THE REEFER (Waterboyz Diss) - idontknowjeffery

I’ve broken all of my rules seeped into the boundless depths of my own consciousness multiple perspectives etc and yet I still ponder the duality of life itself i have lost all sense of reality connections further more deeply rooted to my own beliefs there is no other  close to me within logic reason morality n such on it truly makes me sad im honestly scared of what’s to come but i am also excited and in-love w the fact of growth and progression but I’ve never been more alone than iam now even if things changed my obsession is tenacious it clings as reluctant as it is yet suffocating and improper i wish to have been able to express myself in a better way there’s jst things I couldn’t speak to anyone about that feeling is terrible besides that i have so much love to give and also so much animosity surely death is much more pleasant than a constant state of agony and distrust n what not is it wrong wanting to feel something real without that hesitation i have no idea I’ve gone completely insane as i type this i lose myself further into this feeling i yearn for answers for love and for reason this solitude has consistently consumed me bit by bit it hurts as much as i want to lash out  it will have to be when the time is right” before I discover who i truly am as the sun rises and sets so does the moon” rest assured i will too savor the taste of unbound free will