i dont wanna learn how to be without you :(

i really felt this one shini, much love 🫶🏼

Thank u for contributing to the insanely fire start of 2025 music. Tape was an experience from start to finish 🔥

when these days End [prod. cutspace + whatever51]

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way
just give me time and i can change in a new way

i’m waiting in the cold
it’s only what i get for being so bold
did the faint idea of me already get old?
it’s another night surrounded by stone

so what mistake has left me dead & alone?
just give me time and i can shape to the mold
i chase the fawn but i can’t take me a hold
then i came upon another sight to behold 

i then imagine something that couldn’t be 
a situation with some room to breathe
i had to fight it with my whole body
now i come home to time alone with nobody
i guess my own mistakes were made to ruin me

no communication came fluently
i wish i could deny every human need
maybe i’d learn of being alone in peace
i’d stare at my screen, compose melodies
inside the note, my memories
stare at my phone, it humored me
then it ruined me
it ruined me

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way 
just give me time and i can change in a new way

RUINED

prod @cabber
cover art/director: @noskeleton

music video: https://youtu.be/3OxrVw40v6o?si=AgGXtWnKYoSpHnK6

hollow

wake up nauseous
im thinking bout calling it quits
if im honest
the only thing i want is ur lips
took too much
dont think im ever coughing again
hollowbody till i die
theres nothing under my skin

u make me
sick, sick, sick, sick
u make me
sick, sick, sick, sick

dont be mad i aint text back b mad that ur annoying
i dont like to leave the crib cause i get paranoid
she'll be good for me but i still treat her like a whore
i b riding w some fags u know ill kill u for em

wake up nauseous
im thinking bout calling it quits
if im honest
the only thing i want is ur lips
took too much
dont think im ever coughing again
hollowbody till i die
theres nothing under my skin

u make me
sick, sick, sick, sick
u make me
sick, sick, sick, sick

sick (cabber) [music video in description]

snow [prod. cutspace]

the mark i wear :: endless hymn [prod. cutspace, llive + margo proxy]

all that remains [prod. cutspace + llive]

crestfallen [prod. cutspace]

the burden of Knowing [prod. cutspace + gyo]

Ways2Love (prod. 4damier)

Ain't no telling who on the wheel, I just know that ain't your fate
My brother be taking the pills down, I know but it's okay
I wonder who gon be there for me, when I'm not straight
I wonder who gon be there for me, when I'm not straight

Me and bro we done shared meals
Me and bro we done cracked seals
I see my opp he down the street, yea that boy got peeled
At Panama with two lil freaks that lil bitch wan feel
You gotta keep your head up, this street life shit way too real

Like baby what you mean
You gon do that, cool I'm P
I'm building the road for yall boys, yall my seed
Got geeked shit I got supa toys, I watch you bleed

They tammat you distance yourself, yes indeed

Ain't Nan Real (n9ck & immanuel)

the void (kashcot)

Project_154

lyrics:

and now she's grabbing at my thighs
can we stay inside
i think i'm falling for u baby
i can't tell u why
when i wanted to die
i couldn't see u right
but now i'm here with u
baby what's the move tonight

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts
posting pictures of me
now he wants u back
making money now
imma spend a rack

i've been tryna find my way
like can i make it through another day
you've been all up in my face
i just need some fucking space
i'm like please can i levitate

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

i can' lose u again
burning holes in my skin
i just wanna forget
everything that i did
x2

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts

mouthwash

https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus
 

turn the lights off
turn the lights off
i can't sleep now
pull up at your house
is it love when you bring me so down
i keep breaking but you bring me back around
and it hurts when you say you love me 
i know you don't
i just want you to want me 
i know you won't
i know that you don't think of me when you're alone
and i've been trying to stay
but your so cold

i'll never be the person you want
everyday you make it harder and harder to trust
i would do anything
but nothing is ever enough
if you dont need me then tell me 
i'm sick of faking the love
sick of you faking to care
but you push me away
i know you see how it kills me 
but you don't care anyway
i know it's sad that im still trying
you don't care anyway

when these days End [prod. cutspace + whatever51]

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