this song is sad as fuck... play it again lol

Yup, feeling sick from my thoughts of growing up and life changing to fast

this is of the few songs i can go to that makes me feel like i'm not alone and it's not just by the hand of some boujee-ness seeking fakeass sap trying to milk fat chix low self esteem for all they're worth

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

download & physicals

shy & shinigami - where dreams come true (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere.)

banshee

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr) [NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

a love letter to u

lyrics: what a world i live in now
the stars are falling from the heavens

bright lights
take away my vision
im blinded from it all

its just my luck
my lucks been running out
now the tides begin to turn

its my fault
and i know that this is none if your concern

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year

i think about how much has changed
i cant hold onto these distant memories

letting go of all this takes time
im not in a rush at all

im growing up
and growing older 
everyday feels like a blur

it makes me sick
but i know that this something i must learn

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year :(

idk if i can make it thru this year :(

feel like shit
cut my wrist in the bathroom

kiss my lips
make me feel like i have you

this is it
and i know that youre sad too

cut you off
yea im sorry but i have to

my tears dont fall
they just drown my pain

like a thunder storm
that wont go away

feel like im drifting away from the one i love
i dont want you to leave cus ill miss ur touch
this life is nothing but a dream

feel like shit [prod. 4evr]

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

a place where i belong pt 2 (feat. supachefm)

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

idk if i can make it thru this year :(

shinigami

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