Lyrics: 
i love our love
its so gentle and safe
i cant help but cry when i look up at your face
the sparkles on your skin
the breath that escapes
looking past all your lies
you dont even know why but i feel safe
safe
im safe
i love dark days
but only with your touch
id like to be inside your skin but thats still not enough
i love our love
its so gentle and sweet
theres a million things i could talk about
if you just say please
youd have a single word
to say in response to nine
in the end it all worked now your skins on mine 
skins on mine
tears rippling down
staring at your closed eyes
my thoughts are racing 
while your air helps me dry
sand to my water
you are my safe place
its alright
woah

lyrical explanation soon to be on my tiktok (maybe youtube) @emyliq
Thanks for supporting and listening! just reading descriptions is a lot so <3 c u soon on stage

Safe Space Prod. Waves

denial (prod. michael harrison)

elevate (prod. peril)

A small mistake that I witnessed 

And my whole world came crashing down 

I see a sign of illness

Now I’m scanning myself up and down



And I hate the way I’m terrified of everything 

You could say im like about to die hypothetically 



Said I’m fine no not quite

I can’t think and got no appetite 

Not a clue said you don’t mind

You noticed so you’re too kind

I’m begging you to say

That the worst is yet to come 

It all makes sense but babe

Whatever you say wouldn’t be enough 

Please just tell me that I’m alright alright

Nothing baby I said that I’m fine I’m fine



I guess it’s not my business

What they think about me

My feelings are too much 

Or not enough just sue me

Cause what’s the point if I’m not good enough for anybody

I focus on what people think 

And not enough about me



Said I’m fine no not quite

I can’t think and got no appetite 

Not a clue said you don’t mind

You noticed so you’re too kind

I’m begging you to say

That the worst is yet to come 

It all makes sense but 

Whatever you say wouldn’t be enough 

Please just tell me that I’m alright alright

Nothing baby I said that I’m fine I’m fine

I’m fine



Yup I have OCD (it makes me lose my appetite) and it’s misunderstood in so many ways. I’m seen as indecisive or codependent or too much and not enough- all at the same time. I tend to focus on it way too much and I try to fit myself into this “perfect” box of perfectness so that I won’t hurt anyone or anything; I don’t want to be seen as a monster to anyone but that’s impossible. So that’s why this song has flaws and imperfections. 🩷 enjoy. 



not enough Prod. Peril

Lie to me (prod. peril‬)

20 doors and there’s 0 keys
i’ve been caught in an avananche
suffocation come quicker PLS
for the first time, i dont wanna leave..

i’ll hold my breath this one last time
cus idk how long until my time declines

i hold some glass in the palm of my hand
i’ll clench my fist till i see red
if there’s not enough problems up in my head
i could go back to the place
where i first bled

is this even the right house
what is this room


everyone here is a stranger
i’ll cover my face, don’t let them know
i fell deeper this time

avalanche [neverforever]

I Want Some Peace (prod. everestdidthis)

i will wait a thousand years
if it meant that I could share my tears
with you, oh, i'd kill for you..

know you have a thousand fears
but know that I will be right here
with you, oh, i'll stay for you..

just stay, in my arms
i will make it go away
just stay with me and feel the pain

stay, don't go farrrr
'cause losing you is a choice i wouldn't make

baby just stay..
i don't wanna walk away
you, mean to much to me today
i, know I wouldn't change a thing

so, tell me what's on your mind?
(what's on your mind?)
is it being mine?
(is it being mine?)
are you thinking twice?
(are you thinking twice?)
let's just roll the dice
(let's just roll the diceee)

just stay, in my arms
i will make it go away
just stay with me and feel the pain

stay, don't go farrrr
'cause losing you is a choice i wouldn't make

baby just stay
don't you go away..
i want you to stay
here, with me

darling
girl you better stay
don't you go away 
from me, i
I miss you..oh it's true baby <3

stay (prod.die4you)

(ohhh, ohhh)
ohhhh

i don't wanna let you go
i'm hanging on to something cold
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh

you told me that i shouldn't know
you promised that you'd keep me close
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh

time flies
and i still need you by my side
i, cry
to lose you i think i'd rather die

oh baby don't you go
oh baby don't you know
i'd rather let you ghost
than to chase you ghost

oh as the curtains close
is this the way things go?
whispers in the after glow
tell me why you had to go..


i don't wanna let you go
i'm hanging on to something cold
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh

you told me that i shouldn't know
you promised that you'd keep me close
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh


i don't wanna fade away
but your silence cuts like rain
every echo every ghost
reminds me of the one you chose
i was reaching out for you
but you slipped right through my hands
now i'm learning how to lose, in a world that i don't understand

do you even know that?
i still dream in every shade of you
and every night i fall back
but everything seems just to fade to blue

oh girl i told you so
you were gonna let me go
were you gonna let me know?
if i didn't beg you so
question why i love you so
to be honest i don't know
now i do regret it so, wasted all my time on you


i don't wanna let you go
i'm hanging on to something cold
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh

you told me that i shouldn't know
you promised that you'd keep me close
i'm used to, i'm used to it, oh oh


i don't wanna fade away
but your silence cuts like rain
every echo every ghost
reminds me of the one you chose
i was reaching out for you
but you slipped right through my hands
now i'm learning how to lose, in a world that i don't understand



used to (prod. IMMORTAL)

@ihysunday on ig

and as time goes by
i hear sighs with some lies
when its you and i
i can't lie
we don't feel the same
as we did the other day
oh my

in the end, theres no one to blame
sometimes people don't feel the same.
and thats alright, ill keep it in mind
because this wasn't my first
and it wont be my last time
i made the same mistake
but id do it again no matter how long it takes

and as time goes by
i hear sighs with some lies
when its you and i
i can't lie
we don't feel the same
as we did the other day
oh my

i loved the way you talked
and you loved the way i listened
i can't say i miss us
but the past is what im missing
all those nights we stayed awake and now?
now i spend them reminiscing
i dont say this to be sad
its only the way that im living

even if she isn't the one
ill give it a chance cuz its better than not
even if she hates my guts
even if she tells me i was never enough
even if she isn't the one
ill give it a chance cuz its better than not
thats just the way love goes.

and as time goes by
i hear sighs with some lies
when its you and i
i can't lie
we don't feel the same
as we did the other day
oh my



@ihysunday - that's just the way love goes (prod. phil!)

Let’s go

im bad at singing but i try making it work