When one looks back on his life, or reflects on the various changes happening throughout, he is left with many questions, often unavoidable crossroads to which he must have an answer for. What matters is the approach, and the will behind it.
Those left behind, unable to follow in your footsteps, a resounding will to battle ideas putrid for the soul, a purpose brought forth beyond the stars, originating from the realm of the Heavenly Father, the process of filtering those who are real from ravenous wolves, and finally, the mirror, the final confrontation with oneself. Confronting vices, past actions, and the ego, all shattered with the realization that one must be humble, human and should not think himself as above another. 

Reflections. 

Enjoy.

i’ll save you

Mix/Master: @yvngcrow
Production: @notmorgn & @guccihighwaters

Lyrics-
Your parents fucking hate me but I pick you up
Crying at the door, yell I'm not enough 
Walking down the street, I can feel you hair
Look over my shoulder, you're not even there
Walked into my dream
Walked out of my life
It's my own fault
I didn't treat you right
Walked into my dream
Walked out of my life
It's my own fault
I didn't treat you right

Never treat you right
Never put up a fight
We ain't meant to be
that doesn't make it alright
Trees are turning grey
your picture starts to fade
Don't want this to end
There's so much I didn't say 

Your parents fucking hate me but I pick you up
Crying at the door, yell I'm not enough 
Walking down the street, I can feel you hair
Look over my shoulder, you're not even there
Walked into my dream
Walked out of my life
It's my own fault
I didn't treat you right
Walked into my dream
Walked out of my life
It's my own fault
I didn't treat you right

Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me you just wanted me
Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me this is just a dream
Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me you just wanted me
Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me this is just a dream

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1990 Volvo (Prod. NotMorgn)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy
lyrics:
stay in my room
crying away
hiding alone
spending time on my phone

i know that you love me 
but it's getting hard to tell
every inch of my own head is filled with visions of my hell 

girls they like to crush my bones
kick me in a grave with stones
leave me broken hearted
from the moment that we touch
i knew that you were bad for me
cause all you did was lust

love
4 letters i can't trust
i cry and cry
till skin divides
i don't think i'll survive
  
i don't wanna be friends with you
you hurt me bad and that's all you do
like knives you cut deep 
into my skin

what you want from me  
is the way i'll love you
and the way i'll treat you
i will never decieve you
  
what's it like to have real friends
i'll never know just crash the benz
i end up dead in my own head
my feelings trapped until i've bled
until i've bled
until i've bled
until i've bled

until i've bled (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng
ciel:
she told me we’re better off as friends
so this is where the pain starts
and love ends
i dont wanna hurt you
and get it confused
but i’ve never been a stranger
to getting bad news 
i’ve never been one to open up inside
you came in my life and told me
i don’t gotta hide, yeah
and look where it fucking got me
look where it fucking me
you took the knife right out of
my back
then you put it in the front
i can’t forget about that 
it’s kinda fucked up
how this cycle always goes cuz
my heart says yes but my brain says no
the days went by
seen you out with other guys
i hope they break your heart
and maybe cut you down to size
i’m sure they’ll get fed up
listening to all your lies

shattered:
push the knife right through my heart
kick me in a grave where the end is the start
i've never been a stranger to getting bad news
but the end is coming quick
and i'm running out of screws   
running out of screws
i've been feeling loose
everybody around me wouldn't care to tie the noose
it’s kinda fucked up
how this cycle always goes cuz
my heart is saying yes but my brain is saying no
yeah my brain is saying no
baby i should really go
get my jacket and my coat
yeah it's really fucking cold.

cold w/ ciel (prod. splashgvng)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/poppytears
shattered:
i don't really wanna talk
i'm stacking guap 
to the top
i'll never stop
no never stop 
getting bucks
getting love
from girls who lie
and break my heart
break my heart yeah

break me apart again
i wanna start again
my heart is losing faith
your tongue is trading face
i hop in 
the whip of my mind
driving me places that i can't define
i don't really wanna go back to you 
i don't really wanna see what you do
fascinated by the way you are
all i have left are these darkened scars 
yeah
tore my heart
tore my heart
tore my heart

poppy tears:
if you wanna take me just take me today
calling my heart but it can't be attained 
tell you its crushing i'm told to refrain
i left all my loved ones i'm only to blame 

should i check my head now
will it work itself out 
still bumping comedown 
so i can't come round 

lacerate my brain girl you loved me too late 
fascinated by the way you talk off the stage 

if you wana take me just take me today
calling my heart but it can't be attained 
tell you its crushing i'm told to refrain
i left all my loved ones i'm only to blame

scars w/ poppy tears (prod. poppy tears)

dead like a willow tree without the rain </3
mixed by tha god @oh_lucifer 

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[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

[verse]
I knew I was fucked from the get go
I try to forget you but I just can't let go
I'm sorry I don't care about anything but me; myself, yeah i'm out (yuh)
I want to come back to the way I was, face it
I'm fucking complacent with me now its blatant 
but i'll change again turn from cold and the wind
for now flick the bic draw the smoke and give in

[bridge]
I've been trying hard to maintain I can't see it clearly when your clouding up the mainframe
and I can't fucking take it anymore thats why I crawl up ignore all the people and smoke my strain

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

Shame [prod. taurs]

Goodbye. (save me)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSVT5u-4b3Q

full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/3bCMzJQkdfhEfAFpF0WY9c?si=DDCWz-kzQbOZfreGkliQKQ

producer: https://soundcloud.com/saibagun

cover art: https://www.instagram.com/holliebeh/

lyrics: 

I go till nothing's left
I know my hair's a mess
It's fucking evident 
I got your girl obsessed 

Yeh I break that seal then I blow that bag 
I might miss my meals then end up sad 
I'm going down with ship show my white flag 
I collect elements so I got that stack 

Everything you say made me bring it back 
I went and lost my way yeh I got side tracked 
What a sight to see my hearts hijacked
Now we're speeding down a road all black 

And she said she's coming down next week 
Coming down to just go down on me 
And when you go there you know I geek 
I tried to find the lake but I fell in the creek 

Yeh I break that seal then I blow that bag 
I might miss my meals then end up sad 
I'm going down with ship show my white flag 
I collect elements so I got that stack 

And everything you say made me bring it back 
I went and lost my way yeh I get side tracked 
What a sight to see my hearts hijacked
Now we're speeding down a road all black 

She said she's coming down next week 
Coming down to go down on me 
And when you go there you know I geek 
I tried to find the lake but I fell in the creek

Yeh I break that seal then I blow that bag 
I might miss my meals then end up sad 
I'm going down with ship show my white flag 
I collect elements so I got that stack

☺︎ full album  ☹

till nothings left prod. saiba (music video in description)

i think that its time to change my ways.........

scars w/ poppy tears (prod. poppy tears)

shattered

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