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna hear your lies

She got her lips on my neck know I like it like that
Shorty make me wanna be so bad
(so bad)
Tears on my face she's like why you sad 
(why you sad
Baby girl you just don't understand
(no)

You just don't understand
She just don't understand
No
She keep breaking my heart
And the pain wont stop 

Stop
Stop
All I wanted was a 
Shorty make me wanna
Shorty shorty make me wanna be so bad
All I wanted was a friend

All I wanted was a friend
All I wanted was you baby

I heard you moved on
That's cool I'm happy for you
Its so nuanced 
Feel like I'm so see through

All I wanted was your love
But you never gave enough
All I wanted was your love
But you never gave enough

Shorty hate me
I know that she hate me
Don't save me 
Nobody save me
It's the same thing
Nothings ever changing 
I cant really give a fuck no more

all i wanted

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

https://G59Records.com

[VERSE I: Ruby da Cherry]
dirty ass air max 95s when i step
i regret nothing bitch
dont give a fuck about respect
dont give a fuck bout what you think of me
im sick of fucking stress
ill rob myself in public just so i can get a blue check
keep a hoe in check make sure she keepin track of all the checks
only way she fuckin wit me
now i wish that hoe the best
$UICIDE i got my set
euthanized im off the Tec
who am i?
well take a guess
i got the blade against your neck pressed

[VERSE II: LIL REMAINS]

Eyes red as mother fucking blood
Victim in the tub
Roxy 30 getting crushed
Drop two sticks up in my mud
Raw dog dirty dick a bitch
Slip up on them opiates
Hold up
I milli rock on any cop
When that Chevy hit the block
Let the chains swang
Platinum teeth
Might retire any minute...
Soulja rag
Souls tennis
Whole world bitches
Fuck who hears it
Ruby & $lick still bending corners till the coroner
Fuck your press
Fuck who’s next
Fuck your cypher
And awards, too.
You a mascot
We really represent the ridiculed
You mother fucking bitch!

HUNG UP ON THE COME UP

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take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

all i wanted

tmrwnevercame

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