i deleted sc for the longest and i knew in my heart, today was the right day 2 come back

lovedog takes a vacation + luvwillow [p. fantom]

with @pincode8485
art by 8485 as well
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sweet dreams +8485

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

eyes wide shut

tact

laying in the dirt
i got dry blood on my shirt
waking up is such a challenge
i hate waking up it hurts

i really think that i am cursed
i keep my money in her purse
they wanna see me in a hearse
they wanna see my limit burst 

will i ever catch a break?
i wake up i and i get faded
time is ticking away

i been putting on some weight
remember i used to be great
now i feel like im a fake
now i feel like im a waste

filled with jealousy and hate
i’m sorry if you relate
it really hurts for me to say
its so embarrassing to face 

i pray a better day awaits for me
i’m smoking so much think i hate to breathe

this was never the plan
made a promise to myself again
never wanted to live in the past 
they say nothing thats good ever lasts

gx gear im suited up
hit that *inhale* im zooted up
my girl pull up serving cunt
ur bitch pull up serving bum

this shit was too sad had to turn it up
i been hittin a wall i been getting stuck
i was on tour w the crowd showing love
i was still feeling like im not enough

i rly miss all my friends
still tryna get to these bands
i been fucking up but im doing the best that i can

life is a circle i live the same day again and again
with the same words in my head
again and again and again

this was never the plan
made a promise to myself again
never wanted to live in the past 
they say nothing thats good ever lasts

look to the stars
feel where you are
only god can tear us apart
so much love that we share in our hearts
only god can tear us apart

only god can tear us apart

i gotta go hard every day 
cause i won’t go back to that job
some days the heat in the truck wasn’t working, desperately turning the knob
i gotta keep making my way
i don’t ever think i should stop
i keep my emotions at bay
i don’t plan on losing the plot

i write all my progress instead
i put it together and drop
it’s only inside of your head if you decide it’s a flop
i pray i’ll be getting this bread
if things never change, i’ll rot
i look at my bank with dread
put everything back in the shop

somedays i'm thinking it’s fun 
some days i’m thinking it’s not
some days i’m lacking confidence
some days i know that i’ll pop
some days i think it’s common sense
some days i'm thinking it’s chopped 
some days i’m missing my ex friends, they’re out of my life, they’re cropped

so i gotta go hard every day 
cause i won’t go back to that job
some days the heat in the truck wasn’t working, desperately turning the knob
i gotta keep making my way
i don’t ever think i should stop
i’m keeping emotions at bay
i don’t plan on losing the plot

i don’t need skinny white girls in my footage for views
i'm not pretending i got a glock when i got you
i just care about my fans i gotta uphold my views
if that gets you feeling offended, just know i’m not better than you
who am i to think i’m special, that’s not remotely true
cause when i look inside the mirror i do not think that i’m cute
if you don’t like my voice, that’s fine, just put this song on mute
if you feel some type of way, just show a friend or two

whatever happens into the near future, know that i’m just like you
i know someday that might sound crazy that’s really true
when i was a kid i was feeling so different back then i still knew
i knew i’d face a challenge, but i knew i’d make it through
some days i'm thinking i’m caring too much, but that isn’t true
it’s gotta do with how i’m raised
i thank my parents too
cause every day i see some shit that makes the world feel cruel
i still keep it positive
i do not try to be cool

you don’t have to be somebody, always be yourself
you don’t have to fake an image to obtain some wealth
if you think you don’t have options, you should get some help
it’s ok to be self conscious, sometimes overwhelmed 

vent

EN_
Coinciding with our first year of existence, Darkhorse presents "Foundation":

A collection of four unreleased tracks spanning the spectrum of broken rhythms that best define us, laying the groundwork for both the musical and visual identity of the label, featuring some of its most prominent members such as Tarek, Iron, Dreadmaul, and Offish.

Drum and Bass, Breakbeat, Jungle, and Halftime are some of the landscapes explored in this release, blending elegance, eclecticism, and potential for dancefloor impact, with a unique identity and a coherence that represents the label across all four tracks.

Now available on Bandcamp in digital and 12" vinyl formats, as well as on other platforms (except Spotify).

ES_
Coincidiendo con nuestro primer año de vida, Darkhorse presenta "Foundation":

Una recopilación de cuatro temas inéditos a lo largo del espectro de los ritmos rotos que mas nos define, sentando las bases de la identidad tanto musical como visual del sello y protagonizado por algunos de sus mas notorios miembros como son Tarek, Iron, Dreadmaul y Offish.

Drum and Bass, Breakbeat, Jungle o Halftime son algunos de los paisajes que transita éste release, combinando elegancia, eclecticismo y potencial rompepistas, con una identidad propia, y una coherencia representativa del sello a lo largo de los cuatro tracks.

Ya disponible en Bandcamp en digital y vinilo 12", y en plataformas (excepto Spotify)

Credits:

-  Odderon written and produced by Manuel Romero
- Accusatio Manifesta written and produced by Olmo Aguilar
- Golen Teeth written and produced by Dennis Leick
- Mistral written and produced by Pawel Boguszewski
- Lacqer cut by Simon Davey at The Exchange Studio
- Mastering by Elizar Mel
- Illustration & Design by Adrian.BD.
- Distributed by Melting Pot Records.

Foundation

Mistral

Digital & Vinyl

Offish - Mistral

Really enjoying flipping Nurture samples recently. More trance on the way.

Duration: 1m27s
BPM: 160.000
Key: E

Away

Elegant taste

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

tact

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