pistols in my bag

pointless (vlad)

Dj Phat + slermy [Prod me]

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
cover by @/noisemakerbot on twitter, tweaked and edited by me

editors note: this ones a vent song (i know, such a shocker right,,,) i also released with a music video, which is a first for me :D i really enjoyed filming this, i hope i can do something like this again. the download button links to the visuals, but i'll put it here too: https://youtu.be/jhzdRYhf9U0
enjoy the song! 

lyrics:
you say i dont respect you
i respect you highly
you tell me you love
i think that you're lying
got too many feelings
that i've been hiding
you said i don't know you
i said 'okay try me'

and i think that i try
to keep it all in control
and i know, yeah i know
in the end it will all help me grow

you can crash at my place
get back on your feet
hope to see you smile
see the moonlight on your teeth
i wanna make you happy
yeah thats all i wanna see
that glimmer on your face
as you hold hands with me
baby you can crash at my place
get back on your feet
hope to see you smile
see the moonlight on your teeth
i wanna make you happy
yeah thats all i wanna see
that glimmer on your face
as you hold hands with me

and i think that i try
to keep it all in control
and i know, yeah i know
in the end it will all help me grow

AREYOUHUMAN

i miss us

visuals

i miss us (phixel)

ft. @pincode8485 (prod. @curtainss + @kidtrashpop) [art by me]

listen on spotify

thoughts from the top of a cliff ft. 8485 (prod. curtains + kid trash)

ty for listening <3

p: https://soundcloud.com/killmeasap

cover art: https://www.instagram.com/25mg.2cb/

IM NOT OKAY - [p. 9anyal]

featuring @2007myspacegirl @bodyontheshore
produced by @kiryano and @winter

this is me trying to let it out, no i don't feel better now.
the advice didn't work, i'll keep it locked inside - tired of living, i just wanna end it now.

my heart's a prosthetic, i never wanna feel again. 
i've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess.

just give me your confidence again, 
just give me all of your love again. 
my mind never stops racing, 
back and forth in my room still pacing.
i dunno what to do anymore, 
could you tell me where to go?
prescriptions don't work anymore - 
i'd give anything to feel nothing. 
you don't like me? that's relatable.
think i bitch too much? that's relatable.
say i'm worth something? that's debatable...
doesn't matter what they say, because i know i'm expendable...

on the inside, when i'm numb, 
i can calm down when i'm kept up. 
on the outside, when i feel these cuts, 
it doesn't hurt, i just see the blood.

vines wrap around my arms, 
limbs like trees i be posted in the yard.
mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental, 
roots planted in the ground, i've become sentential.
one with nature, i'm mother earth.
don't pick my stems, you know that shit hurt.
rain, rain go away, come again another day, 
when the sun comes out, i'll crawl to the pavement
when will i sprout, i'm waiting, 
count it up, carbon dating.
don't touch me i got thorns, 
plant a seed, i'm reborn.

idk anymore ft. Luthien (Kiryano + Winter)

nicotinelungs (prod. @ih8bleachh)

cover art by @sashadot6

(krypz)
ouoaohh 
i feel so gummi 
i feel so weakk
everything u said 
everything u saiddd
cut me so deep
i felt so dumb 
my blood drips down 
my touch is numb 
i walk with a frown 
walk with frownnn ):

(twintails) 
Everybody hate me
They still think im funny
Bitch go ask ur man 
H-H-He said tht im yummy
Baby im an angel 
But u shouldnt love me
I might get to cutting 
U should never trust me
Ouuoaohhh i felt so gummy
Off a perc 30 i see nothing
Slipping from reality falling from the ceiling
Drown myself in autotune i guess i love the feeling

gummi w/ twintails (twintails)

happy in hell (ft. boofbby, ugly tomorrow, and wulfpunk)

Wand3r ๖ۣۜP4nthera x Ecclesia x Emptyrare~ fF1nd u;

y34h y0u- s33m l0st s0 l3t m3 f1nd y0u
fF1nd y0u;
@lesiaaa
@emptyrare

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fF1nd u; [w/Ecclesia]~<{+emptyrare}>~

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