actual songs

uhh idk

My bangers

We'll Never Have Sex

you wrote "don't forget" on your arm

ouroboros (acoustic)

your way

I watched the emotionless crave emotion 
I watched oceans, cradle motions 
Sail away into the night, lighthouse won't save you this time 
Wet nurse calling, her wings are falling away 
Cradle rocking, I sing to always feel this way  
Angel calling, the wings are falling away 

I'll walk backwards into hell to come and save you from yourself 
The devil's took you from your meadows 
And it's you I see eternally
If I go blind let me keep your face in mind 
I'm sorry but you know that I can't keep my promises 
I can't keep my promises, I can't keep my promises 

Orpheus

we’ll be alright

attrition

ihopeitsnows (demo)

focus

(Reupload)
Song for Lady and those who don’t forget

small mercies

Drunk

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

i clung to you hoping we'd both drown

my heart goes bum bum bum

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

just me 
mostly unfinished stuff
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