prod. pekarot
mix, master by me
w/ @marsmal
(lyrics)
hold me now

i said to you dont go
and you took it all from me
and now im on the road
that i dont recognise
why my friends always leave
or is that just me?
i tend to push them away
and its all a mistake

you wasted the last 5 months
i knew something was up
but i put it in the back of my mind
but how could i build something on a lie
i try and i try
but u lie and u lie
time after time
its the same game we play
it always ends the same
my feelings gotta change
i cant keep feeling this way
im trying to find a way to escape
this world feels so cold
so why do i even try
like why do i do this alone

there's nothing that i could give you
now im always feeling blue
making references to the songs that ive lost
now im alone here
with my own emotions
like how i couldnt be the one that you want
i felt love
only comes and goes
and it hurts my heart
how you'll always go
and you'll listen to my songs
holding my heart
waiting for me to be
something that you want
as im falling down
to the person im creating
i couldnt lie, you're all on my mind
in everything that i see
it takes me away
when i felt the day
go away

Hold Me w/ marsmal

lyrics


under the sea
im growing barnacles out of my feet
ocean turns red from how much i bleed
sea on my skin is turning green
pushed over the deck and i sank
i wouldve rather had walked the plank
all of these faces are showing up blank
on this id rather feel some pain
so i know im alive

the creatures had taken both of my eyes
flakes of my skin were drawn by the tide
im unaware of the last i cried
cant even tell if i live or i died
but ill still survive
and still i fight
for nothing

hands tied by
cables i
wrapped up in
when under
so im trapped here
under wraps dear
its intentional 
i swear
they had known 

im tryna find a way out on my own
the coral that surrounds me has slowly become my home
fish come by just picking at my bones
atlantic waters guide me and my soul out from the cold

under the sea
im growing barnacles out of my feet
ocean turns red from how much i bleed
sea on my skin is turning green
pushed over the deck and i sank
i wouldve rather had walked the plank
all of these faces are showing up blank
on this id rather feel some pain
so i know im alive

Barnacles (p. hollowprpl)

lyrics


leave his body out
and his head on the porch
commit suicide
inside suicide doors
split my head apart
on hardwood floors
rip my eyes out
dont see your shit anymore
i just take back
what i said to you
got a blade wrapped
in my hoodie too
im not playing but
shit believe what you want
think ur always right
but ur always wrong

call me whatever
call me whenever 
it wouldnt bother me
shit getting hard for me
losing it honestly 
if i disappear
will you look for me
will u give a shit
do u fw me

i tie my hands
i drown in you
i die tonight
i love you i 

leave his body out
and his head on the porch
commit suicide
inside suicide doors
split my head apart
on hardwood floors
rip my eyes out
dont see your shit anymore
i just take back
what i said to you
got a blade wrapped
in my hoodie too
im not playing but
shit believe what you want
think ur always right
but ur always wrong

verrazzano Bridge (p. dash)

mixed and mastered by me
beats made by:
acey
ryan kelly

lyrics

i could fuck up our whole entire night
and tomorrow ill turn back to ice
just hope by then that youre doing fine
and my visions back from blurry
but theres nothing else to do alone in jersey

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

its all a little late
and im not sure how much time has passed
im sorry to cancel our dinner date
but girl this high's been kicking my ass
trees shaking
and i cant find my car keys
and i dont even want to go outside to smoke this cigarette
and i kiss your chest
with smoky breath
and i dont have much left
but ill give you my eyes
maybe then youll see what i see
and i would die
for somebody to be able to help me

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

alone in jersey (p. ryan kelly)

Ice in my Veins

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

been a while since something like this
thank you for being here
prod by forzen (@whyeldershock on ig)

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

cup so cold it's frozen, you already know
dialtone revoking all we had engrossed
mentality awoken from over the phone
i'm never that open, you had me from the go

couldn't catch her on the way out
she ain't here for what i'm saying now
it's even worse that i'm seeing how
you let me, you let me
why'd you let me down

let me, let me, let me, let me down
let me, let me, why'd you let me down
l-let me, let me, but you let me down
h-how'd you let me down
how'd you let me down

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

eve (forzen)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

Lyrics:

(Devin’s World)
What’s the time of the day yeah I lost track 
Cause you got all my attention and I love that 
If I ever left you stranded I would double back for ya 
I get lost in your eyes nothing can distract from em

Yeah I swear I zone out when it’s you and me 
Baby I can read your body like a fluency 
I can feel my heart throbbing in this lucid dream 
Take my hand and you will never ever wanna choose to leave

One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance?

(Lizzie Calisto)
One last dance with you 
Spinning around cuz
It’s all I ever dreamed of 
Hold me a little tighter 
Look straight into my eyes, love
Dance with me until the morning comes

(Vails & Devin’s World)
One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance? 

Dance with me oh baby like you’re fucking life depended on it 
Grab my hand, I’ll grab your waist, we’ll spin around until we vomit 
Cus I’m fucking love sick
Yeah I need your touch bitch
The only thing missing in my life is you I fucked it 
I fucked it
let you slip away
I spent fucking hours in my thoughts on why you left that way
Was it me? Or was it you it’s all the same in my mind
I just wish I had some powers so that I could rewind …

(Hope u guys enjoy <3) 

#vails #lizziecalisto #devinsworld #emotrap #trap #melodictrap #new

One Last Dance (feat. Devin’s World & Lizzie Calisto)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

Hold Me w/ marsmal

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