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withdrawls

withdrawls ft carna 007 (rest)

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

@luvknshi @ilyt4z | @yureiclub
I got 100 things I wanna say now.

luvknshi & T4Z - text me back (samara)

prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

"no defense" produced by @spaceboyry & me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

(Lyrics)

(counter)
Take my breath away,
I can’t ignore that it was us till death, remember when we swore?
It’s hurt me as you left you dropped both of our hearts to the floor, someone has to clean up
Cause the fragments of us from before 
mattered to me so I can’t afford to lose you again, It makes no sense.
I trusted you with no defense.

(s0lemn)
ion wana change ill die where im at ,
drop another pill im high where im at 
outside where u at ?
i was feelin 4 u til i got attached ,
would it evr b the same if i came back ?
wait , ion want that
nevr told u wat i wanted2 
im js sry tht i lost u .
i think ima back down . i feel like im fading 
im tellin u rn ,ik tht u h8 me
i promise 2 let go , the second u save me
im falling 2 slow , i wish i was faking .

(counter)
Sent a text and I called but I still got nothing.
I’m so confused girl my heads still buzzing.
I try to not care, but the pain keeps crushing me.
Why would you leave?
Believe in me.

no defense w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry + counter)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love