these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my draws
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

ah ha ha ha
???

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my drawers
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

kiddamo - Narcann (prod. phxlxp)

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

Prod. Dercept + Ayoley

{HOOK} x2

only ever worried when the music stops 
so thank god I hear the violins
I’m trapped outside of the pearly gates 
and I’m so scared to go fight again   
you put hate where my heart would go 
my enemy was once a friend 
I step foot in the wrong place at the wrong time then my journey ends

{BRIDGE}
treasure chest with you’re heart in it just waiting for me to find again
I’ll do my hardest to pry it open before I become condemned 
if not then it’s all over but god forbid if I try again 
god forbid if I try again


{VERSE}

my bones crack as seasons change 
I feel them break
chest caving in
i have blood covering both my fangs 
the stake you wield is shaving skin 
and eating flesh 
eyes red
like I needed  rest 
I have no mouth and I must scream so I guess
that’ll keep it in 
need fresh air but it feels rotten everytime that I breathe it in 
you’ll need the strength of a hundred men
to put me back on my feet again 
just rip me open 
take my heart
then stitch me up to complete again 
make me feel like me again 
so walk away 
leave my corpse to rot
so that way you can see I’m dead 

{HOOK} x2

99knights - Wrong place, Wrong time

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

talking to the air 
is it everything you need
i see it everywhere
can you just breath me in
feel me on your skin
be so vulnerable for me
baby dont be scared

this gon be the death of me
tell me all your secrecies
i can be the same thing you wanted love
i can see your finer lines
tell me everything you signed
i dont wanna waste away from your love

give me all of you
give me you

talking to the air
is it everything you need 
i see it everywhere 
can you just breath me in
feel me on your skin
be so vulnerable for me
baby dont be scared
baby dont be scared

inhale

song by evergarden
for a while - evergarden <333
@evergardens

for a while (evergarden cover)

Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

allamericanwendigofreestyle (p. Pandemxnium)

petrified at the sight of what is nigh,
though, it might be nice to rectify the white of lies
so, find him tied, unrecognizably contrived
be it like of day or night, they'll always deem to be insightful

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

scrap these words i hold in place 
if thou uncertain, bestow thee grace
but how's he hurting, i don't see pain?
it's only made certain once one's decayed

flawless, though it seemed to you i wasn't honest
a heart shift, i could tell that you must've been starving
cautious, replicate the struggle and i'll fall in
august kept him held within it's empty margins

drained, split amid reality and that of what is made
the cowardice of hounding prove susceptible to flame
regardless of the sender, the recipient's enraged 
courtesy of riddance claims regression is to blame

though he's zoned, although unknown, he won't corrode, 
beknown of crows and open roads, the omen flows, but will it show or come to slow?
we'll never know (8x)

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

terrestrial acrimony (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

prod. all we left unsaid
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
im losing my mind (oh no)
this doesnt feel right (dont let go)
im wasting your time (told you so)
she wanted me too late (whats the point in that)
and now im alone
wishing somewhere to go
its clouded above (the rain is falling)
im losing my home (it was what i wanted)
its down to the bone (fear the grave is calling)
you're rotting my corpse (how u didnt use that)
until i feel right
right
ill die
she ripped me apart
what i would have seen
if i just opened my eyes

Losing My Mind

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

Losing My Mind

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