alright now do a nightcore remix of ep 3 for the peoples (im begging)

I’m 7 months sober and this just hits me different feel every word! Thank you for this song man! Grateful to be able to hear this!

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

Toxic (+mentalhealthjourney)

https://youtu.be/D0HnU-UoRh8?si=0cHUDTF0y-WLjsH_

eewwwwwwwwww 
@liveandlearn
@pw4prez
@sasaeng
Cover by @uruote
#MEANGIRLS2025

Ewww

Ewww (prod bbygg liveandlearn sochi)

So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed
Some days I feel so much disservice I should be disowned
I guess I’ve been taking Too many things in my control
Too much of a load, I just wanna break the mold
It’s an endless cycle It's not something I condone
Sometimes it’s when I make a track I feel like I’m the one
Didn’t like the last song that I made, like what could I have done?
Always chasing greatness but it’s always on the run
I only focus on weakness it’s taking out the fun
This is just an exercise for skills I’m tryna hone
I wasted so much time overthinking, I must atone
I don’t expect to make a hit of everything I wrote
Like how Every plant I try to grow just starts to decompose
Honestly it sounds appealing doing what I’m told
I can’t live that way, I cannot be controlled
I could’ve sold myself for an amount I can’t disclose
Actually it was only like 80 thousand what a joke
Within 2 working years I would end up going broke
I guess I’ll just stay broke, not giving up my hope
I am not a product I swear I won’t break the code
I’m perfectly happy Inside the comfort of my home
I picked up the call the second you had phoned
I promise that I’m sticking To the standards I uphold
I can’t play the victim from the trauma that unfolds
It’s so hard keep my head up I still fold
So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed



control

Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
I know I said I take no breaks but I need a timeout
It’s so hard for me cause i wanna go up right now
You can’t hate me for trying you won’t count me out
I can’t let the feeling slip away
Refuse to lose myself in yesterday
But I still find myself lost in the fray
I still wonder what led me astray
Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
It seems I gotta do way more than pray
It’s so unfortunate I gotta pay
I spent a long time tryna build a case
I thought it was solid but it turned to clay
Truth be told you are a part of me
It gives me life that you’re so proud of me
Truth be told the music can be hard for me
Sometimes Anxiety just keeps it hard to breathe
Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
I can’t let the feeling slip away
Refuse to lose myself in yesterday
But I still find myself lost in the fray
I still wonder what led me astray

astray

i want ya - kurtains

i remember the day that i died (prod. chinapoet + wtfomari)

PROD ME

LYRIC VID
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJ9DNl6CeoU

CUSTOM feat. nidia + rook + marsy

Drugs

Xander Tourè - New Wrist (prod. Vices)

( prod wstd )
https://youtu.be/w0xCmtvhazQ

baddy but she’s superficial
stressin out if its official 
heard him talkin down on the gang 
had to run up on him with a pistol 
left some feelings in the past
goin up i’m smilin but it’s wistful 
now i’m running up the bands
only tryna talk 2 u if it’s fiscal💸

gold caps eat a fistful
got white caps on the wrist bro🌊
playin words like i’m playin bitches 
banshee out in San Francisco 👻
trouble following the 8fold :/☸️
got silver on me nah this ain’t gold
don’t even care ab the recognition
if u fw me i’m thankful 

crossin bridges but they take tolls
i’m a big cat like a bengal 
buying clothes in japan with a VPN
sell em for the bankroll 
hang with lizards like it’s tangled 
n i don’t miss her but it’s painful 
she been hearing bout me lowkey 
so she lookin at me from an angle 

1 shot that’s a dolo 
cuz my verses gettin in his dome bro
shop foreign clothes shoutout coco 
talking on my name we spillin rojo
race foreign cars like it’s tokyo 
im a ghoul 
kicks got the velcro 
i’m saruman i’m not romeo 
XL tee 2 my elbows

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