blood in the water pt2

produced by cxrter x the sound clown

feat @chasecomeback

lyrics;

(@m4rsyy)
i can see blood in the water
but theres no one to stop her
i can see blood in the water
someones drowning

i can feel the hole in my chest grow bigger now
I can feel these walls come down
when i started falling
i didn't think id hit the ground
and you know words hurt
they do cut me down
all i want is for you to be here now
and im jus on the k tonight
and u jus hit me with a k tonight
and my grandma mad at me and i jus want her to be proud
god i forgot how all this felt

should of kept my emotions off
could of locked them away jus so theyre gone
but i couldn't live that way
everyday started to merge into the same
so

i can see blood in the water
but theres no one to stop her
i can see blood in the water
someones drowning

(@chasecomeback)
i really tried to help
i dragged your body out
the water's cold tonight
your touch was frozen ice
and now you'll figure out
why i am left alone
a window to a home
for which the lights are out

and now ur seeing my frown
but ur coming around
safe in the ground
cause the noise is so loud
i had want to hold you
could you be there?
and now im starting to drown
like you did in the water
never wanted to
now im moving away
thought u would stay
different state but the same day

and i just go around
and now ur leaving me now 
leaving me now
and now u walk around
the path i stay 

(@m4rsyy)
i can feel the hole in my chest grow bigger now
I can feel these walls come down
when i started falling
i didn't think id hit the ground
and you know words hurt
they do cut me down
all i want is for you to be here now
and im jus on the k tonight
and u jus hit me with a k tonight
and my grandma mad at me and i jus want her to be proud
god i forgot how all this felt

i can see blood in the water
but theres no one to stop her
i can see blood in the water
someones drowning

drowning in the pond w/ chasecomeback

prod. michael harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
She said to me what did you do for this
And now she's gone as i was traumatised
I couldn't breathe until i calmed down
Familiar route, down town
A quiet place, whats new to you?
Been there before, they recognise you
How they follow all along
Now you wanted all of me
I could live there until i'm dead
I could be there from day to night
I dispute my rights from wrong
That's what mattered when you're feeling tough

She said to me don't open up
And now she'd be inside my heart
As I had known that I couldn't go
I had knew that i owed your heart

Open up love, I been around
You're calling out while I am on the ground
And now I cant hold you close
Its been a long way out
I been lost inside this town
As you had flown away
I had been on top the world
You were all i had

She said to me what did you do for this
And now she's gone as i was traumatised
I couldn't breathe until i calmed down
Familiar route, down town

Route To Nowhere

prod. velvet
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
I been all alone
Waiting for you now
This town is not my home
Hearts gone way too cold
Seen how I cant tell whats wrong
But now its not my fault

Holding where I bleed
Hearing my last breath
Cleaning up the scene
Of whats beneath my head
And now I can't believe
How you would run from me
Our love
Oh no
Oh no

Giving you my heart
A key for you to be
What I need
Where we'd be apart
Find it hard to say what
Caused me to be this way at last
The last one to hold your heart close
No matter where I'd be
Hold it all inside
Taken what I've been dealt that night
Never wanted to
Bring you closer to what I did
I could never regret
The time that I had spent with you

Scene

prod. michael harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
out in the woods
open your eyes
watching you breathe
believing a lie
clutching your gun
while i couldnt be there
no i couldnt be there
hey dont go that way
signs fell, danger stays
now ive ran my faith out

sheets will cover what i was before
i been looking for a long way out
stumbled all into your lair
trying hard to hold you closer to me
and now im fully freezing here
i been looking at the world all wrong
now you would leave me
i say dont you go
i couldnt be there
thats why im alone
hurting me, all before

Out In The Woods

prod. pekarot
mix, master by me
w/ @marsmal
(lyrics)
hold me now

i said to you dont go
and you took it all from me
and now im on the road
that i dont recognise
why my friends always leave
or is that just me?
i tend to push them away
and its all a mistake

you wasted the last 5 months
i knew something was up
but i put it in the back of my mind
but how could i build something on a lie
i try and i try
but u lie and u lie
time after time
its the same game we play
it always ends the same
my feelings gotta change
i cant keep feeling this way
im trying to find a way to escape
this world feels so cold
so why do i even try
like why do i do this alone

there's nothing that i could give you
now im always feeling blue
making references to the songs that ive lost
now im alone here
with my own emotions
like how i couldnt be the one that you want
i felt love
only comes and goes
and it hurts my heart
how you'll always go
and you'll listen to my songs
holding my heart
waiting for me to be
something that you want
as im falling down
to the person im creating
i couldnt lie, you're all on my mind
in everything that i see
it takes me away
when i felt the day
go away

Hold Me w/ marsmal

prod. velvet
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Take my heart but don't hold me close
Hate your life but you'll need me most
I'll be around when you need me there
Just call my phone and I'll answer quick
I couldn't lie most of my life
"Baby don't go", I said
Now you wont be there when I need you most
Feeling your pain
I'll be there for you, when you need
Oh no, baby don't go
I felt all of your pain
Now you see me today
And I, oh I
The last time that I could have seen you
As we've moved on
Now its all see through to what we meant
What we meant was nothing

A Heart Is All You Wanted

prod. jacob vallen
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Taking me now
I held my hand out
Waiting for you to grab on
You didn't want to so then you would leave
Giving a smile, when you're looking
Giving me warmth, I felt then
Being the person that you would call your home

Why wont you turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Where are we now
I held my hand out
Waiting for college
Would you want that now
Is there another around?
Aside from the frown
Gently let me down
I've wondered for miles
Attached for a while
Its been your smile
The way that you treat me
When my eyes glow in solace
Now through all this
I couldn't have you
No I couldn't have you but could you
Turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Now my mindset is turning
Searching for reason
Looking at moons
I can feel it, I'm bleeding
How it was for you
Out of my body
Clouded by thoughts of us now
Turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you
Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Turn Around

prod. jacob vallen
mix, master, by me
(lyrics)
so costly
now i bleed
i know its been a long time
i couldn't get my thoughts out
about how i felt about you

so costly
now im bleeding
i feel so lonely
you had filled that void
and it wont work out
you were good for me
but i cant feel my heart
one more night
you would talk to me
talk to me
you had took my light
right out my chest
out my chest
and i gave you life

so costly
now im bleeding
know its been a long time
since we last spoke
couldn't get my thoughts out
how i feel about you
now its been like 3 months
since we last had seen each other

Costly

prod. michael harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
And I would look in your eyes
See the disguise you created for me
And now you wanna be nice
How bout you lie to me
And now I'll open my eyes
It was a dream to be there
Now i'm feeling my world
Rip from my heart for the last time

And now I'd look in your eyes
For if you are lying to me
As I don't wanna believe
Whats been laid out to me
And as the Sun arises
Love is dying
As I want you here
But you’re so far away

So far away 
Now I need you
So far away
Now I miss you
So far away

So Far Away

w/ rainydays
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i just couldnt let go of the past
couldnt let go of what we had
i just really want you back
but i will never have that
and im trying hard to change my thoughts
but i dont wanna do this anymore
no i dont wanna be the one adored
for the pain i lay out
looking for the answers from the lord
feeling like i was ignored
everybody wants me back
but i just cant now

Letting Go

prod. neverforever
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
wide eyes i seen
i hate myself
months pass and im alone
amazing life, 22
she tried to help and pull me out
but here i go im falling down
there's nothing i wish for you
besides life for how its meant
trying hard not to be pulled under
trying lately just to heal my heart first
maybe soon will be the day where im under
maybe i will see the ones that will appear
maybe you would be around if i wanted you to
well what is new
the lord is saying im due
as im still waiting for you
im always waiting for you

Under

guitar by Michael Harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i dont recognise you anymore
not cause you're different to me
its just been a while since ive seen you
and its killing me
my memory is starting to fail now
i look at these photos we once had
and now its like that was so long ago
but it wasnt then

so where do we go now
how can i do this to myself
when can i be there 
if im not there for me

im looking for a bright day
im hoping that you'd stay
i maybe wanna run
away
away from all of life
afraid ill lose it all

whats the purpose in this life
when im never good
i know i cant let go
so dont you go away (away)
i lost it all that day (that day)
i wished that you had stayed (stay a while)
i wish you'd hold me now
i been looking for the right one all my life
i been tryna come back to what i like
write another sad song
of you
and you is what i look for
thats why i cant move on
i hope we get along

I Dont Recognise You Anymore

thoughts youd never hear

prod. michael harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i just wanna know
what'll make this right
i just wish you're here
hold your hand in mine
i just couldnt be
in line with what i know
what you took from me
on top of this rope
i just wanna know
if i made you smile
if you're looking at the way
that i been turning wild
everyone that comes back
already know whats up
everyone to hear my songs knew it all along
and you never wanted me more than a night
and you never want to do this till i try and fight
i dont wanna give you away
i just wanna hear your take
i just wanna hold you closer than before
i been torn
n i been trying everything i could to protect you
only rejecting all this lust as i know its untrue
u been acting like we're fine
but its so dishonest
more than i could stomach
saying i should stomach it
i suffer in it

I Just Want To Know

prod. scottysplash
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i could not lie here baby
i could not wait for you to feel me
losing my mind
what to believe
how would i have known what youre feeling
i could love you for eternity
signing my rounds 6 shots deep
i could not feel my heart beat
backing down your driveway
last time

when im on the road all i think about
is when you're with me here in your house
that id be with you for a lifetime
now we are bound
can we rewind

baby dont go im still here
waiting on the road
how id lose you
lost in those eyes
heart is beating
regardless for you
im stuck here
its so true
i wait for you
i wait for you
i wait for you

Still Here

prod. all we left unsaid
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
im losing my mind (oh no)
this doesnt feel right (dont let go)
im wasting your time (told you so)
she wanted me too late (whats the point in that)
and now im alone
wishing somewhere to go
its clouded above (the rain is falling)
im losing my home (it was what i wanted)
its down to the bone (fear the grave is calling)
you're rotting my corpse (how u didnt use that)
until i feel right
right
ill die
she ripped me apart
what i would have seen
if i just opened my eyes

Losing My Mind

prod. Jacob Vallen
wish u were here longer
(lyrics)
I
I been running away
I been hiding the day
I been choosing who i want to be

Oh no I felt you had left me
Now i am standing all alone
I wish you were here
Now you're so far and I can't
Stand this summer it harvest my inner being
Oh no I gave you one more chance

And now you're not with me
I been holding on for something
I couldn't once bleed
As you're the bandage to keep me going
Now I see that i'm not better off alone
As I can't breathe at the thought of you being gone
Now it seems that this viscious cycle
of all these things that i say in these songs

Summer Is Lonely Without You

prod. mackk
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Giving in
I know you're giving in
I know that when I'm in defeat
I take a sedative
And that's just how I live
Yeah, that's just how I live
Cause I been in this rut too long
And I don't question it

Are you giving in?
Cause I been giving in
And I spend everything I wanted
I don't want to live
And I just bought a crib
And I sit all alone
And I just wanted you right back
Someone to call a home

Cause I been waiting so long
And I been holding my own
And I been looking for something that I never could find
I just wanted you back
And now it's all in your head
As I been falling for time

As I been giving in
To everything I am
To letting down everybody that I would want to know
And I just want to know
I'll make it on my own
And I just couldn't go back to the way before

Giving In

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
and i know where we're going
yet feeling so lost
until i open my eyes

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

and its just pulling me down
and howd this word go around
when you were last in my head
for how im feeling so dead
i been going through songs
like no one else would have known
and now im hoping theres something
that you had to give me

and so id open my eyes
knowing that we wouldnt last
and how i feel here so down
when u were here in the past
i been looking for something to get me through this
but all the pills and the liquor would never have fixed

and you had opened my eyes
you had to show me the worse
you think im doing the best
i think ill be in a hearse
before the year here would end
guess im now out of luck
what was the luck
as i was doomed in this world

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

Open My Eyes

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
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