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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 181

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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 181

Lyric Video - https://youtu.be/co4aBf41N3g
Beat by p r ⚇ p p a - https://soundcloud.com/soundslikeproppa
Stream...Pt. 1 (short 4 Stream of Consciousness) is the 1st in a series of writing exercises I use 2 just keep the ink flowing w/o having 2 worry about the confines/constraints of structure, narrative, topics etc. Whatever comes 2 mind.
Enjoy & Thanx 4 Listening!

Stream...Pt. 1 (Randomization) [prod. p r ⚇ p p a] (Lyric Video in Description)

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

Getting Even

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

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@kggn
@tropes777
@votekk

kuru n tropes - bad day (me n votekk)

one two three
one two
one two three
one two
dont do this for me do it all for you
always switching sides they just pick and choose
they dont wanna see me go up
they just wanna see me fall right off that hill
like my face then take a photo
trapped in your web like a modem
i was thinking about you, how im feeling numb?
i was thinking about you, now im feeling dumb...
i was thinking about us maybe being something
dont know what this pain is that im healing from
i was too bad for you
now im too bad for me
i was nothing to you
i was too blind to see
i was awful
2024 and im still fucking awful
i was done with you but now youre coming back to me
and i thought were friends but you wanna turn your back to me
i feel like im sunny its myself that is stabbing me
its like 86 turn into a tragedy
they just wanna see me turn into a crashout
i go to the bank and i cashout
call up keeg call up miles if you act out
you can call me phone i wont freak out,
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
not your fault
i saw you
i know im not thinking straight
but i fall in love with you
even though i wish that i hadnt
i was in la with delta sipping faygo
you know im not okay dont ask me how my day go
you got bad friends all of them enable
we gonna make it to the top just be faithful
i miss all my friends hope they gonna hear this
we gonna make it to the top we gonna clear this
if i close my eyes i wont know what this fear is
we be making all the noise interference

photo (kuru dollmaker demise)

Don't Wait On Me

kuru - venmo (freger xaviersobased)

prod. chinapoet + naushis + freger + avoid + focus + heroine

auto pilot

MOH & XANG - NO PROBLEM PROD FREGER

Made this Like a month or 2 ago, I really wanted https://soundcloud.com/1800ratfuck on dis, I thought it'd sound interesting with her screaming in the background but, oh well, I plan on dropping a lot more music 2025, I just wnna be more productive dis year overall, y'all lemme know if y'all messing wit this 1 doe.

Nayshroom - +®Shame®+ (Prod. Nayshroom)

Surfing the Singularity

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. freger)

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/c04d9c'>download here</a>

shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

happy halloween my guys

lyrics:

[shinigami]

fuck what they say
ill spit in they face
im all that remains

its the ballad of baphomet
evil takes shape
im prayin to satan to save me today

the lord of eternal sleep
sixes all over me
creepin up in your streets
cant wait to see you bleed

prowlin the night with no souls in my sight
im takin yo bitch then im taking yo life

im jack with the tana but cheech with the blunt
number one
murder and torture for fun

i came for the pussy dont fuck w no cunts
motherfuckers its shini and gugg he my blood

fuck this life
im boutta cyph
grab the knife
shut off the lights
and say goodnight

when i pull up geekin
bitches shriekin
body weakens
bring the demons
skulls start leakin

eyes roll back
im on attack
grab the strap
its a wrap
the bullets crack

all of you motherfuckers
better pray
im murdering christ
armageddon today

death god
death god
death god

corrupted and wicked my heart filled with lust
fuck being holy in satan we trust
yung fuckin fiend like my name michale graves
grimworld the scum of the earth thats my gang
blindfold on my face drippin blood off my fangs
i am the one that which cannot be named

Download

the ballad of baphomet

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

fuck this town
it doesnt do nothing for me
just waste my time wondering why you ignore me

keep my head down dont attract your attention
when i leave town keep my room like i left it

fuck all who you thought i was 
nobody ever showed me love
never even loved a bitch
i was too busy gloin up

now i know that ill be fine
write it down on these blue lines
take this breath into my chest
and just hope for the fuckin best

this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

my mood goes along with the weather
when skies are blue they make me feel so much better

breath of fresh air skating down all the back streets
i know youll be fine listen to what i speak

most nights i wish that i could just have you
forever just like your first tattoo

think back to the times me and gaff used to skip school
but were getting older let me think this over

cant remember all the times
i laid in bed and fucking cried
now i know that ill be fine
write it down on these blue lines

i guess this is growing up
i guess i have to suck it up
smoke a blunt with my best friends
and act like i dont give a fuck

this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

luna

download

this may be our last chance ⭐️

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

a fallen angel 🌟

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

grimworld

obnoxious

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain