nicotine help me tolerate another day u_u

olive green sofa 2

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

shinigami x shy - crystal pistols (prod. jay vee)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

@ihateshinigami

https://genius.com/Shinigami-fairytale-lyrics

if i had the courage
i would leave this place
burn it to the ground and let it rot away
you can fill the void up
with the drugs you take
they will never ever take the pain away

fairy tales of a place ive only seen in my dreams
all alone in my head ripping apart at the seams
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know if i could face my fears

fade to black in the back seat
i been doin fine if you ask me
thinkin back to the days in the classroom
skippin class and gettin high in the bathroom

i got a cloud on my head now
it pulls me into my bed now
the chains of my past keep me grounded
i lost my mind but i found it

shinigami - fairytale (prod. jay vee)

miss u haven't met u tho

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

i try
to keep the things that i feel hidden inside
it looks like everythings alright from the outside looking in
outside looking in

i cried
when i walked away from you it didnt feel right
now im back inside the place where time just flies by
watching shooting stars explode into the night sky

maybe everything will be fine if i jus stay here for the night
where did all the time go
used to spend my days in ur bed like it was my room
now im wide awake and i have nowhere else to hide to

walking between all the street lights
babygirl u kno its my time
one wrong turn and its all over
ill never forget this octobers

wrist slit from the diamond cuts
bitch im drained as fuck
i could never give a fuck
i feel like im bladee
red lights in the distance
i been off them sad blunts
never passed a piss test

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

IG @ sadgods

Today I turn 21, and, "Trigger Happy" is now out on all stores. I hope you guys like this one. It's a bit aggressive but I've got a bunch of chill stuff coming very soon.

@ryanoakesmusic
Alec Devine

Mixed by Alec Devine & sadgods
Prod @meproducerrrrr, Alec Devine, & sadgods

Spotify

Trigger Happy (feat. Ryan Oakes & Alec Devine)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

lyrics
--------
i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

w/ @demxntia

produced and mastered by demxntia

manga: flowers of evil

lyrics

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something i don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because 

frozen winds always break me down but I break down shards like a glass wall
stuck in rooms indecisive 
stabbing backs I'm rising tryna figure it out 
but everything a bleed out and I need out everybody keep out 
I don't wanna be the best I just wanna be enough for you
all along the paths in this road
darkness follows me where I go
and I'm waiting
and you know that 
I'm just waiting for a chance 
bleed out
now I'm knocked out
I just wanna be the best for you

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

[demxntia]
wanna go back
back to the place i once knew
back wen i was still w/ u
feelings so cold got nothing to lose nah
follow the tracks
words that i couldn't retract
everything i coulda had
but nothing ever last
something is missing tonight
can't fill the void in my life
im at the end of the road
with nowhere left to go
and i can't see the light nah
drifts around my head

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

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