Emo rap 11

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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And it's something you won't understand
Tears rain but it's in your hand
Fingernails scraping all the way down my back
If only we had a better plan

I gotta go, gotta go away my dear
I love you too then I'm off again
I gotta know, gotta know would you be here
Or would you disappear in the end
In the end when I'm left on read
And you crop my head
From the photos on your posts
It echoes what you said
Don't hold your breath
'Cause you're the oxygen I choke on
Yeah

Oh, it makes sense that you want it like that
It makes sense that you need it that bad
I'm the same is what I say when I don't want you mad
Suffocate me with your love and let me fade to black

I gotta go, gotta go away my dear
I love you too then I'm off again
I gotta know, gotta know would you be here
Or would you disappear in the end
In the end when I'm left on read
And you crop my head
From the photos on your posts
It echoes what you said
Don't hold your breath
'Cause you're the oxygen I choke on
Yeah

Oxygen

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Lyrics
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Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

I'm the voice in the back of your head
Covered in roses and buried in red
I'm the thing better left unsaid
Crawling from your mirror when it's 3am
Oh I'll be in your nightmares, don't you worry 'bout that
Challenge me I'd say to date 'less you tryna fight back
Rip yourself to pieces it's all part of my plan
I'm the thing you're feeling when this breath is your very last

I'm coming in for the kill
When your life ain't real
Nobody told you how to feel
So you're perfect for the deal

Won't you take my hand?
Sign your name into blood oath pacts
Why you look at me like that?
Close your eyes let it fade to black

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

They don't know your name
Show your face and medicate
Money like bandages
It's hurting when it's ripped away
Inspect the damages
There's nothing left to emulate
Watch yourself disintegrate
Who cares about you anyways?
I fight myself so much, I swear I'm 'boutta catch a case
Locked up spending time, Inside my mind like every day
Hop up in the whip and swerve like I try miss the pain
My life ain't no movie I can hear them laughing at the play

'Least I know that it's a comedy
My life is a joke and the joke is I'm a wannabe
And every thing that I wanna be
Ain't it just so funny when I'm nothing like I ought to be
Yeah I'm choking but not audibly
I'm the biggest fuck up in my life like I thought I'd be
Never shouldn't've got here so horribly
Honestly I just wanna die at the thought of me

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

Young Kid

Original

Young Kid (Cover) [Reprod. Scar$]

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

I can't remember the last sober night
Trying my best but I can't make it right in my head
Better off dead
I hate all these thoughts but they keep creeping in
Lately I've been chasing distractions
Trying to just forget what I'm lacking
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
If I could get you back I'd give you anything

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

There go the memories we'll never make
Did you honestly ever plan to stay
Either way it's a shame how quick things always change and the love turns to pain
You know I hate my past
Got me trippin on the little things
I'm trying to worry less
Get a hold of my anxiety
Another night alone in this bed
Another night with you in my head

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

Sleeping Alone

Bulletproof Bars

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

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in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ

//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
-----------
this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
-----------
under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

follow hateful

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

lonewolf

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

Follow me <3

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master: @itshuskai & @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

I cared too much and now it hurts
Whenever I think of you it makes it worse 
I’ve tried to push the feelings down
They resurface every time that you’re around x2

I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

Blackwater

Love's Not Easy

Other Platforms <3

Love's Not Easy (Prod. Brody)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

shattered

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