i love you to death and beyond

prod. me, guitar by me, mix/master by me
lyrics:
I never called you nothing sweet 
You told me come inside, I left my car across the street 
I never knew which way to run 
There's a hole in that screen door and now the dog's the only one 
Who's left 
I should probably get some sleep 
Cuz morning's coming soon and i'm the only who sees it 
This house has smelled like blood since i moved in 
I check on you from time to time, we're rotten fruit waiting on wine 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

I never wanted it like this 
Burn the house where i grew up so there's nothing left to miss 
Cuz i was born to be a star 
Set fire to all i touch until i'm all alone in the dark 
And you 
You've gotten smaller since before 
We both forgot to eat, we'd dance in kitchens until morning came 
Crashing down, helped you forget the night you stumbled out of 
Without a scratch, god, look at you 
So goddamn terrified of the truth 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, oh, how you've grown, oh 

Days into weeks into years into minutes 
I think I could die soon, if you call this living 
You moved on so quick, I ain't think I was that easy to forget 
But what's it matter? Soon I'll die alone in this bed 
You used to call me angel, now I'm falling lower and lower into the abyss 
(GASP) I was just a kid, got no more time for innocence 

Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
There once was a garden here, all the flowers died 
Do you still think bout me? I know it's been some time 
Maybe I'll see you one day in the afterlife 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
I'll wait for you next time

oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes

s/o @kiddamo
lyrics
i hope that u love me
sometimes i cant even love myself
i want u to fuck me
then ill smoke the cigarettes on the shelf
n take me far away from all the thoughts n all the scary words u said to me
late this summer
oh i just need a friend now
i just need to calm down
i just need to lay down
n take some time to figure out

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

hear the liquor pouring imma fill another cup
cant wake up in the morning without nic inside my lungs
speaking bout all my addictions baby girl ur number one
n now im waiting for ur call
but i dont want to wait anymore
i just want to see ur face some more
come my way whenever ur bored
or ill be all alone
so pick up the phone
cuz i kno that ur home
n whenever we dont talk i feel it hurting my soul
n outside its too cold
so open ur window
like ur rapunzel ill climb up n then the night will unfold
sometimes i wish i was dead
but i dont want to see u upset so ill keep it all in my head
remember when we were friends
i knew u was something special thats why i have no regrets

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

soul shower w/ kiddamo [prod. irby]

goin crazy (prod. siemspark + itschrismarek)

https://tr.ee/SsGIxFCfXW

lyric video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBI_mO0FxjM&pp=ygUTaGVhcnRsZXNzIGNvbmRlbW5lZA%3D%3D

produced by rick hardy

lyrics:

@xobroken
i think that you killed me that night
why did you lie?
now i can't fix you at all
why do i still wait for your call?
hoping you fall,
straight on your face for me

it's like i need pain to please you
and i'm dying to need you
cast your spells on me
why's she in all my dreams?
agony that she feeds me
and she's not here with me
took my heart from me
i always knew you would leave

@lottaheart
your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game
[x2]

(why didn't you call me?)
(don't you think you owed me that?)
(i couldn't)

you let me down so easily
take anything you need from and leave

your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game

condemned w/ xobroken

[hook]
I know youre moving on but how the fuck could you forget me 
dont know whats going on my chest been feelin really heavy
smokin stupid strong
Im burnin gas just like my chevy
ill make another song
wanna talk problems i got plenty 
I know youre moving on 
just cant believe what im hearing 
ive been doing wrong
I cant accept these fucking feelings
another bottle gone 
theyll find me hanging from the ceiling 
do you care at all
the only answer ive been seeking
[verse]
heard you got some new friends
I hope they dont despise you 
and when you get another boyfriend 
hell probably hate you more than i do 
hate the way you suck life out of every little thing
the promises you made meant nothing 
fuck that stupid little ring
forget me not or do at this point i dont really fucking care
cause when i had you in my life you still were never fucking there
im sorry
i never wanted to hurt you 
i know you dont care you hurt me
i cant believe that i loved you

frgt me not or do, at this point idrfc (drmabeats x dercept)

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