I’ve been waiting every day for ts. This incredible.

I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric

video: https://youtu.be/n9fe42YuzzA?si=hnGsDUIBh6Octd1Q

prod @1_cl0udy @thespeedlmt

i thought i had enough
i really run it up n then im on a spendin run
she say she think i need her love
but she ain’t even been the 1
girl i just need some money n a joint
don’t even need no bong

i put newcastle on the map
like i’m the north face
you can’t always get what u want when u up in this place 🤣
this shit feel like a game
no it ain’t patty cake
it’s ynl from ncl yk we getting paid

i was chilling w my brothers
i got nicked by undercovers
i got this shawty in the covers tryna give me lovin
n when we run up on em
tell em that there ain’t no one to
save em now
ig that’s what u get 4 talking on us

really praying 4 us
ik we going up
hoes up in my dms they just wanna fuck
man i miss my ds and my ipod touch
i remember back in school yh i was giving up

yeah
n i got money now
but when my bills come in the post yh i’ll be running out
n you be faking in those posts u ain’t balling out
i need another couples thous 
i rlly i got it coming now

i thought i had enough
i really run it up n then im on a spendin run
she say she think i need her love
but she ain’t even been the 1
girl i just need some money n a joint
don’t even need no bong

i put newcastle on the map
like i’m the north face
you can’t always get what u want when u up in this place 🤣
this shit feel like a game
no it ain’t patty cake
it’s ynl from ncl yk we getting paid

the north face (@yungnlit444)



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

stress 

credit:
prod - mysticbummer
cover art - mysticbummer
mix - mysticbummer


@mysticbummer
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, yuh)

go, yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress (stress)
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, oh
something's pulling me, it's pulling me, I'm down again, you know
and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

put your forcefield,
put your forcefield on me
hidden armor, they could never penetrate it
yeah, u my rock, u my guardian, I had to let u know
that I don't feel good when I let u down (let u down)
look at the time pass, all that I've wasted
and when I step up to that gate, I know you'll tell me
I had plans for ya (for ya x2)
now I got lost time that I can't make up (that I can't make up)

go, yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress (woah yeah)
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, oh
something's pulling me, it's pulling me, I'm down again, you know
and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

I know u got my back
but when ur hiding, it just never feels like home
some things, some things don't last
but I'm encouraged by ur everlasting luv
can't nobody luv like uuu (yea)
can't nobody luv
can't nobody luv like uuu

and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

+++++ acknowledge God today brodie +++++

stress

bonne nuit ft. marsy & lydia

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

cool w pitfall + kurtains (prod redpriest) ＊unfinished＊

5leafclover

Appalachia

fun 2 Me (prod. hanoi, curtains, recyclebin)

sounds by @jvckrxid @bbyazul @histarkey @jthousand 
mixed by me
@iheartjwalking


baggie full of crayons prod jthousand x jv

hope she staying ft wassup prod cip

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

change

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