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Live Fast, Die Faster

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mix / master Pat Dicenso

lyrics:
I dont know you anymore
Do you know me anymore? 
You could go ahead and spit that out
Was it something that i wore? 
You could get it off your chest right now
‘Cuz i’ve heard it all before 
I done heard it from a young young age
You dont hurt me anymore 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
I could not tell you 
where the heart is
I could not tell you 
what a home is for me 

But it don’t
It don’t
But it don’t
It don’t
(Hurt like it did before)

Breath gets shallow 
As the daytime bleeds
I’m self med magic 
Til the crash 
high speeds
I’m straight
I’m straight
Not a scratch on me
I’m straight
I’m straight
Not a scratch on me

It don’t
(It dont)
It don’t
(It don’t)
Hurt like it did
Hurt like it did

It don’t
(It dont)
It don’t
(It don’t)
Hurt like it did
Don’t hurt like it did
No more 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god
Blood deeper than a coffin 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god
Blood deeper than a coffin 

I dont know you anymore
Do you know me anymore? 
You could go ahead and spit that out
Was it something that i wore? 
You could get it off your chest right now
‘Cuz i’ve heard it all before 
I done heard it from a young young age
You dont hurt me anymore 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god..

But it don’t 
It don’t

But it don’t
It don’t

Hurt like it before

GOODGRIEF

HURT LIKE IT DID

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I CANT EVEN DRIVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_Y_W7o276k

Drive Alone

DRIVE ALONE (VISUALIZER IN DESCRIPTION)

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

fever

Lyrics_

Vessels in my heart detach
These drugs wont fix my feelings
Fresh wounds old scars still healing
I never thought it would get this hard

I watched it all fall apart in front of me
I lost a part of me
Im sick of dealing with these

Changes
I cant face it
A broken home they say that love is blind
The children watch their father cry

Changes
I cant face it
I think im running out of tears to cry
I’llpace around my room another night

In pain but I’ll still be there
Always my brothers keeper
Sister know how you’re feeling
Wish i could take it all away

I’ll bare the burden
I’ll catch the bullet right in front of you
I used to be gold
But the weight has slowly turned me blue

changes

To celebrate 1,000 subs I'm excited to announce 'the bootleg boy - Bad Feelings'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from The Simpsons, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.
Subscribe on youtube - http://youtube.com/thebootlegboy

Featured Artists:
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https://soundcloud.com/ice9-89722879
https://soundcloud.com/m-brr
https://soundcloud.com/iamalexcph
https://soundcloud.com/raine-819742368
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Full Mix

heizzah - bad feelings

Volume 2 from the bootleg boy, titled 'GOODBYE'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from Adventure Time, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.

Featured Artists:
@heizzah
@toploz-jr
@philip-von-wartenberg
@postmark
@steveroe
@w00ds
@youngwhack

Heizzah - it's ok to be sad

Volume 6 from the bootleg boy, titled 'ＢＲＯＫＥＮ'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from Spongebob Squarepants, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.

Watch on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHlhdDNkFv0

Featured Artists:
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole/
https://soundcloud.com/philip-von-wartenberg/
https://soundcloud.com/choisies/
https://soundcloud.com/asap_ramen
https://soundcloud.com/strivemusicau/
https://soundcloud.com/morabeats
https://soundcloud.com/raine-819742368/
https://soundcloud.com/w00ds

Sarcastic Sounds - Move On

Volume 7 from the bootleg boy, titled 'Ｉ ＭＩＳＳ ＹＯＵ'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from Steven Universe, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.

Watch on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2H_BMQC_ik4

Listen to the other volumes here:
The Simpsons - www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z442kpDbUY
Adventure Time - www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzeYuj86Nf0
Futurama - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lfjfqdaa8Bs

Featured Artists:
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole/
https://soundcloud.com/choisies-ii/
https://soundcloud.com/redroseboiii
https://soundcloud.com/teqkoi
https://soundcloud.com/ondivil
https://soundcloud.com/strivemusicau
https://soundcloud.com/tsunamii-tsu
https://soundcloud.com/rareartpoetry
https://soundcloud.com/w00ds

Sarcastic Sounds - Haunt Me

Volume 8 from the bootleg boy, titled 'ＳＯＲＲＹ'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from Regular Show, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.

Watch on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NubxRMzhhE

Listen to the other volumes here:
The Simpsons www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z442kpDbUY
Adventure Time www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzeYuj86Nf0
Futurama www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lfjfqdaa8Bs

Featured Artists:
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole/
https://soundcloud.com/cloudsonly
https://soundcloud.com/teqkoi
https://soundcloud.com/imfinenow
https://soundcloud.com/codyroses
https://soundcloud.com/raine-819742368
https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace
https://soundcloud.com/strivemusicau
https://soundcloud.com/choisies
https://soundcloud.com/fradical

Sarcastic Sounds - Die Alone

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

grimworld

obnoxious

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

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shinigami