@namorog

been sitting on this one from WELL over a year ago and we never got around to finishing this. This was 1 of a 3 part scrapped project that I might show more of later

old scrapped project w/ namorog

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2022_06_26

HOOVER BASS

king charles crip walk 1000000 [fawm 3]

4/6/24
hi im ivy
https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/kodak-moment
opening monologue from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aimmEBaRtuw

finding myself

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Assisted by chat gpt :)
Made with sampler on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Intro)
Yeah, let lil boy ashmøde tell you a story…
Another fucked up chapter, buried in my glory…

(Verse 1)
Started at nine, innocence already gone,
House cold as the morgue, no place to belong,
Mamma cried in the dark, couldn’t silence the storm,
Daddy laid in the grave, yeah the family torn.

(Verse 2)
Too young to live, had to carry the weight,
Ash in my lungs, cigarettes at a young age,
Tears in the pillow, bloodstains on my fate,
Childhood dead, yeah it’s something I hate.

(Verse 3)
Fuck all the pain, the guilt, and the blame,
Every night different, but it feelin’ the same,
Wishin’ for mamma, wishin’ for dad,
But all I got left is this rage in my hands.

Verse 4)
Yeah it hurts, it hurts, it hurts,
Ash on my jeans, blood drippin’ in my cup,
Fuck this world, let it rot, I don’t trust,
Pray to the void, yeah I’m never enough.

(Verse 5)
Fuck this life, it cut too deep,
Lil boy like me can barely breathe,
Handle the pain but it’s crushin’ my chest,
Every inhale feel like death.

(Verse 6)
Yeah I feel it, the weight, the strain,
Every heartbeat just remind me of pain,
It’s a coffin I’m in, I been layin’ awake,
Body alive but my soul at stake.

(Verse 7)
Screamin’ at the walls but they don’t say shit,
Mirror full of cracks, reflection don’t fit,
Voices in my head, tellin’ me to quit,
But the blade to the wrist only numb for a bit.

(Verse 8)
Ashin’ my jeans while I walk through the rain,
Every step heavy, tied down by chains,
Life feel scripted, a scene pre-arranged,
Fuck destiny, man, I’m deranged.

(Verse 9)
Pop another pill just to silence the screams,
Nightmare visions bleedin’ into my dreams,
Blood on my sneakers, ash on my seams,
Livin’ too fast, fallin’ apart at the seams.

⸻

(Verse 10)
Nine years old, grew up too quick,
Life’s a bad joke, it make me sick,
Carryin’ coffins on my back since a kid,
Lil boy ashmøde, yeah, this what it is.

(Verse 11)
Every scar that I carry is a chapter I hide,
But the pain never leave, it just stay inside,
Purgatory boy, I was born to reside,
Halfway dead, but I still survived.

⸻

(Verse 12)
Used to dream ‘bout a future, but it rotted away,
Every sunrise just another gray day,
Hope in the dirt, faith in decay,
Diggin’ my grave just to find my escape.

(Verse 13)
Mama held my hand but the grip got weak,
Tears on her face while I grind my teeth,
Lost in the silence, I don’t ever speak,
Dyin’ on the inside every goddamn week.

(Verse 14)
Daddy ain’t here but I feel his ghost,
Watchin’ me drown in the pain I host,
Ash on my jeans while I raise my toast,
To the demons inside that I love the most.

(Verse 15)
Every night I write with a razor blade pen,
Ink is my blood spillin’ out again,
Pages of my past where the scars begin,
A lil story never seem to end.

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I don't wrestle with ghosts, they wrestle with me. 

king charles crip walk 1000000 [fawm 3]

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