Shit that sucks <3

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Flmqk1S-SCY&ab_channel=fats%27e

lyrics: 

what the fuck?

i've got some bad news
i really miss u
after i turned & walked away

you've got a new fling
i'm in the waste bin
stuck in the past
the days go on and on and on

u don’t think about me
(that's okay i understand)
i couldn't seem to get free
(i can't get you out my head)

i've got some good news
i'm crying in my room
lying in bed where u used to lay

i stare at the ceiling
when will things get better
i've got a price on my head who's the bidder
i miss the days when we were still together
i stare at the ceiling
when will things get better

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Flmqk1S-SCY&ab_channel=fats%27e

bad news

perfect harmony

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

prod/guitar fats'e

LYRICS
i’ve been feeling like a prick
got no money left to spend
been a lazy piece of shit
creeping closer to the end
this whole industry is wack
all these people make me sick

i’ve been drinking, talking shit
thinking i might call it quits

i’ve been running round in circles
i’ve been trying to get my fix
for a second i was humble
now i’m feeling like a prick
i’ve been paving my own path
and i know that ya'll tapped in

I MIGHT CALL IT QUITS

Dear Jamie

Lil Soda Boi - Take Me For Granted

aVOIDing Them (Prod. spawn)

4 am (prod. pvt joker)

lyrics:

i just wanna feel like im alive
the voices in my head tear me up from deep inside
i cannot feel anything anymore
the key of the chosen
unlocking the door

ill live to see another day
the walls are closing
you watched me fall
into the dark

and all i know
is i am not the voice you hear
or the face you see

so now you lay
into my arms
you whisper silence
into words so soft

and how could i
ignore the patterns
after all that weve been through

break ur fucken necc!

the flood will rise
unto the gates of heaven

i need my angel
where is she now
her voice it haunts me
6 feet in the ground

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claymore

(lyrics)
i don't really wanna go out tonight
so this is just another lonely night 
alone in my room here i am ready to die
you text me "what's wrong?"
i say i'm okay, i am fine (2x)

6am i feel dead in the morning
6pm laying dead in my coffin
smoke so much gas that i'm coughing
i'm so cold i'm coughing
sippin' on this coffee 

life just isn't what i want it to be
i just wanna leave this place and go and follow my dreams
i just want real love but that won't happen to me
i swear only bad things happen to me...

i don't really wanna go out tonight
so this is just another lonely night 
alone in my room here i am ready to die
you text me "what's wrong?"
i say i'm okay, i am fine

lonely night

SPOTIFY

lonely night (prod 4evr)

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

spotify

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

let it burn
strike a match and watch it light
its a curse
in a hearse that leaves tonight

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

and i regret all the time that i spent
wishing for a way out
hope you remember the words that i said
wish you could figure it out

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

grimworld

runaway

delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

claymore

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