*laughter*
don’t let it eat you alive

yea the world is very cruel , make u wanna kill yourself
hard to live your day by day when you can only hear yourself
he think today is the day he go and grab the keys off shelf
think he givin off the signs but nobody wanna help
he don’t know if there’s a heaven he don’t know if there’s a hell
it don’t matter man it’s worth it , that’s the shit he tells himself
it don’t matter man i’m worthless , that’s the shit he tells himself
he gon grab the whip n take it off , he goin up the hill
just in case he doesn’t pull through he took him hella pills
and his shit start kickin in , and he doesn’t have no feel
and it’s gon be his last moment cus he made it up the hill
he gon think about his mom , he gon think about his sis 
he gon think about the teachers that said he wasnt gon b shit
he gon think about his enemies and all his friendships
now he really starting to cry but he still wanna end it
he gon take a lil step back , he gon start to hesitate
maybe my life ain’t so bad , maybe one day it’ll be great
he don’t know if he brave enough , yea these very high stakes
maybe i’m tweakin out my mind , maybe this shit a mistake
he gon look back at the car , at this point it start to rain
he don’t know if at this point that he’ll ever be the same
the delusions start to comin in and it’s fuckin with his brain
and i’m talkin bout his life , this shit really ain’t no game
he gon take a step , he gon take another
he almost to the edge , at this point u can see a little over
he thinkin in his head , “oh my god it’s really over”
and he take one last breath then he start to puff his shoulders
then his foot left the surface now he really start to plunder
in that second his life gone , he left his sister and his mother
what’s the point like why he do it ? i don’t know it’s never covered
in this strange evil world all we ever have is each other

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