Know what is sad i thought the whole album was gonna be melodic rock and nope🙃

i think this came out around 2017(correct me if im wrong) but this album is one of my favorites of all time, the only times i listen to this whole album at once is at the lowest points of my life and tonight is one of those nights, thank you shini✨

i genuinely love this song and the lyrics. I relate to them. Sometimes I can take them seriously, but sometimes I think about if someone heard "FEELINGS" screamed like that and being terrified of how emo it sounds

Damn cant believe this came out so long ago. When this came out I was out with the fam and I didn’t have my earbuds so I had to play it on volume 1 and hold it up to my ear lmao

shini <3

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the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

@teenpregnancy
@yung-jza-shawty

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butterfly kisses [w/ teenpregnancy + yungjzaisdead]

netherrealm w/ shy

occam's razor

blood stains

disconnection

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

Prod. @anxietyattackss

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

I don’t have no time for closure
You did your rounds I fucked around and now it’s over
You know expecting things to last Is bad composure
I know I’m fucked up in the head thats why i lost her

Please forgive me for my sins, I ain’t mean to hurt my loved ones
and unfortunately I did, Imma regret my mistakes until the od or the lead
This is much past far removed you know I've been way off the edge

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder
x2

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

I'm so stuck in my head
life look like a dead end
broken heart i can't mend
out to break more again

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder

this is do or die just like everything else (prod. Anxiety Attacks x Bruce Leen)

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

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panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

grimworld

obnoxious

could have been

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

shinigami x ppgcasper - ghost town [prod. shinjin]

wallhack freestyle #Gx [prod. curtains]

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

Video: https://youtu.be/wAyCZ5KlTk4

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

I can see the lies
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank

I can see the lies 
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank
i still see your face 
in bottles when they break
i still feel everything

cuz I'm an addict
fuck me with some passion
scrape me up like resin
line it up like snow
shot in on an iPhone
bender on a flight home
not sure why i came back
woke up more alone

woke up more alone
woke up more alone

fuck an option
had to cut the losses
sulfur out the faucet
don't act like you don't know
i was stompin' baggies
cut it with the cabinet
and act like i don't know shit
act like i don't know

cuz I'm an addict
fuck me with some passion
scrape me up like resin
line it up like snow
shot in on an iPhone
bender on a flight home
not sure why i came back
woke up more alone

I can see the lies 
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank
i still see your face 
in bottles when they break
i still feel everything

say what you need and
i'll still be there when you need it
say what you need and
i'll still be there when you need it

netherrealm w/ shy

shinigami

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