if pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure.

id bleed for anything if it held me the right way

all idwmbb songs

ear candy

off a new split called the battle at kiganjima island with my friends in pictures of june, floral patterns, and lights strung like stars

raisin lungs

2. gapyear - and the Walls Are Lined With

All Dogs Are Better Off That Way

You will. you? will. you? will. youu? will.

Introduction

Listen on Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zZoSBH6qIXcZ8ZT0kE2l2?si=tCO1ffPeSZmajwnYxENtmQ

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I've severed ties with God
But it's taken its toll
I can feel it on my soul
And through my hollowed out skull

A shell of who I am
Now playing sacrificial roles
Where I can never see the end
It's fallen out of my control

It's out of my control

Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me

Goodbyes written with a letter taped to the bed
It's just another cold December where
Misery has spread
Broken glass beneath me in
Every step that I take
Every foot ahead of me is just another dumb mistake

ilostmyfaithanditmademequestionmyownsanity

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https://open.spotify.com/track/1LQbvnKuImRX9BRRMRcC4R?si=525989ac72eb4db0

A kiss of death
Remember me by it
And I know
It's hard to find
Someone
Who loves you like I do
Tear me apart
It's up to you

She died
Really pretty
Doing what
She loved
Manipulation
At it's finest
Such a cruel, cruel girl

A kiss of death
Remember me by it
And I know
It's hard to find
Someone
Who loves you like I do
Tear me apart
It's up to you

Oh-oh
It's up to you
Oh-oh

Oh-oh
It's up to you
Oh-oh
It's up to

she died really pretty

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https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZbPmGwZcOUH6Dj6228Tk4?si=HWuUXUesSpO0NJ6PflAQfg 

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I welcomed you with open arms
Lost in the back of the car

Your heart is filled with its flaws and its many faults
It's just a silent reminder of what we'd had was false

I welcomed you with open arms
Lost in the back of the car

Your heart is filled with its flaws and its many faults
It's just a silent reminder of what we'd had was false

a silent reminder of what we'd had was false

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https://open.spotify.com/track/2J2HlTIkirczsyxVP9YTP3?si=zxLKaWWUTmKgdWGsHSgEKw

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I want to be a child again
I don't want more regrets
I wanna erase all of my mistakes
I really miss being a child

I'm afraid of my own damn face
So afraid of the future, it's coming now
I'm afraid I can't escape from this hell
I just want to be a child again

Let me return to innocence
I can't help but reminisce
I just want to be a child again
I just want to be a child again

I can't help but mourn the past
All this time, that has passed
I can't help but cry
I can't help but cry

i want to be a child again

a silent reminder of what we'd had was false (Acoustic Version) performed by Matthew of itsdecemberandwemustbebrave. Originally written by both Vadim and Matthew of itsdecemberandwemustbebrave.

YouTube lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dxw4CADzE0o

Lyrics:
I welcomed you with open arms
Lost in the back of the car

Your heart is filled with its flaws and its many faults
It's just a silent reminder of what we'd had was false

I welcomed you with open arms
Lost in the back of the car

Your heart is filled with its flaws and its many faults
It's just a silent reminder of what we'd had was false

a silent reminder of what wed had was false (acoustic version)

This Is Your Way Out

I Am Waves

Emarosa

A Toast to the future kids!

buy it on itunes

nothing good comes from being gone

Sure

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)