something so fake...

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lyrics:
there’s a bomb
in my chest
and i can’t
fall asleep
with it ticking so loud
know it’s burned in my dreams
you don’t notice the sound
you don’t notice anymore

i buried my face in your chest
just to learn how to breath
how to pick through the silence
hear when it speaks
i’m afraid to get out
i’m afraid of an open door

and i’ve been talking to myself
i don’t wanna let anybody know what he’s been saying

and i’ve been calling out for help
i don’t wanna give anymore of the person i’ve been trading

all for nothing


there’s a knife
in my gut
but it’s giving me peace
cause there’s order in circles
i’m twisting to read
in between all the lines
inbetween empty promises

and i’m breaking apart
to learn how to rebuild
all the vessels inside of my heart that were killed
when i crashed into shore
i’m atop of a sinking ship

and i’ve been talking to myself
i don’t wanna let anybody know what he’s been saying

and i’ve been calling out for help
i don’t wanna give anymore of the person i’ve been trading

all for nothing

disappearing on slow motion

tell me was it so bad..?

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Lyrics:
tell me was it so bad holding my hand?
i didn’t notice that we started slipping again
baby can i get a clue
why you’d leave
baby can i get a clue
begging please

i met you in a past life
sipping wine
always losing track of time
quiet fights
all my fault
never thought we’d fall apart
i’m restless
on the couch
know that we won’t figure it out

i only wanted to help
i wish that we could be saved
maybe love is a beast
that we don’t know how to tame
baby gimme a sign
i need a path i can take
a path i can take

you knew i would of held on
tell i’m in my grave
maybe i need a map
before i lose my way
baby gimme a sign
that you’re still feeling the same
you’re feeling the same

tell me was it so bad holding my hand?
i didn’t notice that we started slipping again
baby can i get a clue
why you’d leave
baby can i get a clue
begging please

tell me, was it so bad?
tell me, was it so bad?

clue (prod. sk8miles)

prod. Jacob Vallen
wish u were here longer
(lyrics)
I
I been running away
I been hiding the day
I been choosing who i want to be

Oh no I felt you had left me
Now i am standing all alone
I wish you were here
Now you're so far and I can't
Stand this summer it harvest my inner being
Oh no I gave you one more chance

And now you're not with me
I been holding on for something
I couldn't once bleed
As you're the bandage to keep me going
Now I see that i'm not better off alone
As I can't breathe at the thought of you being gone
Now it seems that this viscious cycle
of all these things that i say in these songs

Summer Is Lonely Without You

@rxseboy - secret garden (prod. chill sebs)

Drums by me additional production by me

Can’t dust the chip off my shoulder
Or the blisters on my feet
I lost all my composure
And I acted real mean
Though I don’t claim to be perfect
You always love me for me
Though I don’t claim to be perfect
You always love me for me

How do you call me pretty?
How do you call me handsome?
I can’t ever find the words to explain how much I thank you

you always love me for me

produced by @prod-dash
thank you for being here.
be as well as you can be
x

sat in the frozen
tundra of olden
letting it go, but
it want me stolen
fevered yet cold
don't see me walk in
somehow they saw me through the door

it ain't that funny
how's it the people i once put above
amass into nothing
so wrong, to think they could help
subconsciously knew they ain't know me that well
to compel every notion that i've ever felt
enough to be something

thirty minutes is the best i can do
now i'm back with a dome full of hate
can't wait on a sky that'll pass up a day
gotta make this borderless brain unrestrained
i don't sound the same; know if i could i would
put out a piece that could wipe out the rain
shambled in vain
this ain't a life for the vivid
guised in a coat, low is gold for the wicked
i get exposed and the core creates distance
the water is calm, you just gotta listen
gouging the doubt with a sleight word of mouth
from a kid who was taught to bestow this forgiveness

but i'm hittin licks, just a young hypocrite
false bliss to the lip;
ain't trip, won't fold
i'm in my room through the gloom i consume
with a tune that restore all of which that i know

i ain't felt trust like i do,
the ghost of her presence can soothe
forced into wrath, yet was taken aback
apparitions that witness the horror in view
crude to the vision, although to begin with
a soul wouldn't visit this misaligned tomb

won't sleep a wink
'cause the potion i breathe's
about all that i need to replace with a snooze

unamusing that the news is
always brewing something stupid
i rebuke this, got me puking
lacking prudence where the truth is

i couldn't be your anything
i couldn't be your anything
my temper, enamored
and plastered, in glamour
dismembered and shattered
he's scattered in laughter
the after won't seem to take him,
this plothole's been forsakened,
left stagnant and stuck waiting
burnt charcoals for the basin

bites
getting bit up in the night
anomalies pleading "arise"
indifferent to those who recline, i
know we coulda been so good
now i'm kneeling deep into soot
sight aligned where she had stood
idealism misunderstood

rainbreaker (dash)

ideologue

home

pictures again

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

lyrics:
I wanna tell you
How I feel
That I’m still not feeling real

Like a creep in the night
I’ma move by your side
Let the fog raise up
I don’t know if I’m not enough

Not enough
The alcohol is nodding off
Feel a little safer when I’m with you on my pavement
I can’t tell you nothing about me or about my payments
I know that I’m not the same and I’ll never be
I was there and I don’t give a shit about your therapies, no
Keep it all locked in my mind
For this is something you should never find
Shooting out the lights

Summer Is Lonely Without You

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