lyrics -
I wonder bout the other side
And I know damn well I’m
Right on my way
Cus I hate my face
And I hate these games we play 
You say its not that bad

In a month or 2 i'll hate this song
Everything will all sound wrong
You’ll probably hate me too
I know I always do
Fuck I hate how I hit that note,
And I hate how I’m such a joke 
to U and your friends.
Go laugh about it

And when I walk alone
All the the things that’s left unknown
They keep me so surrounded
And everyday I sit and wait
For shit to change, I feel the same
I grit my teeth and hope I find myself one day..

i hate this song. (demo)

MISS MY EX - Single

MISS MY EX

lyrics:

all alone 
please stop calling up my phone 
i’ve  been on my own
now my heart is cold 

you broke all my trust, 
now it hurts to think of us 
a picture frame covered in dust ,
was it love or was it lust 

now i sleep way too much 
dreaming of you, missing your touch
now i’m off these drugs 
the only things that keeps me numb 


not what you want not what you need
i’m not enough for anything 
you stabbed my heart left me to bleed 
now there’s a hole where you used to be


shoutout twilightblue and draven for everything. love y’all

all alone (twilightblue)

i been in that moshpit shit 
like i been tryna rage like what’s the deal cuz i been off shit 
different color candy drugs multicolor diamond studs 
i been tryna say what’s up 
but i forgot to call the plug like

takin all my drugs before the show i’m ready 
playin all my shows like i’m some metal heavy
puttin bleach inside my hair it’s getting messy
i don’t like to flex but i been feelin petty 

yeah yeah yeah
i said i been feelin petty 
little punk bitch
i’m a rockstar 
chains heavy 
pull up to the show and you know that I'm feelin ready 
feelin like im carti yeah the way i’m rockin ed hardy
imma kill the show and prolly take a couple mollies
pull up to the after party hope i wake up in the morning
imma start to rage and see that bro who always talking
imma start to rage and see that bro who always talking

ok like talk shit 
talk shit
all u really speakin is that dog shit 
dog shit 
u can't even touch me i’m so high like i been off it
they can’t even reach me cuz i’m feelin like a god bitch
yeah i said i’m feeling like a god bitch 
but i shouldn’t say that kanye might come get me offed shit 
imma pick my poison slowly now cuz i got options 
you a pussy boy i do not care what you been talkin
all you really showin is the truth that u so toxic
toxic 
i think they really lost it 
I said that i been in that mosh pit
I said that I been really off shit
(yeah ok like 1 2 3 lets rage)

i been in that moshpit shit 
like i been tryna rage like what’s the deal cuz i been off shit 
diffferent color candy drugs multicolor diamond studs 
i been tryna say what’s up 
but i forgot to call the plug like

takin all my drugs before the show i’m ready 
playin all my shows like i’m some metal heavy
puttin bleach inside my hair it’s getting messy
i don’t like to flex but i been feelin petty

BLEACH (PROD. AUS!)

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

pushed you back, last call and I go
rip at myself after every show
I am not happy with how my life goes
there's people who love me the ones at the shows
but never the ones who I want there the most
its you
I think ima call on ur phone
see if you know me like you used to do
I really miss you the most

months of struggling
months of agony
I miss everything
ambience throughout the car ill kiss you again

think to myself every night
I wanna die
I don't wanna die
ima just sit here and cry
its cause my life is a lie

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

I think I'm at fault now
for us falling out
don't want to be around
cant find the one, its you no doubt

why do I do this to myself
every time that you go I just try and replace you

Life In Your Hands (prod. sk8miles x jeid_8)

Holding your hand by the reservoir….

Lyrics:

Holding your hand by the reservoir 
admiring just how pretty you are 
Even your eyes your nose your hair your lips your head to your toes
I want it all
I can’t get enough
I float away when I feel your touch is this what they call love


I ran into the reservoir after the dog and i got wet
But it was worth it to see you smile I’d do it again 
Then I got lost in your hazel iris
Sunlight tied around your hair
And the butterflies in my stomach never left 
It’s so new to me when you hold my hand I don’t know how to act
Sweating uncontrollably when I call you beautiful I stare at the grass

holding your hand by the reservoir (cobalt)

(You're always..) 
When will you move on
(Holding on)
Please I'm sick of it..

I gave my heart and my soul
I let you take it all
The darkness it evolved
I thought you said that it'd go?
Please leave this isn't your home
(Please just go)

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

You broke me apart
Now I feel like a spare piece
Open my heart
See the memories of us
I just can't cope with the way this is going
I remember the days we would bloom love was flowing

Now I'm floating down, in a river on my own
Trapped inside these paper walls
Metaphorically alone
Just consider what you've done
And maybe change your mind before I go
'Cause I'm not coming back
Until this fairytale is over now

I've had enough with you inside my body
Reject your presense but you never resign 
Always lurking in the night

I've had enough telling others it's not me
Had enough crying abt how u got me
No you ain't got me, no more 

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

Gears are turning
I keep learning
Not to trust those around me
I'm just hurting
I'm such a burden
I'm lost at sea and I'm drowning

I'm beat up and bruised
Keep on being abused
I'm just fighting for my life
and I don't want to lose
Burry me, carry me
Tell me I'm okay
You kick me when I'm down but
I grew up this way

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I don't care
I will mend my soul, my body will be whole

You may have had me for years
But I'm done screaming through tears
You always whispered in my ear
I've bled so much, but I'm still here

spare ft. Vails x Lunalis (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

/whatafuckingbitch - chorus pt. I/
what i miss is 2006
chillin playin wii all day
life was simple as a kid
sorry don’t mean to complain 
if i dont like dont need it
there’s no need to stay 
controller through the tv
i dont play it safe 

/emoflytrap - chorus pt. II/
ima slip away my heart 
broke the disk to mario kart 
they say things will get better 
difficulty set to hard
((hard))
i try my best but im fallin of the edge
i wanna restart but i think im at the end 

/lilcigarettess - chorus pt. III/
so, dont play wit me
i miss u faithfully 
no where that id rather be
then here u in my dreams 

/lilcigarettess - verse/
nostalgia, she the baddest
a filthy habit 
i saw her, on my travels 
she left me damaged 
she cut deep, left me lonely 
(lonely)
therell be no sleep 
the devil in my company

/whatafuckingbitch - chorus pt. I/
what i miss is 2006
chillin playin wii all day
life was simple as a kid
sorry don’t mean to complain 
if i dont like dont need it
there’s no need to stay 
controller through the tv
i dont play it safe 

/emoflytrap - chorus pt. II/
ima slip away my heart 
broke the disk to mario kart 
they say things will get better 
difficulty set to hard
((hard))
i try my best but im fallin of the edge
i wanna restart but i think im at the end 

/lilcigarettess - chorus pt. III/
so, dont play wit me
i miss u faithfully 
no where that id rather be
then here u in my dreams

nostalgia (w/ whatafuckingbitch, emoflytrap) [prod. prxbxt]

Ain't Enough Time in the Day, Son (Remix)

howdy yall :) heres the first one of 2019. Thanks jakkyboi for the production hes amazing as always :)

lyrics:

Baby girl take my hand
I don’t think you understand
JakkyBoi, Jackie Platinum 
Running up them bands 
And they’re all overreacting 
To everything I’m saying 
Say the word and imma blast him 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m real bad man 
Im real bad man 
Back then they hated me
But now we’re friends ?
I don’t think we’re friends 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m a real bad man 

Meet at the pond 
During late September 
On my lord
This girls so clever 
Hole in my heart 
From the place she sever 
Alone in my mind
But my scars so tender 
Break me
Baby from this dream i sleep 
Will you wake me, 
All these promises i should keep
I’m going crazy 
Counting curses ,Not sheep
I’ll elating 
write the Bible every week 
Cuz I’m god now 
Mr. Jackie Platinum I’ve been singing with the stars now 
Baby off a percecot 
She just landed on Mars now 
She know i won’t rest
Till i get the squad compound 
I put my foot down on it 

Baby girl take my hand
I don’t think you understand
JakkyBoi, Jackie Platinum 
Running up them bands 
And they’re all overreacting 
To everything I’m saying 
Say the word and imma blast him 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m real bad man 
Im real bad man 
Back then they hated me
But now we’re friends ?
I don’t think we’re friends 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m a real bad man 

Baby girl 42 is star
I told ya
Chillin Miami with the heat
Like Erik Spolstra
Lady Sipping wine
Concubines on my shoulder 
I don’t really care 
Debonair 
In my trench coat chilling
I know this chicks willing  
But if i keep dealing
I know I’ll have millions
I don’t sing about racks 
I just sing about feelings 
They know me so i can’t go nowhere 2x

i hate this song. (demo)

Idkconundrum