Wish I was still schizo
I just really miss you
Wasted all of my youth
Now I'm feeling sorry
Used to feel so lonely
Now I don't feel lonely
Staying home from high school
Guess I'm a home body

Medication make my brain feel numb
Hear the voices inside my head
Thought by now that I'd be dead
Live tomorrow it's unfortunate
I don't wanna be the only one
Inside my mind it's not that fun
Hide my sorrow in the barrel of a gun
I don't want to live alone

Instrumental Prod. Yusha

💥🧠🖤ＳＣＨＩＺＯ 🖤🧠💥 (OG Version) [𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖞𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖆]

Ghost guns in my house ATF don't know where I am
I got them pistols and rifles in the back of my van
FBI wanna find me but instead I just ran
Now I play hide and seek so come and catch me if you can

[Catch me if you can] X4

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CATCH ME IF YOU CAN [PROD. ihearxime]

Eyes been drained of my vitality cause I be suffering
Endless mental void I feel like I just had lobotomy
Used to wanna be euthanized but now I just can not find
Any more emotions in my head even to want to die
Used to be so schizo then I made a comeback
I feel like my names sneaks way I'm On The Run bad
Feel like all emotions make no sense to me now anymore
Seal the greater demons of Goetic ritual grimoires
Peel five layers of skin right off the bone on my left arm it's scarred
Steal my grandma's oxy fight the drones in my right ear and snore
Take a xanny laced with fent and peep me as I fall asleep
Bugging to demonic entities off of synthetic weed
Cumming in a femboy that's my boyfriend at least he loves me
Struggle to feel like I'm worthy of affection that's from he
Sometimes I feel I'm woman other times I feel like I'm a fraud
But I'm still out here and waiting for transphobic Holocaust
Nothing behind these eyes I do not feel alive
Dead eyes open I'm a zombie I'm not alright
Pull back the mask that I call a face tear it off
Gouge out my eyes so I can't see no evil now
Tear off my ears they got war drums inside my head
Close off my mouth so no one hears me suffering
Dead eyes don't cry but I'm still bawling mine out
I'll slit my throat sip of the essence that I've poured out

Dead eyes opened wide
Dead eyes open
Dead eyes opened wide
Dead eyes open

[PROD. NOBODIES DEATH]

DEAD EYES OPEN [PROD. ihearxime]

ayy yuh
ayy yuh

Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh

Me and my boys smoke meth every single night
Every time that you smoked meth we smoked it like once or twice
I got needles I got pipes 
I got blue and I got white
Call me Walter fucking White
I'm doing lots of meth tonight
Ayy

Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh

We be smoking that meth like a chain smoker smoke down a couple cigarettes
I'm a motherfucking tweaked out bitch I would suck your dick just to get myself another fix
Roll up to a Kmart with the windows down
Meth smoke pour out no one make a sound
As they watch me pop out and I pull my pipe out
And I draw a breath back and I blow my lungs out

Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh
Me and my boys smoke meth Ayy
Me and my boys smoke meth Yuh

ME AND MY BOYS SMOKE METH [PROD. ihearxime]

[ND]
Face pale
Like the moon
Hope I see
See you again soon

Smoke a spliff I'm manic in a panic off a Xanax
I done laced that shit with fent feel like I'm napping on a hammock 
I been nodding off I'm long gone cough a lung up at the liquor store
Last time I slept an hour more this time I'm napping on the floor
He told me step the fuck aside
He only see me as a whore
He only sees me when he wants
He only sees me on all fours
He said he wasn't done
I told him that'll be a dollar more
And put hands around his throat and watched him choke and gasping on the floor

You know I'm a faggot I don't fuck with pussies
You know we gone bang like some energy sixteens
You know I been at this been dreaming since like fifteen
You know my face pale Santa Muerte she with me
I'm sicker than mondo
I'm thicker than blonde hoes
I'm sinning like Judas
I won't stab your back though
I'm down to ride blast a guy
Guns bang and watch you die
Steal souls like gold chains
And leave you without the light
Stealing your aura like psychics with mystic sight
Feeling your whore up she said she still wanna try
Stealing the door up and ending it with gun fights
I'm Kyle Odom if he had chakras aligned
I'm Rittenhouse via text not when his lawyers lie
Fent to your cousin and Grandma and watch them die
Narcan been just out of reach from them watch ‘em try
Blade to you neck and your body blood play tonight

Face pale
Like the moon
Hope I see
See you again soon

[Hexlemorte]
Light falling down
Bleeding into rocks
Face changing in the mirror
Had to pay the cost
Hit my head on the frame
Locked out the poets door
Hanging on to your sickness
It’ll help you float
I don’t want to show my scars
Hide it in my coat
Left me all alone
Murder she wrote
Murder she wrote

This is not a dream
It’s the American scream
Crushing up a couple P's
Now I can’t think
Vision black and white
Can’t tell day from the night
Just mix it into two
Your gum stuck on my shoe
Come get me if you like
Where I'm at there’s no signs
People push me from the height
I’ll spread my wings and take flight
want a free meal
But you can’t have a bite
fuck your friend out of spite
Have her screaming every night
Things have never felt this wrong this broken
Keep me in your pocket I’m your favorite token
Love disappoints when the blush rubs off
It’s a pale afternoon worldwide holocaust

PALE AFTERNOON FT. Hexlemort [PROD. ihearxime]

He sucking my dick and he's slurpin’ my noodles
I'm smacking a nazi and taking his strudel
I'm faded as always off Penjamins zooted
I'm playing some Minecraft like finnster no Jude fool
I'm vaping I'm dying hit blinkers I'm coughin’
At this rate my ass will end up in a coffin
At this place show up catch a fade and you dropping
If you don't want action shut up or it's poppin’
How you gone tell me your ass is a shooter
When Twitter says you're never off your computer
We pull up we're strapped to the gills and we loot her
Like swordfish I keep the blade on me like Tudors
My track go stupid I might need a tutor
Your main bitch too clingy I might need to boot her
I'm blowing gas into the air like commuters
Run over your grandma while driving an Uber

Enter the warzone
Your mom is a whore son
Leagues ahead of like we race in horizon
Your bitch sucking on me like she a Dyson 
And cleaning me up after me like I'm here damn son

Some bitch called me a shemale got punched in her hymen
I choked enough bitches I mastered the hymlick
I they said don't do drugs growing up but I find it
The funniest now when I'm getting my highest

I pull out my junk it's like pulling out great swords
I fucked some old dude he said his name was Gaylord
He paid me in nickels and said I'm a great whore
But ayy fuck a chaser like I'm making breakcore
I'm raging at MAGA you faggots can taste me
You say you hate trannys but still tryna chase me
Elon Musk saw me and started to race me
Put me to the wall like my name be Gwen Stacy



Slurping My Noodles

Got gorgons shown all on my shoulder like Athena’s shield
The hoodie overhead make me feel like I'm stayin’ invisible
Knife reflect light meant to divert eyes off the hidden blade
Pull up to you froze in place stand in grace and slash a fuckers face

Six in my hand like I just can't stand the Spanish
Fucker never wanna teach me now he stands before to perish
I stand before the parish inquiring into little things
Listen to the choirs sing tell me ‘bout ancient history
I'm faded off my ass on sacred mysteries
Crossed like crucifixions while celebrating my victories
And all the mythology that had came to pass 
Blade this fucker, ‘cross the chest like creeds and bind his promises 

Stoned like a basilisk inside them mythic realms
Faded off a rock or two we know now how that mana felt
Don't ask a source like ancient alien clowns I'm holding out
I been grinding my whole life but this fool dreams about some made up clout

How many felt the effect of the evil hand
Seen by evil eyes the lies that lie inside the sickest man
I been sick twisted deranged sinner gifted a brain
To contain the sinful urges that's passed down by the drain
And watch it all drain away like my eagerness and promises
Watch me spit like a llama on whoever done gave my mom a kid
And I drop fire meant to end wars like them bombs Obama did
Drake point at your brain Aubrey say you seem childish

Towers fall from the heavens and land east with a war
The floor based on the board your whore been my escort
She blew me inside the car like them bombs blown at a sport
Her twin fell for me too I saw Bush back from the start, yuh/

I been jaded deep in my brain like angry dangling a blade
Over that fuckers names and chop it off of my grave
And step out my domain like JJ to the K
Aim to reclaim the game I'm cutting strings with the fates, ayy

Mythology

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I been tossed aside by higher powers faded smoke a little flower
Op packs rolled the diesel leave a taste inside my mouth it's sour
Drape a cloth over my head but nah you can't go like that
In fact that rag around your waist make you look tasty light snacks
So turn your ass around and burn the curb make haste go right back
Burn the waste around Gehenna with your body 
Get fed on by rats like rico cases earn your freedom shawdy
Shotty leave your head red like you’re Donna Pincootti 

I'd rather serve evil Gods than have to face the damned who burned for nothing
Watch the faithful blame their hatred and their anger on him 
Wa wetch the way that mercy been displaced away and now empathy another gateway to eternal damnation

I apostatized from greatness missing tastes of God's grace
But he said I ain't make the cut so I just been turned away
So when I step foot in church you know I'm cursing the name
And I'm the only fool I know who made a priest do the same
And I been finger blasting bitches like my hand were a K
I been sipping Holy mysteries and driving away
I been sippin on promethazine just like my name Dave
Got the blunt in hand too like we're running a fade, ayy

I remember feeling eyes on me
I'm sickened by the sight of things
I've settled like some sediment
On rusty blades and burning bees
I'm burning bullets through you
Like birdy shot knock birds out the sky

You saw Satan fall like lightning 
I saw me cast out from God's light
I start anticipating what the afterlife is like
I start to understand Satan ‘cause he's a lot like you and I 
He wanted to share in Gods love but it ran thin when he felt shame
So the people in the garden had to be warned by that ancient Snake

I'm like Saint Michael spraying Draco at an ancient drake
The serpent went asunder now he's flayed in place from tail to face
They sent me down under now the sinful ways gone suffocate
I'm drowned in smoke and fire like I'm fulcrum facing J’s

We're facing now forever we were facing days
Like rico charge on dudes in gangs
Like misd’s to a felony dudes testify
They said they'd stand but mother fuckers lie
‘Cause dudes defect like entities in afterlife
Every single demon used to be an angel once a time
Every single sinner was child at the start of life
Every single killer used to be a dude afraid to die
So when I see dudes in the parish I remember everything I rhymed
‘Cause behind every guy who's faithful is a bitch like I

On God

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https://comradeximenaadeline.com/

I been sitting here waiting for checks crossed like I'm a Catholic chick
Cross over some stupid shit how I'm not ever making it
I feel like life done made me rush so I pulled the Russian made
And double crossed a fool like crucifixes on a Russian maid
And clean the place out like I'm Winston Wolf off to a shallow grave
And sick like little piggies off the slop that all their owners gave
And put a little piggy in a blanket time to hibernate
Make sure your making money clean when blood stains bills capitals gained

AK and a blade
Body Russian made
Fascists want a war
Fight that shit again
Pulling out the drake
Gonna run a fade
Never run away
Watch that shit go bang

I been sipping bottles shots up
Like bottle rockets popped ya
Like I'm Orville Redenbacher with the pistol when it's Glocks up
Like new years eve 2000 I been anxious ‘bout the future
Way back then I was newborn now I'm Kim Jong Un’s top shooter
I been told I don't belong here by the Nazis I'm intruder
So I'm taking all your shit and heading back to the commuter
Know I'm making hits and dreading tracks going live on the computer
‘Cause perfectionism makes me think I’m not good enough to do this

Russian Made

Living in regimes at the end of all hours
Chilling with my boys and we speak truth to power
Faded off the noise of the masses they're ours
The workers stand tall like we're standing on towers
Killing what it seems and the conflict devours
The world we all know after tensions are soured
The end times burn all after fire burns showers
Made another song just to speak truth to power

Doing what I can to counter CIA slaves
Shotty on the dashboard gun in your face
If you gonna press me pull out the blade
I'm on a gun streak running a fade, ay

I done seen some schizo lunatics online and they all talking shit
They said the CIA invented AIDS and burned black businesses
The Nazis run our government look up operation paper clip
And if you wanna trip your fucking balls learn who Kyle Odom is
Last week I saw a plane in India crash into residences
The building was a couple stories tall but didn't fall to bits
And Manson’s not a hippie he's an asset to intelligence
The MKUltra Program involved him in the 60’s bitch
And gifted programs are designed to find some psychic gifts
Intelligence did test like this in florida on little kids
And aliens spacecraft were made by occult nazi scientists
They live in the Antarctic base away from other people live
I'm smoking on agarthan hyperborean weed it fucking hits
But fuck a white boy jack off for vril you're a thulean bitch
And the sources claim DPRK is doing lots of crazy shit
But let me ask did you know that the sources all anonymous

Truth To Power

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https://comradeximenaadeline.com/

I'm your Suryong leader arms first like Songun
Juche way I don't need you I'm high like a little rocket man
We split like Korea I'm the real you're fake
I'll drop your fam like Yeonmi if you doing me snake

Don't fuck with me I'm in Pyongyang
It's Juche to my soul gang
I flew to DPRK just to smuggle in gold chains
I'm dripped out like il-sung ghost riding the whip
If you see me and feel froggy jump we'll run it again

If you spread lies you'll die young
Neck ties and pulled tongue
Faded eyes choirs sung
Smoke you ill still like my lungs

I'm not a pacifist I'll run your pockets like Zelensky
And assault your whole country like Iran why come test me
So send your best at me I'll make you feel like trotsky if you pressing me
I'll send you into forests where Shane Smith makes documentaries

I'm just a bundle of fun
I'm like Kim Jong Un with the button and I'm pressing it once

Drums rang bang bang guns blamo
AK KPA Chosun war camo
Gun to blade like saving some ammo
And run a fade like my name Pavlichenko

I'm your Suryong leader arms first like Songun
Juche way I don't need you I'm high like a little rocket man
We split like Korea I'm the real you're fake
I'll drop your fam like Yeonmi if you doing me snake

Suryong

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https://comradeximenaadeline.com/

The key to kingdoms broken since apostasies across the seas
And papacies vatican lease are ended for stone masonries
And sipping on the finer things chilled to 33rd degrees
Spilled the secret of the kings Solomon he was one of these
Kabbalistic gnostic trees and ancient pagan cults Hermes
Thrice greatest like the wise men kings
And sinners drenched in mana feasts
By endless grief and men's deceits 
And then they creep down city streets
And cry to sleep with drugs stained walls
Surrounding them infested sheets
And shamans sitting sulking soiled stenches
Locked in war torn trenches
Stopped and dropped by worthless wenches
Shot and robbed by men with vengeance
Side lined by their endless toil
War brought death but death brought spoils
Cash brought forth the words of bards
Bards brought back both blades and guns
Guns point back at everyone
Kings rush in and burn the crops
No crops bring back some peasant wars
War for sure killed many more
Then self hating entities bring blades across the world
And settle operations filled with operatives begin to till
Begins to deal the finer things that's opium and others still
Then they make back the way they came and we blame them for needs we filled
But I been reading back the lines like ancient texts hermetically
We fight demons we feed cause we need things to solve politically
I'm medicated to the gills and I still feel like I can see beyond
My minds eye once was open some and now that first spark is gone
And now I read the works of Gods and now I sip drank ashing blunts
And now I understand the world I want has long been gone and lost
The kings see us below and laugh the men above caught us we lack
The blade it goes in necks and pass the heads they roll and then we snack
On cake and treats they baked I'm spoiled
Soiled tables cloths and foil faded off the wock and oil
The gods turned king no longer royal
Endless wars for land and soil
Endless wealth from greed and oil
Endless death for rich and spoiled
End it all the world tomorrow

Endless Wars

If I had a bomb bomb bomb inside my palm palm palm
That is haram ham am the nine go bang bang bang
I would go to the world economic forum
And blow shit up till the walls are all gone gone gone
I’d go to Bilderberg with a vest strapped on on 
And do things I could not write in this song song song
I would go to rallies full of some neocons
And blow shit up just to put an end to the Zog

I'm faded off the wock and 30’s shit don't push me bitch
Hang you in your Grandma's house like you a crucifix
I'm fixing sights on you like you the reticle with broken switch
And switch a blade out palms now this ain't legal like my chorus is
I'll sock the CIA guy hiding outside of my house you snitch
And give a dude with stitches residence inside a shallow ditch
And smack your bitches pussy harder than the penjamin we hit
Call that shit a sex change way the shotty leave you gaped and split

I'm faded dawg I'm higher than Elon on ketamine
I ran out of the fent so I just cut that shit with Mr. Clean
I'm Ms. Run you down with dracos cause you know I keep it tucked
When chicks with dicks get fed up I'll turn you bros to hoes the way they duck

If I had a bomb bomb bomb inside my palm palm palm
That is haram ham am the nine go bang bang bang
I would go to the world economic forum
And blow shit up till the walls are all gone gone gone
I’d go to Bilderberg with a vest strapped on on 
And do things I could not write in this song song song
I would go to rallies full of some neocons
And blow shit up just to put an end to the Zog

Bomb Bomb Bomb

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