i hate when you laugh at me with punchy

curse prod imysm

inspiration from bea - sorry

whatever you want, 
i will get it for you.
there is blood on your hands,
from what you have done.
you think i want to be around this?
i want to leave when i can.
and i have been around this stuff for too long,
i want to go.
i have been with you for too long,
im going to go sometime tonight.

𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.
𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵, 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘭𝘦𝘺.
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨.
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦,
𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘥,
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘨𝘦,
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.
𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦.
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩.

whatever you want,
i will get it for you.
there is blood on your hands,
from what you have done.
you think i want to be around this?
i want to leave when i can.
and i have been around this stuff for too long,
i want to go.
i have been with you for too long,
im going to go sometime tonight.

blood on your hands

can you just hold me. 
can you just tell me

“i miss you, i miss you” 

why  cannot u just help me

im sorry about the time that we departed.

i miss you, i miss you, i cannot disregard it

i miss you, i miss your beautiful face.

we had something what we had, we cannot replace.

and i miss all those piercings you had.

when i tried to kiss you, it was just a fad!.

you told me your problems, you begged me to stay.

and then i woke, i woke up, you pushed me away.

the night you told me, “that it was all okay”

im fucking hurting. 

Your lips, yeah it caused me all this pain.

(and all this pain),

why cant  you help yourself, i cant  help you.

i tried my best for months, whats the issue.

i hurt myself to get it out my head.

i wish you understood, understood how i really am.
(like babi can you)

talking to him yeah its over, i wish you understood how i felt but its over, 

i miss you, i miss you, i wish you were sober.

i forget when we met, it was somewhat october?

oct 31

another greaf beat

@backw666s
why you gotta lie to me so often
picking on myself im so broken
rotting all away inside my coffin
just for you my arms i wont open
staying till the sunlight comes after
dont focus on me it dont matter
im js rly focused on my Swagger Lol 
i dont really get it,,, how i bagged Her.

@roombound
theres never silence in my brain
please just take me out this pain
all my attempts will end in vain
didnt get to say goodbye when you jumped on that train
when we walked along the trail you didnt want me dead
u must be a demon cuz ur stuck all in my head
u buried deep within my core internally bled
point the strap up in my nose fill my thoughts with lead

lead brain ft backw666s

@ddopesickk @deadsince2014 @wizardjit
prod: snvgz
Mix & master dopesick

im doing lyrics in the future mayb

massacre ft @wizardjit & @ddopesickk

massacre w/ wizardjit & ddopesickk

shoutout my ghosty freinds #h8

when i die i will look over you
i want to find everything about you
i guess you dont even remember me
but i think about you every time that i brush my teeth
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot
show me a good time and then left me to rot

when i die i promise i will look over you

druggie

prod forzen i believe
lyrics below.

and now ur gone, yes ur away
i can feel ur heartbeat right in my face
and another day, it goes unknown
i can feel ur presence in my bones
is that what u said last week?

its another day and im buzzing off the adderall
i just took another pill, idk what's going wrong

its another day and im buzzing off the adderall
i just took another pill, idk what's going wrong

AND I CANT BREATHE OFF THE ECSTASY
AND I JUST SWEAR THAT SMTHINGS GOING WRONG
AND BABY I CANT THINK WHEN IM WITHOUT U
CUZ BABY I SWEAR THAT SOMETHINGS GOING WRONG (IDK WHATS GOING WRONG)
AND BABY ITS LIKE

I JUST WANNA GO FAR AWAY FROM THIS SACRED PLACE
AND I JUST WANNA GO RIGHT INTO UR ARMS
AND BABY

AND NOW UR GONE, YES UR AWAY
I CAN FEEL UR HEARTBEAT RIGHT IN MY FACE

and another day, it goes unknown
i can feel ur presence in my bones
is that what u said last week?
IDK WHATS GOING WRONG

(ALL PLATS) ecstasy

undertheweather w/ @lane3den

u got a pretty face
cant distract my lust tho
listen 2 what i say
or i might turn cutthroat :)
i never cuff hoes
i needa cut hoe
show me all yo cuts hoe
dont show me yo heart ifuckjin crush those
i like to bite tho
show me yo tights hoe
      *intro*
got a pretty basement
u can come stay in
dont got a choice bae
i am not playin
wish u were here so ill capture u my dear
why do i see a tear 
bae theres nothing to fear
when u get home
dont look in the mirror
youll see what i did to u
youll think im weird
i promise im not
js misunderstood
n ill never stop so
hand me that wood
*prod mat1k*

druggie

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