Stlwrnce nv2 (scottysplash X Eric Godlow)

circa — June 2023
updated — May 2025

When I said I love you did I say it in a bad way, in a wrong way, in a bad way
(I've always thought about us together anyway, I know you love me can you tell me so that I know)
When I say I love you I mean it I'm not kidding, you do the cooking while I put away the dishes, uh huh
I hope those words mean anything to you, when I'm not with you the world seems so blue, uh huh
(Dreaming about how you were in my arms yesterday, and like always you threw my life away)
Eighteen years I've been living I've never met someone like you, someone like you
(I'd never thought I'd just be dreaming my life away, dreaming about how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how)
And like always you threw my life away

Stream

cries on my shoulder

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
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Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

im tired, goodnight

Shoutout to Deme for the vocal sample and for letting me post this! :D

Euphoria

artwork by the most talented person i know rn @zieep_nguvail on insta, check her out
i do not know what im doing

i keep dying in my dreams

eternality

ifxnly:
https://ifxnly.bandcamp.com/music
https://soundcloud.com/ifxnly
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5VSZLFr4E14CWdlTymjQ5t
https://www.youtube.com/@ifxnly

scarmaid:
https://soundcloud.com/scarmaid
https://youtube.com/@SCARMAID
https://open.spotify.com/artist/16PJcsqAJ0B1xRyLy4y2VS
https://twitter.com/scarmaid666
https://scarmaid.bandcamp.com/

ifxnly - losing_everything (scarmaid remix)

PRODUCED BY ProdKult

FAUXCUS: https://linktr.ee/FAUXCUS
SHXLO: https://soundcloud.com/shxlo

LYRICS:

FAUXCUS:
what’s it mean when i’ve seen you in my dreams again
a glimpse into the little life that we could’ve lead
but now you’re just a fleeting thought that i’ve seen a lot i never gave a shit until you took a shot my legs are locked

and now im running running spinning i got vertigo 
some time has passed and now im left with nothing left to show
and now i know im never dealing with her shit again
you left me crawling from the grave back from the dead

where did you go
you’ve left me running running running around
no choice
sold my soul to never see the ground
but now i’m crumbling to an ice cold meltdown
what’s the deal cause i haven’t seen you ‘round our town

and now i’m waking up my body shaking
my words had been mistaken
if i could have another chance i’d tell you what it’s taken
so much energy lost to a lost cause
cant speak girl i’m stuck with a locked jaw
devoted life to an image of one with you
i’d like a notion of where your heads at too

where did you go
it hasn’t been the same ever since you left
new place
new kicks but i’m bereft now
i really wish that we could sit and work things out
what’s the deal
cause i haven’t got a damn clue how
where did you go
you’ve left me running running running around
no choice
sold my soul to never see the ground
but now i’m crumbling to an ice cold meltdown
what’s the deal cause i haven’t seen you ‘round our town
and now i know im ever anybody’s first choice

SHXLO:
ice cold heart i caught your bad flu 
cant think when im living without you 
never change when i’m breaking my soul hues 
count our days cause we’re far and they’re so few 
always looking for ways to rid my past 
you should enjoy it cause it might be my last 
where would you go i got a second home with you in my arms 
same brain still leaking to my shallow heart 
now i could say the same about you and we’re falling apart 
think its ugly but our lives were always meant to be hard 
where is my soul it always disappears when you say goodbye 
same bones still rattle till the end of night 
i made decisions that’ll lead me to the end of the line 
new beginnings never resonate im fooling my mind

Thank you for listening!

VERTIGO feat. SHXLO

tracks i forgot to post on soundcloud

out everywhere else tho lol

blenderhead

ifxnly