Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

shadowbanned [prod. kamau + wtfriko]

i dont think they get it
im just not who i used to be
sentimental presence
feel they all got used to me
tie up my loose ends 
while my best friends write eulogies
the one they didnt expect 
to take his life it keeps pulling me 
down
so deep into my thoughts
wont leave 
in my head i scream 
for that last good reason

lay me to rest
but please dont you cry
i tried my best to make it somewhere id be fine
the pain in my chest
ive dealt with my whole life
i just dont expect an understanding all the time

tried so long to make it better 
nothing ever seems to work 
i tried so hard to get it together 
never reflect on the past or my worth
reading over notes ive written
all the same but different words
suicidal tendencies 
nothing ever seems to hurt

understanding (king theta)

Lyrics:

(Devin’s World)
What’s the time of the day yeah I lost track 
Cause you got all my attention and I love that 
If I ever left you stranded I would double back for ya 
I get lost in your eyes nothing can distract from em

Yeah I swear I zone out when it’s you and me 
Baby I can read your body like a fluency 
I can feel my heart throbbing in this lucid dream 
Take my hand and you will never ever wanna choose to leave

One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance?

(Lizzie Calisto)
One last dance with you 
Spinning around cuz
It’s all I ever dreamed of 
Hold me a little tighter 
Look straight into my eyes, love
Dance with me until the morning comes

(Vails & Devin’s World)
One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance? 

Dance with me oh baby like you’re fucking life depended on it 
Grab my hand, I’ll grab your waist, we’ll spin around until we vomit 
Cus I’m fucking love sick
Yeah I need your touch bitch
The only thing missing in my life is you I fucked it 
I fucked it
let you slip away
I spent fucking hours in my thoughts on why you left that way
Was it me? Or was it you it’s all the same in my mind
I just wish I had some powers so that I could rewind …

(Hope u guys enjoy <3) 

#vails #lizziecalisto #devinsworld #emotrap #trap #melodictrap #new

One Last Dance (feat. Devin’s World & Lizzie Calisto)

ft. @pinkcasperr
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prod. @s0ftskelet0ns x @deadspyro

giveyoutheworld ft. p!nkcasperr (s0ftskelet0ns, dead spyro)

hope u like =)

tell me if it’s mutual 
tell me that I got you,
I’ve been riding round the town 
im searching so I pop 2 
don’t know what is wrong with me 
just tell me you don’t want to,
don’t know what is up with me 
just tell me that I got you 

you would shoot me right now if you were right here right next to me ,
bitch im laying back in off the dope im off the exctasy,
I don’t hang around that many people I got enemies,
they try and drag me down but im so up, and they so envy me

I’ve been feeling like a ghost do u remember me?
and I don’t think so cuz the smoking blur ur memory 
and I’ve been distant from the ones I call my family 
and i dont think so cuz the smokin blur ur memory

how u ride with a enemy,
crawling over like centipede 
this been all of my destiny
I’ve been tryna new recipe 

I’ve been seeing new entities 
I’ve been silent assassins creed 
I will take down my enemies 
all the devils are watching me

got u [tiresss]

prod marlon

still find things so terrifying 
i forget im growing up 
ive been stuck so far behind while 
all my friends are moving on 
i try not to cry 
feel like a burden all the time 
no ambition in my life
theres no direction that feels right, to me
its all up to me, why? 
its so heavy all the time
always wrong and never right

how does anyone find meaning, i cant help but feel there's none
never ask for what i need, i don't know what i need at all  
all i care to be is just so far out of my reach 
i don't wanna leave, i just need some space to breathe

its all up to me, why?
its so heavy all the time 
always wrong and never right

heavy

Prod. michael harrison
go support me homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day 
Oh what a shame 
The man inside the mirrors who I speak of here today 
A monster in disguise who’s only purpose is to
Rob you of your o’ so precious life and dispose of anyone along the way
With us it’s never safe 

(Brecken)

they say i cannot behave i i push em out the way
theyre so used to yelling my name
when they don’t understand my pain
shame ,they can see it in my face
(why do i do this to myself ;( 
i know all i do been vague
just know its all for your sake

yea please dont mind my cane when im 75 yrs lame
look in the mirror and still feel the same
part of me happy but somehow im drained
yea wish i had strength not to feel like this 
(exhale, inhale)
take a deep breath and i still feel sick

(Swamp)

I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

(Brecken)

Everyday 
i look to the sky when ima pray
its okay
ima wait for better days
 theyre on their way
so they say

but i been feelin like this way since may, 2022 i knew that i had too much pain
but i stayed
cuz i knew that id make it out this stupid hole
ill drown myself in alcohol when i feel like i did wrong

see a crane in the swamp
Let the drain fill the rain when it fall
(let it fall)
its unlikely that ill make it out of this spot that i been in for way too long but i can hope that this this worth the while
It’d be horrible if i drowned out in the pond
in my socks 
in the swamp

(Swamp) 

Yuh 
Who would’ve thought 
You’d be the one to come in and try and to start playing a god 
I think not 
If I die it’s by my own hand quit trying to tempt me and all of my flaws 
I feel like crashing out, baring fang then returning to my calm 
Burn it all been the time that I’m on 
I’ll relapse and give Brecken a call 

What the fuck is wrong with me 
Like bro it’s good just feed me all this honestly 
And I won’t fight back
Just keep it real if it’s like that 
Am I the iissue like real talk 
I’m so stressed out I scratch at my flesh and pull at my skin till it peels off 
Does isolation really heal all?

(Swamp & Brecken)

Cause I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

I imagined worse

(lately have these prblms with myself
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist hangin from a belt
couldnt give a fck gave up on my health) 

i dont let em see me
sure as hell dont wanna be me
lately feelin stuck
been so down on my luck
get so sick of life and how it treat me
lately have these problems with myself 
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist 
hangin from a belt
couldn’t give a fuck
gave up on my health
gave up on it all i dont wanna talk
sit inside alone feel my body rot
losin track of time always broken clocks
devil at the door i hear a wicked knock

thinkin should i let him in 
different vices take control 
i let my mind divert to sin
PHYSICAL MY PRESENCE
BUT YOU FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN
SOLID STATE OF TRAGEDY
BURN WORDS INTO MY SKIN
no its not easy when ive done it all 
stupid little gestures never help 
no they wont help me talk
pills inside a cup to help me feel like i could wash it off
its harder getting sober stuck inside these bedroom walls

sum1else (tiresss, bayergartner)

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