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every light's fate

decay (remix)

i gotta go hard every day 
cause i won’t go back to that job
some days the heat in the truck wasn’t working, desperately turning the knob
i gotta keep making my way
i don’t ever think i should stop
i keep my emotions at bay
i don’t plan on losing the plot

i write all my progress instead
i put it together and drop
it’s only inside of your head if you decide it’s a flop
i pray i’ll be getting this bread
if things never change, i’ll rot
i look at my bank with dread
put everything back in the shop

somedays i'm thinking it’s fun 
some days i’m thinking it’s not
some days i’m lacking confidence
some days i know that i’ll pop
some days i think it’s common sense
some days i'm thinking it’s chopped 
some days i’m missing my ex friends, they’re out of my life, they’re cropped

so i gotta go hard every day 
cause i won’t go back to that job
some days the heat in the truck wasn’t working, desperately turning the knob
i gotta keep making my way
i don’t ever think i should stop
i’m keeping emotions at bay
i don’t plan on losing the plot

i don’t need skinny white girls in my footage for views
i'm not pretending i got a glock when i got you
i just care about my fans i gotta uphold my views
if that gets you feeling offended, just know i’m not better than you
who am i to think i’m special, that’s not remotely true
cause when i look inside the mirror i do not think that i’m cute
if you don’t like my voice, that’s fine, just put this song on mute
if you feel some type of way, just show a friend or two

whatever happens into the near future, know that i’m just like you
i know someday that might sound crazy that’s really true
when i was a kid i was feeling so different back then i still knew
i knew i’d face a challenge, but i knew i’d make it through
some days i'm thinking i’m caring too much, but that isn’t true
it’s gotta do with how i’m raised
i thank my parents too
cause every day i see some shit that makes the world feel cruel
i still keep it positive
i do not try to be cool

you don’t have to be somebody, always be yourself
you don’t have to fake an image to obtain some wealth
if you think you don’t have options, you should get some help
it’s ok to be self conscious, sometimes overwhelmed 

vent

last night, awoke from my sleep
feeling like i couldn’t breathe
you comfort me then turn over
bury yourself underneath
i felt an ache in my teeth
i guess i grind in my sleep
from stress that lives somewhere deep
for what i sow, i must reap

every locked door needs a key
but there’s no reason i’d flee
got everything that i need
cause you got my soul to keep
i took an arrow to the knee
i know for you i’d take three
pain to the highest degree
i know you won’t disagree

i left la now every day is so oh so cold
i understand that’s what it takes to change your postal code
felt a change inside my soul, not like i lost it on the road
it’s buried in a closet or the basement, i don’t know

too many possessions
i got too many possessions
a lot was for an impression
i guess that is my confession
i would do anything for you i know i’d stop the procession
i still came out the wreckage but they’re not getting the message

they’re still not getting the message
i don’t know how long it’s been
so i’ll go back to the pen
instead of wondering when
i'm crawling back into bed
thinking that i’ll try again

then i awoke from my sleep
i couldn’t breathe
you comfort me then turn over
bury yourself underneath
i felt an ache in my teeth
i guess i grind in my sleep
from stress that lives somewhere deep
for what i sow, i must reap

every locked door needs a key
but there’s no reason i’d flee
got everything that i need
cause you got my soul to keep
i took an arrow to the knee
i know for you i’d take three
pain to the highest degree
i know you won’t disagree

i left la now every day is so oh so cold
i understand that’s what it takes to change your postal code
change inside my soul, not like i lost it on the road
it’s buried in a closet or the basement, i don’t know

panic

i’ve been too stuck in my ways
i can’t keep repeating motions
so i’m entering a phase
where i'll keep less of emotions
that hold me way too far back
i'm picking up all the slack
i’ve got a feeling i’m chosen so i’ll get back on the track

but now and then i worry how the future's gonna pan out
so i appreciate anyone who’s not afraid to fan out
cause i’m just being myself, and i don’t try to stand out
i walked into the function, got anxious, then i ran out

i hopped into the cab
technically an uber what could you rhyme with that
i hunched over my phone
it left a pain in my back
i contemplate every detail that i could possibly lack
cause i've been
i've been

i’ve been too stuck in my ways
i can’t keep repeating motions
so i’m entering a phase
where i'll keep less of emotions
that hold me way too far back
i'm picking up all the slack
i’ve got a feeling i’m chosen so i’ll get back on the track

but there’s a lot to unpack
inside my brain, i wrack
still pray i never crack
i gotta get to the racks
i hit the ***** i’m smacked
i'm still regretting that
i'll give myself some flack
for not fixing my act
still pray i’m never wack
but i won’t chase a plaque
still pray i never crack
cause i gotta get to the racks

i’m keeping less of emotions that hold me way too far back
i’m picking up all the slack
i’ll get myself back on track

then i stumble
i fall
my back against the wall
i law down
i sprawl
but i somehow manage to ball
when everything’s feeling small
i somehow get through it all
with myself i must brawl
til confidence reinstalls
i navigate the withdrawal
it slows me to a crawl
i simply cannot recall
how i managed at all
i started getting the notion that maybe it’s not my fault
on this feeling i’m trippin, i’ll put it back in the vault

motions

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHILO6nTLCY

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

Got your face burned in my brain
Like a picture
Everywhere I go
Everyday I still remember
Really wish that I didn't
But who the fuck am I kidding?
I think I'm addicted
Your love got me twitching

Your love got me twitching

Yeah, your love got me twitching

Your love my addiction

Yeah, bout you I'm trippin'

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

music video

burned inside my mind (prod. methboiswag) video in description*

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

Gain Zaw Moving On

I’ve been holding it down for so long
I don’t know what’s up 
I don’t know which way to the front 
No

And I’m back on the drugs again
I don’t know what to do when I’m on the edge
So I’m calling you up to back me down from the ledge 
I’m just spectating it all from the back of my head
I could use the perspective 
Cause I’m out of my depths
I can no longer stand ten
toes down or tread
I can’t hold my breath 

Woah, I’m floating

Take another pull and ascend from the mortal coil that holds me
My thoughts are droning
Step outside myself to let my soul breathe
Cause I’m floating
My thoughts are droning

Woah, I’m floating 

I can’t keep holding it down
So can you hold me down
Can you hold me down
Can you?

Can you hold me down 
Can you hold me down
Can you hold me, hold me?

hold me down

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