Not Going Anywhere

@marya-stark 
This collaboration was seeded on a lake shore at sunrise in the Sierra foothills. Upon hearing Marya's acoustic version of this Sarah McLachlan song, my heart, which I had closed in order to maintain after a devastating heartbreak, cracked open. And I immediately knew that I wanted to work with this music. 

Marya generously offered to record her acoustic version to provide it as the foundation and raw the material for this remix. And I allowed the intense emotion and feelings of loss to flow through me, and to guide this one into its current form.

Catharsis is such an incredibly beautiful, healing, and at times, elusive thing... capturing it in sound and connecting with others through offering it to the world is a large part of what keeps me going as an artist.

And truly loss can be a devastating and isolating experience... and though it is a bit of a paradox, what I've found is that through sharing honestly and authentically about such an experience, it creates a bridge and a pathway to connection to the hearts of others who have been through their own loss. And this can lead to a sense of deep connection and solidarity.

Maybe this is "healing..." and maybe it's just the heart expanding and creating new pathways for connection alongside the grief and loss.

“Don’t hide your hurt, beautiful soul. Grab a hold of it. Run it through the purifying flame of your heart and mold it into something beautiful. 

Allow the depths of your pain to expand the breadth of your compassion. Gather up your stumbling stones and build a bridge for someone else. 

Remember what it’s like to be lost in darkness so you can be someone else’s much needed light.” ~Cristen Rodgers~

Mastering: Audible Oddities
Image: Tiana Hunter

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Possession (Marya Stark Cover) [Ra So Remix]

All I Need

Reasons

All original... guitar parts written and recorded by me, hope you enjoy! Please share and thankyou for your support !

SHINE

Interplanetary (Free download)

Special shoutout to KAIN for being a part of his final project:

https://soundcloud.com/kain

STEALTH  w/KAIN

next song from my EP Holograms, put a lot of emotion into this one I hope you guys dig it <3

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Ashen

Temptation w/ FLCCS.

VVV rando poem by me found on my phone from a year ago VVV
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'You can see it through a medium
prisms of light and water begetting
water the air doesn't seem real
enough at all to breathe through
the open spaces your lungs feel
alive you remember little of who
you were before barely anything
noticeable just the depths of night
a monument of dark warm love
and danger such beauty wrapping
you in blankets threaded of stars
and you cannot open your eyes but
see the door for whom death opens
flowering at all ends of the universe'

―Sakarha

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Ashen

I Dreamt