can you send me the mp3 file of the original song it's gone

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too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

prod. by lil biscuit 
cover by nobody important

i h8 u (cover)

uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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stream the mf song

victim w caponeti (aura)

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im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

surely its over
prod irby & pekarot
cover art by @imnoon

lyrics
am i wrong for saying that i wanna live it right
take back all the times stayed up the night
put strings upon my back control my life
contemplate myself when memories are tight

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no life
everything i do is such a scary sight

cus they tell me to say my prayers
if im not winning wonder why would should i care
and honestly its such a sad sight to bare
when u living life and everyone around u stops to stare
cus they know it wont be the same
if ur not playing their game
they will kick u out door leaving
faster than u came

so i made sure to have exits
everywhere marked with my name
keep an eye on every door and 
make sure my demeanors tame
make sure ur living ur life

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no light
everything i do is such a scary sight

mind prod irby & pekarot

frostbite

JXXSIA x OBYNINE - CALLS
obynine - [@gust-29891122]
[prod. by @triplesixdelete]
mix vocal by me & scorf [@scorf1] bigluvv <3

JXXSIA x OBYNINE - CALLS [beat prod. triplesixdelete]

understand

self prod
@riojssr

oh man goddamn 
yea yea

airbase, wock poured, dumbfound
soft case, m4 gun sound
tris tris tris
pouring green in a compound
sip sip sip boy yo team in the background
boy this gas got me coughing
laying in a coffin yo brother do that often
bad lul bitch from austin turned into a goblin
i can't ford to focus blueface on me j. mclaughlin

die bout a body lets see where dat leave him
im in the crib weak asf off the reefer
too many hoes on the line need a beeper
an arm and a leg for a 8 bar feature
uh
like u gotta be kidding me 
fuck around shoot when he in my vicinity
all of these mini me's 
they want belittle me (be little me)
go get a job lol u killing me

smoking on pressure, left on a stretcher
bodybodybodyodyodya
put on a header how he get deader
bodybodybodyodyodya
reefuh so clever boy an endeavor
bodybodybodyodyodya
hand on the lever boy get better

smirk on my mug, hoe its daddy's birthday
pour up a 8 its some dirt now my cup mud
like boy u so late aint een worth u a damn dud

hahahha
damn that boy look stupid af, i gotta say dat i get da money
im counting my mf bucks, why they all talking on me like damn
they suck
why they all talking on me like damn leave em in dust
i jus be counting my cheddar 
im counting my money im counting my bills
i be like slow ts right down i need my fuckin mills
fuk all dem prescriptions bitch i cant een fw no damn pills
im just smoking cookies in the crib i cant een tell whats real

damn damn that boy look stupid af 
he not talm bout money lil bro bust the broke boy muff
tris tris tris boy this drank got me stuck
sip sip sip im riding round town ima carry my gun
airbase, wock poured, dumbfound
soft case, m4 gun sound
tris tris tris
pouring green in a compound
sip sip sip boy yo team in the background

i h8 u (cover)

r1zz

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