i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

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all in w/ fijimar ☆ prod. jibaorockin + slayingibis + tahtx

prod. violet x taylor morgan x meta

this seems like the end but its just the start 
and i dont know whos trapped in my heart
i wanna be who i know i cant
fuck who owns this land
and i will never rationalize;
that life isnt what it is online
i say its fine and its a lie to myself
in perfect shape and compatible
but it wont happen in memory or sadness
but dont get too fed up, cause nothing fucking matters
everybody's always gonna be better
i hate everyone and the weather
im tired of pain and im sick of nothing
i dont think that ill end up someone
im climbing, and theres the summit
lifes care, thats all im wanting

sick of nothing

shag & scooby w/ eccntrx (toyema)

orange lids (homesick)

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe

(prod. The Optimist)

lyrics:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Verse:
my heart is yours for taking
and you're forever saving me
your eyes there's no escaping
and they're simply spacing me

hold on just a little
ill give you my initials
and when your bones are weak and brittle
ill still want you just as much as then
as then
as then
as then
ill still want you just as much as then

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Bridge:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you

Lost In Love

belly of the beast ft. v3nn (takuori)

i just want to be somebody's only thought
but after a good while they eventually move on
i don't know what it takes to strike another one
cus everyone around me just treat me like a pon
what's a real one? you're surrounded in fiction
everyone always comes out bout their addiction
that used to be a red flag i wasn't fucking with it
now i don't care what i have in my position
it's too hot i'ma hang out by the beach
listen that's where i decide to get my peace
i feel like i'm a missing puzzle piece
sometimes i want to love and then i don't well then capeesh
and honestly i get if you don't like me
cus i'm behind compared to all these other peeps?
i don't know if that excuses to resign me
THERES A VOICE IN MY THOUGHTS SAYING THAT YOU HATE ME

say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show
say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show

i'm confused by your behavior
my baby acting like my saviour

fiction [mannyshouse]

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me from this place
i dont wanna be there anyway
you said you hated all he is
then u were with him for that night
i just wanna hold you close and tight
hope u dont leave me all alone
i just wanna hug u one time
maybe ill make u my life
and lets just know u did
and its been like this
i been all inside
i felt more than fine
hes been holding u
oh the timing fuck
more i do
has got me more in love with you

i thought i found a reason i could hide
who was right?
she took it all from me
and now i will lose my mind

now hes taking off your clothes
in his room, ur all alone
oh he used you?
who would have thought
when he bruised you in the heart
howd u forget, i warned you
lies sent, i trust you
welp right, i shoulda known better
without you,
ill drown in this weather
n i been feeling like you wouldnt care
she took it all from me n
she knew that i would be here
n i been hurting inside for the last time
cause i dont wanna be here oh no

Should Have Known (mackk)

neverforever
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
i could lay on top ur chest
n i would be right here to rest
n u would leave a thought on top of my head
whats it take to rid of doubt
i been gone for long, it dont count
what you did for me, how i couldnt leave
n it just wont be forever
if you dont let me be there
i could give u all i had
if you didnt leave oh
i just wish you were the one for me
but as this time moves on its looking bleak
n i just didnt know how long i had in this life
oh

10/21/2024

Should Have Known (mackk)

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