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hiccup / crimson - Single

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crimson (ft. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. cmd-Z]

Maximillian - drip (prod. metlast)

Produced by Taylor Morgan
Guitar by me
Mixed/Master by Safehold

thoughts of u <3

and I just wanna blackout in your room
and smell the cigarettes on you
and we can talk about the things you love
and what you're going through 

Hook:
and I just wanna blackout in your room
and smell the cigarettes on you
and we can talk about the things you love
and what you're going through 
and I just wanna blackout in your bed
cause your the reason I'm not dead tonight
although Im not doing alright
but thanks to you I'll make it through the night

and i was all alone fighting with my demons
till the day that you came by and slid through my DMs
on and on again slowly losing all my friends
and i was left to rot by a girl with a cold heart
till you came by and pulled me through the dark again, again

Hook:

and now I'm sitting here with these thoughts of you
if i didn't have you now i don't know what i'd do yah
sitting in your front seat yah and were listening to neck deep
moving on and on again, again
moving on and on and on again and on and on and on

thoughts of u <3 (prod. taylor morgan & me)

star dust (hxrxkiller)

drifting (p. lxve)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @robinlucious
Instrumental: @robinlucious
Mix&Master: @robinlucious & @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics- 
yung van- 
When rain turns to snow
I get cold, without you here I feel more alone
I wish that I could ap[olgizie
for all the times I fell in

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Robin Lucious-

Right now my life's a mess
And I've been going through stuff that doesn't rest
And I've been thinking 'bout it, do you deserve to feel my pain when I'm crying?
We can't run to, another world forever, me and you
then both of our hearts were broken
shooting starts in the sky
I wish the moon made you lie
cause what you said doesn't make any sense
all of these shadows ain't mine
I've got nowhere to hide
all I want, for this pain to end

yung van x Robin Lucious- 

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Blackwater

Hollow

Hollow Ft. Robin Lucious (Prod. Robin Lucious)

new album coming soon; dropping this single from it in the meanwhile.

so tell me
what i can do
to be the only one for you
you put my heart back in two
and love me 
a little closer, hold me warmer
i'll miss the summer
i'll always wonder
pretend we're younger
pretend we're younger 

and now i wonder where your at 
did college work out
did you get out
of this shitty town that we both hate
i'm stuck here
the winters cold 
and my heart froze
i don't expect you 
to call me back but
let me know where your love's at 
so baby
you wouldn't wanna be me
i'm stuck in these trees
i'm stuck in these trees

so tell me
what i can do
to be the only one for you
you put my heart back in two
and love me 
a little closer, hold me warmer
i'll miss the summer
i'll always wonder
pretend we're younger
pretend we're younger 

i'm so high
i've been up since like sun rise
i guess i'll never just feel right
i'll fall asleep to the star light
i'm so high i barely remember
everything we did since you left in december
everything is cold since you took all my sweaters
but it's alright since i know you're doing better 

so tell me
what i can do
to be the only one for you
you put my heart back in two
and love me 
a little closer, hold me warmer
i'll miss the summer
i'll always wonder
pretend we're younger
pretend we're younger

youth

Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhZP2I_v7mI

Artist:
@lifeholdca

Lyrics:
Carry me back to when
The sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when
I felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind so innocent

Can you feel me now
As my head is underwater too anxious to bother
Speaking out
So reluctant to ponder your words soft and somber
Ride the wave as it hits like an earthquake
I’m so far from first place
I might runaway ive got no more question to survey

I’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Can you hear me now
Or am i just a thought that u merely forgot
As im reaching out with the hopes it was all
Just a nightmare i fought off and ran away
All i do is complain bout the shit i can’t change
And i think i might float away
I’ve got no more questions to survey

And i’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Carry me back to when the sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when i felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind, so innoncent

lifehold. - 2 HELL, and back

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

follow loopy

never meant to be the bad guy

seejayxo - just leave me (+ skaleaton)

💀🤢💥

lyrics:

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

i've been terrified by the things in my mind
what's the time? i don't got it to unwind
overworking problems they are self-inflicted
making my own prison, i'm not fine i'm addicted

stuck in my ways i cannot resign
heaven aside i don't think that there's a thing that can change my mind
i feel sorry for you if you're overwhelmed
don't know how to tell you but it's harder at the helm

i just know i can't go back
to the place that i called my home
i'm stuck on the wrong side
look all around i see dead eyes
i don't know that i have any other option
but i'm never gonna stop that's a doctrine

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

spotify

to the bone

produced by @jason22k
recorded/mixed/mastered by John Terry Sound @heartbox_prod
artwork by Yvonne Briseño - twitter.com/vivalayvee

Lyrics:

well i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

and now we’re crying here together on my front porch
and ive been begging you to stop because my heart’s sore
ive gotta pry you off my body close your car door
ill leave you tissues and some water for the drive home

im dying as you back out of my driveway 
what have i done? could this truly be our last day?

now everythings going black, 
not even crying im dead
i think im losing my breath
what if i cant get you back? but

Ohh no!! I forgot I should delete you from my phone
and now the tears are coming back as i scroll!!
through all our memories 
i kiss em goodbye one by one
and tell myself thisll be what’s best for me

i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

listen, i know we aren’t broken yet, 
we can leave tonight, put this doubt to rest
before hearts get torn in two 
tho i cant be the angel you dreamt of
i’m still in love with you in the end <3

not ready to let you go

not ready to let you go (prod. jason22k)

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

[verse]
I knew I was fucked from the get go
I try to forget you but I just can't let go
I'm sorry I don't care about anything but me; myself, yeah i'm out (yuh)
I want to come back to the way I was, face it
I'm fucking complacent with me now its blatant 
but i'll change again turn from cold and the wind
for now flick the bic draw the smoke and give in

[bridge]
I've been trying hard to maintain I can't see it clearly when your clouding up the mainframe
and I can't fucking take it anymore thats why I crawl up ignore all the people and smoke my strain

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

youth

shattered

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