I had piece of heaven on repeat, finally got another banger to play over and over

oh yea this one going on repeat all day 🔥

city of angels.mp3 (prod.methboi)

##album4 single1

You turned your location off and on, I hope it’s a glitch
That kept me up all night, I couldn’t fight the itch 
moment of weakness I think I feel like a - 
i couldn’t scream it out, I fucked up the pitch
I asked you what’s the problem
Then you made a list
I took my solemn oath
To no longer reminisce

It’s 6:30 AM
I can’t seem to go to sleep
There’s nothing I can say when I’m so hungry and weak
I let it out, I can’t speak, transcript on canvas with keys
I gotta speed up the motion my phone percentage is 3
5am on the plane, I can’t recline my seat 
i tried an everyday motion, I clutch my back that I tweaked
I tried to stretch out the muscle but it’s somewhere I can’t reach
I made an attempt to sleep
(Cramps in my knees)

I made it home I’m rotting at my desk
I can’t imagine what’s next
I start to get depressed 
Anxiety, my chest
I set too high expectations at least I try my best
I’m set on creating something that outlives all the rest
Maybe that’s why I’m stressed
I’m spending hours just scrolling instead of getting rest
I can’t put off my quest
In a space of decay
I pace around in this cave
no ideas in motion I think the cycle’s to blame 

When I can’t start my tasks
I feel so fucking useless
I used to wake up, get at it
I’m spending hours in traffic 
Most days I get so annoyed
Wish I could live life with joy

turned your location off and on, I hope it’s a glitch
That kept me up all night, I couldn’t fight the itch 
I asked you what’s the problem
Then you made a list
I took my solemn oath
To no longer reminisce

I’m rotting at my desk
I can’t imagine what’s next
I start to get depressed 
Anxiety, my chest
I set too high expectations at least I try my best
I’m set on creating something that outlives all the rest
Maybe that’s why I’m stressed
I’m spending hours just scrolling instead of getting rest
I can’t put off my quest
In a space of decay
I pace around in this cave
no ideas in motion I think the cycle’s to blame

quest

snow [prod. cutspace]

i swore on the accident
nothing even happened
you still got really mad
cause my poor judgement had lapsed

you locked yourself away
why can’t i tell you i’m sorry
i would just brush that shit off
i would tell you it’s okay
instead of taking at face
you only pushed me away
i'm sitting alone in wait
that’s how we started our day

and what goes up
must come down
and everything you say comes back around
i took a flight to see another town
i'm only praying that i make it back to solid ground
it’s so amazing how you hold me down
better than anyone i ever found
i ripped the plastic but to you i’m bound
they let me go, then they watched me drown

but i swore on the accident
nothing even happened
you still got really mad
i'm only trying my best

and now it’s getting worse
but i’m in the pocket, let’s get back to work
they’re dropping bands and they still never learn
i’m getting money while it’s hell on earth

still everyday feels like i’m fucking up
or not doing enough
but every night i still try
for you i’m changing my life
weekends i lose my grip
weekdays i fight the itch
i guess i’m back in that mode

last night i drank and felt great
today i feel broke and low
this week might leave me so angry
from another month taking blows
cause everyday i need progress
or i just go to bed sore
my brain’s been running on empty cause emotion leaves me bored

but i swore on the accident
nothing even happened
you still got really mad
cause my poor judgement had lapsed
instead of taking at face
you only pushed me away
i'm sitting alone in wait
that’s how we started our day

and what goes up
must come down
and everything you say comes back around
i took a flight to see another town
i'm only praying that i make it back to solid ground

it’s so amazing how you hold me down
better than anyone i ever found
i ripped the plastic, but to you i’m bound
they let me go, and then they watched me drown

drown

i’ve been in the game so long at this point i think i might be a veteran
to you, i'm tryna be a better friend
and every day i make it back so you can hold up my own head again

time goes by slow, then it flies
until you see it behind
can’t ruin my day, only try
and i’ll still try to remind you i said i would just think about it
sometimes i still do
should i be moving with the times?
why don’t i try something new?

another ache in my side, might fade away if i’m high
that choice was counterproductive i lie awake for some time
sitting upright beside you
watching a movie in silence

how can i still make this work?
when old methods are burnt?
down and out, wanna get turnt
down for the count, i’m so burnt 
how many actions can i take to no longer make this hurt?

cause i’m still standing in the lobby
i wouldn’t make you wait
i wouldn’t crash your wave
it’s only got my mind racing about how you might not even really care 
is there love really there?

and i wanna quit this job but i don’t know how
i gotta rely on myself, my confidence like how? 
cause i just wanna go up, wanna go up right now
so i can tell everyone who doubted me look at me now

but what does it matter anyway?
when we could die like any day?
inadequacy pains as i continue to train
and i can’t escape, the soap is engrained
i feel paranoid as i taste it inside my eggs
i feel so embarrassed as i’m driving homeward in the rain

i’ve been in the game so long at this point i think i might be a veteran
to you, i'm tryna be a better friend
every day i make it back so you can hold my head again

veteran

all day i felt so frustrated
i’ll go sleep and try again
wonder why i still feel depression
still haven’t made it to the end
monday i felt like the greatest
tuesday i frayed into threads
who says we can’t make amends?
that might not be for the best

i’m staring at the screen
but my mind draws a blank
i wanna say fuck all the streams, but i need bread in the bank
fuck everybody that cheated, receive no respect from me
it’s not like they even need it
not like it makes any change

i’m holding in all my anger
straddling all the pain
i’ll still carry the weight, like i paid 2 bands for this name
they’ve been changing the rules to kick me out of the game
i can’t even complain, all that shit sounds the same

i can tell your enjoyment faded
dictated by the engagement 
i’m living free like a vagrant
that shit is so understated
i don’t need to get rich
i don’t need to be famous
i’d rather call out the fake shit they push to you on a playlist

everybody’s chasing the high
reducing the craft into likes
i won’t cave to the hype, i just wanna get by
i’m tryna conquer this life
i must be stronger tonight
turning off all of the lights
forcing myself to goodnight

wish i could help all my friends
why the fuck is everybody down?
i’m just so busy already
i need to get out this town
i panic after i eat
panic when i fall asleep
i’ll make the changes i need
i guess i’ll try it and see

i’ll make the changes i need
i guess i’ll try it and see
but i’m still stuck on a vice
waging my battles at night
losing myself in my plight

and it makes me sick how everybody’s chasing the high
reducing the craft into likes
i won’t cave to the hype, i just wanna get by
i’m tryna conquer this life
i must be stronger tonight
turning off all of the lights
forcing myself to goodnight

all day i felt so frustrated
i’ll go sleep and try again
wonder why i still feel depression
still haven’t made it to the end
monday i felt like the greatest
tuesday i frayed into threads
who says we can’t make amends?
that might not be for the best

amends

when will i ever completely be satisfied? 
i'm going through the emotions but i still try
maybe that’s why i left the city to be back inside
it seems i cannot control what meets my eyes

when things weren't going right you held me down
things still aren’t fully right, you stick around
you build me up until i take myself down

i got you mad because i tweaked out over money, that’s why we moved away
i'm in the kitchen alone only regretting my ways
i didn’t mean to make you feel unloved
i’ll give you alone time, then tell you i’m sorry

take my cue
i'll walk away
though i can see
through what is fake
out of reach
am i late?
will i ever see
better days?

what i see in you
i can’t relate
am i too selfish?
too blinded by hate? 
wiping the slate
won’t be my mistake
i’ll carry the weight
if that is my fate

i second guess half my choices, but it’s so hard to let go
and i can’t do this for the money, it’s so hard to be broke
it’s like i reach a new height, but at the peak i still choke
i’m sinking down with the boat, maybe i’ll patch myself up the holes

take my cue
i'll walk away
though i can see
through what is fake
out of reach
am i late?
will i ever see
better days?

what i see in you
i can’t relate
am i too selfish?
too blinded by hate? 
wiping the slate
won’t be my mistake
i’ll carry the weight
if that is my fate

late

lights camera action w/ prayers (cabber)

all that remains [prod. cutspace + llive]

produced by slackwood

lyrics:

I think after what happened last week
I’m probably better off on my own
And now you got me screamin songs and cryin’ through back streets
And pushing on the gas through the cones
And now you call me tryin tell me baby come home
So we can fuck and fight again cause that’s how it goes
I’m poppin pills like vitamins just so I could cope

I’m poppin pills like vitamins i nod like the idea garage
Wok, Ménage A Trois 
Stop, when I’m walking by
Watch me, I’m on the rise
Finally
Finding myself, just like when Hannah became Miley
Tryin be the best, just so my mom looking down fondly
I wish I had a second
Cause when I had a second I got caught up second guessing
Ain’t know my final message was gone be my final message
Ain’t know the next time I would send it you would never get it
But I won’t never forget it

I think after what happened last week
I’m probably better off on my own
And now you got me screamin songs and cryin’ through back streets
And pushing on the gas through the cones
And now you call me tryin tell me baby come home
So we can fuck and fight again cause that’s how it goes

(And give us a call even if you don’t want to talk to us)
(I love you kid, bye)

I stare out the window 
And keep it bottled up and roll it up with some Endo
And maybe it would help but I won’t let all my friends know
And boy look at yourself your baby mamas a-
I always rep my brothers from day one until my last
We in that brand new Cullinan I hope that we don’t crash
And if you need somewhere to crash, you can crash at my pad
And bro knew I’m gone spazz when I pull out that pen and pad
But fuck that, I’m gone punch in
I’m running on the beat until it run on me, like Dunkin
I’m running in that Camry till it run on E, then dump it
If bro said he gone Blam me, don’t just Gram me, boy do something
Chop was hungry left a donut hole, yeah, made that boy a munchkin
Left him a paraplegic 
I wouldn’t believe the shit we did if I wasn’t right there to see ir
I took the long way home, yeah, I took a right there cause it’s scenic
Sometimes I think about just driving off this bridge in the deep end

I think after what happened last week
I’m probably better off on my own
And now you got me screamin songs and cryin’ through back streets
And pushing on the gas through the cones
And now you call me tryin tell me baby come home
So we can fuck and fight again cause that’s how it goes
I’m poppin pills like vitamins just so I could cope

I think after what happened last week

ONE LAST DANCE

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