@mallbat

i try to keep the tears at arms length
mirror work for an anthurium spathe
yield to those tender feelings
she leaves my amygdala reeling

the burns on her forearms
the wind in her curls
sharing a nest at the end of the world
i'll see u soon i'm sure

why don't u do me wrong

and i'll hold up half the sky with u
and stayed up after the streetlights go
sunburned thighs and it all turns pink

i try to stay clean but i'm losing my nerve
grey light monday morning and i'm tangled in her
when life just feels like hours i'm wilting under flowers
a mourning dove call

why don't u do me wrong

flash photos and the marks on my skin
her steel eyes and i'm drifting again
a bouquet of eucalyptus, new sunday scaries
and dreams i don't wake from

why don't u do me wrong

bouquet (with MallBat)

@jichuuu

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

n i cant even say a single thing
n i guess its better that ur now gone
u dont even know the pain that it brings
u dont care abt what uve done
n im just wasting time
with evry single day i cry
i could tell u a thousand things
but u wont stay

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

time 2 go (jichu)

rockstar cover (sense)

this song is a glitchy mess, but I'm really proud of it 🤍 
I've been really worried about making music that could blow up on tiktok or just in general, but I'm just gonna go back to making what I find fun :)

cover: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/686095324459656760/

lyrics: wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

guess' it wasn't mean to be
I've been thinking pretty things (kuru reference)
I do you, and you do me-
I mess up everything
tons of things I can't believe
I knew it wasn't make believe
and you're hating my everything, I guess' that you were meant to leave

(guess that you were meant to go, don't even know who you know)

wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

sidetracked (prod. rainn god)

Out on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2GP4CfU0x5EEn7pHrWZgWJ?si=cOOoQobiQtexgquONiP8eg
prod by. @johnnyfriend + @ihateredize

Cause at first glance I didn’t know 
That you were all i need
When you tear at the seams 
I cant help but fall in love
And now just watch me bleed and desperately 
Get a taste of you
You know what I’ll go through
I promise I won’t use you like they did before
Just know i wont use you like they did

I’m just so obsessed and idky
I try to keep it to myself 
Cause you’ll say its all a lie
I’m tryna see eye to eye
Why don’t you wanna try?
Tell me what’s on your mind
I just want a taste of you

But if you want me to stop than i wont bother
But i’ve been thinking that were meant for each other
Each other each- each other
Cause bb you’re all that i need
Now i feel so completed 
I was so empty so vacant :(

chorus 1x

taste of you [johnnyfriend + akame] (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

https://open.spotify.com/album/39tob8Zc68t0waxn4FlAl8?si=0mAt66e7Rhi1plLElCneiA
prod by. xvn
12/6/23

bb tell me that u luv me 
cuz lately I've been feeling lonely
you're all I've been thinking bout lately
I've been going crazy
2x

just give me one more shot
ik i did u wrong
just show me what you got
It's nothing personal
It's getting cold idk why you won’t 
just lmk if we take a break we'll sow

let us play pretend, no not again
I promise that these things will mend
get that thru your head now
sometimes are feelings bend
without any reasoning
I'll never get sick of it
I'll never get sick of it

bb tell me that u luv me 
cuz lately I've been feeling lonely
you're all I've been thinking bout lately
I've been going crazy
2x

alone tonight [+ xvn] (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

prod @kuriyai443

lyrics:
i wouldve done anything to stop it
kinda glad i broke down and i lost it
tryna fix my own heart its not mending
think i need you right now to stop the bleeding

but you caress my cheek girl im under your spell
break me to pieces but im wishing you well

i dont wanna break us
tell me what to do to fix us?

shit i knew it wouldnt last from the start
i cant take no damage to my heart
its so fragile from the years i was shielded
was it love or a weapon that you wielded?
soft kiss on my lips and you healed it
took advantage of my trust and you broke it
i cant love no more yeah you tore it
shed a tear for my soul ill keep breaking

wish u well (kuriyai)

1/10/23
prod by. quietgrindset
w/ @oafalls
mastered by. @decago

redize/
just forget what i said 
but everything’s falling apart after what I did
please don’t go
i know you won’t
please don’t  
I know you won’t
leave me all alone 
leave me all alone

but we will only go so far
you got me looking at the stars again
yk I try so hard
now I’m thinking like bb how did we happen
when I see you
I become see through 
when I’m beside you
there’s nothing I can’t do

oafalls/
cause' I can't stand seeing you with another guy
all the tears I felt, was it hard to make it right
keep pissing me off, cause' you do it every time
every night, I see you
can't rewind
I think I'm dead
I think I'm done
you drank enough, feelings you can't bottle up
I told you, you can't buy our love
you already broke our trust
look around, no where to run
cause' you keep blocking me off
your emotions cut me off, caught your feelings off guard

redize/
but we will only go so far
you got me looking at the stars again
yk I try so hard
now I’m thinking like bb how did we happen
when I see you
I become see through 
when I’m beside you
there’s nothing I can do..
2x

beside me w/oafalls [+ quiet grindset]

Late Christmas song, Merry Christmas!

ill just sit here by myself
I dont need nobody else
I told u that i dont need help
ik its not good for my health but I
honestly am terrified
thinking about if u lied
try to laugh it off say its fine

no its not okay, no its not okay oh no.

cold [+ johnnyfriend]

(imma comeback soon!) 

@hegotjugged @v2nthan

prob my last song for a while! (ft. wntrs) (prod. venthan) (read desc)

falling apart and i just cant move on
just keep on calling my name and i wont ever be gone

all that i do
i swear i do it for you
ive never been one to lose
but you're the one that i choose
ive never been one to fall in love
but you're who im calling on
the one that im all in on
can keep goin on and on

girl i can feel your heart beating
i dont know if i can stop this feeling
know you're the one that ive been looking for
and i dont wanna wait anymore

tell me tell me tell me what you wanna see
ill give you everything ive got and all thats left of me
ill be the only one you want
the only one you need
cuz i know im the one for you
and i know im the one its true
cant no one love you the way i do
just take my heart and then keep it safe
cuz i cannot take another heartbreak

dont you break me apart
i feel the skin comin in
i feel the walls cavin in
but i cant give in

all that i do
i swear i do it for you
ive never been one to lose
but you're the one that i choose
ive never been one to fall in love
but you're who im calling on
the one that im all in on
can keep goin on and on

girl i can feel your heart beating
i dont know if i can stop this feeling
know you're the one that ive been looking for
and i dont wanna wait anymore

cuz i can feel your heart
know i can hear your heart
and you know that i dont wanna
i dont wanna
give up ever again
ill be right by your side
even at the end
you can call my name again and again
ill be the one you love
even at the end

cold [+ johnnyfriend]

akame

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