official music video: https://youtu.be/_9n5A6eBnc0

if u bring the camera, make my life a movie
i could b the actress if u wanna shoot me
what i mean 2 ask is how u wanna do me?
im not trynna mask, yr not trynna b a groupie
now im on my last ditch efforts of the nite
i dont wanna not hold yr hands this tite
i dont wanna stop, when we dance feels nice
and im feeling like myself, hope yr seeing this rite
when im out up on display, hold my heart up 2 the light
and im screaming every choice i made 2 lead me 2 tonite
and theyre saying that im made of star stuff, gotta shine
ive been starkid since 2 0 1 9
push 2 start it, light it up and spark it
torch it if its getting in yr way, its a target
u would think im famous when im working at a target
u dont kno what fame is, never even seen guitar picks
never had the grip tape tearing up the carpet
pedal board skateboard, amp sounds garbage
iPod touch only tunes when i charge it
i done fell in luv w/ the music when it started

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by crybabycam
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 6/30/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

starkid2019 (+ crybabycam) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:

talk back
nothing short of me
fall back
the life i wanted needs
more than anything at all
something changing when im gone
i can’t tell if i’m just broken
or if all this has a cause
its all in the differential; sub-sequential results
change me like an oil spill in the gulf
my heart isn’t breakable but i know
the mood changes are taking half of the toll
that i pay when im driving past your home
the time frame isnt making sense, no i know
its all fake when i’m grinding down to the bone
i need faith but its hard to believe in ghosts

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

but when’s that come 
to stop the hurt 
i’m waiting for signs 
that’ll heal this curse 
it’s something that i’ve never seen before 
yet something i know i’ve been bracing for 
and i’ve got this feeling that 
i should just face the facts 
live in reality 
but we both know 
that wouldn’t be me 

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

i’ll never see it your way, you know it well
i tried to keep the peace here, now i’m in hell
and i can say never, i don’t give a shit
cuz nothing ever changes till im all in

spotify & apple!

heretic w/ evan carr [immortal x splashgvng]

on all platforms now
@fijimar synthetic kids 4evr

all in w/ fijimar ☆ prod. jibaorockin + slayingibis + tahtx

(prod. cxrter x the sound clown)

lyrics:
oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

here we go again
acting innocent
lately its been different
youve been so distant

oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

oh how its killing me
you love to watch me bleed
still do it so willingly
anything you need

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

Danger Zone

shag & scooby w/ eccntrx (toyema)

orange lids (homesick)

lyrics:
(me)
Oh, I don't know if I wanna die (wanna die)
What would change if I lied (lied)
Please show some fucking empathy
Keep lookin' back at our remedies
Oh, why do I fuck up everything? (fuck up everything)
My whole life turned into a downswing

Why am I such a mistake? (mistake)
Just gimme a damn break
(gimme a break,, gimme a break)
Nobodies perfect
Sorry I'm indirect
I'm tryna be better
Oh, gimme back my sweater (gimme back my sweater)
Was I ever really worth it?
No I'm not ok I assured it
Think I reached the worst epitome
Better off being infamy

(Vails)
I'm so sick of saying no
I'm embarrassed never anywhere to go
Leeching off my friends
They got my back
I know I'm always straying from the path

I should stay inside but I'm hunting the drugs
Just wanna feel no emotion
Like nothing at all
So surprising the amount of people staying by my side
Even though I'm on the worse route
I'll follow the lines
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry

wanna die w/ vails (johnnyfriend)

belly of the beast ft. v3nn (takuori)

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me from this place
i dont wanna be there anyway
you said you hated all he is
then u were with him for that night
i just wanna hold you close and tight
hope u dont leave me all alone
i just wanna hug u one time
maybe ill make u my life
and lets just know u did
and its been like this
i been all inside
i felt more than fine
hes been holding u
oh the timing fuck
more i do
has got me more in love with you

i thought i found a reason i could hide
who was right?
she took it all from me
and now i will lose my mind

now hes taking off your clothes
in his room, ur all alone
oh he used you?
who would have thought
when he bruised you in the heart
howd u forget, i warned you
lies sent, i trust you
welp right, i shoulda known better
without you,
ill drown in this weather
n i been feeling like you wouldnt care
she took it all from me n
she knew that i would be here
n i been hurting inside for the last time
cause i dont wanna be here oh no

Should Have Known (mackk)

EU4IA prod dagu

wherethetimego

rip teej ):

memento music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAQ0ZAEHE3o

shag & scooby w/ eccntrx (toyema)

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