video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

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lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

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paranoid (prod irby)

Crave (prod. Flyy Eli + Different Money)

sinking thru my sheets [video in desc.]

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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super ghost kamikaze attack (prod 4evr)

i dont need ur luv (prod 4evr)

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scraped my knee on the drywall w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

guitars @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
mix/master @youngburial

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

ya its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know
why its like that
ur why im so sad

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

just let me go
my hearts so cold
i feel so torn
like life's a chore

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

yeah its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know why its like that
ur why im so sad

another day, another mistake w/ fats'e

prod @jakkyboi

lyrics:
and i can never sleep at night 
it’s like that feelings here forever 
and i can never do shit right 
it’s like i won’t  ever get better 
and that’s all i really gotta say
it's not like shill ever change 
it's not like really wanna hear 
so go away 

cause i can’t stand the lies anymore 
y’all slid right in but here’s the door 
i don’t wanna waste your time 
so please don’t ever waste mine 
i been acting out of line 
but i just wanna feel alright 
i’ll be okay 
i’ll find my place 
at least that’s what they say

and i can never sleep at night 
it's like that feelings here forever 
and i can never do shit right 
it's like i won’t  ever get better 
and that’s all i really gotta say
it's not like shill ever change 
it's not like really wanna hear 
so go away

forever (prod. jakkyboi)

i become less interesting the older that i get

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

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panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked