lieber kummerspeck,

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LYRICS 

did i break your heart?
did i break your heart?

come close to the edge
you’ve been stuck inside my head
lost in time again
and girl you’re my heroin
my heroin

your my drug for me
and girl love don’t fade don’t cheat
please release me
strung out scatter my heart
you shatter my head
even though i know your gone
uncertain by the reason you keep speaking on the hard
but good from the dark can shine from afar 
so far that the light won’t die 
you won’t let me go there
move on move on 
but our love was so rare
oh my oh my 
when I cry it’s unfair
now numb so done
i decide I’m not pissed
but I clench my teeth, my fist, your wrist,
bliss kiss that it was but left and you miss
can I get another girly that won’t leave me dust
can I get another friend I can meet in the dusk sunset

don't wanna be alone
out here on my own
dont wanna be alone
out here on my own

so stuck in my head
don't know if i'll do this again
so stuck in my head 
don't know if i'll do this again 
(i'll probably do it again)

come close to the edge
(i'll probably do it again)
you’ve been stuck inside my head
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
lost in time again
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
and girl you’re my heroin

come close to the edge
you’ve been stuck inside my head
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
lost in time again
(trapped in time, i'm trapped in time)
and girl you’re my heroin
my heroin

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Aurora

love.

 i spend too much time in my head which is why this always hits me so hard. i either care too much or i don’t show enough emotion. it’s like, everyone loves me till it’s time for them to love me. does that make sense? i don’t know why i feel the way i feel. i honestly don’t. i can’t explain it either. maybe it’s because i’m about to enter adulthood and i don’t wanna walk through that door alone. or maybe it’s because i’ve been alone for so long that even my own presence is beginning to bother me. i’m becoming a nuisance to my own being. all i know is that i’ve prayed for love and happiness and i’m starting to feel like these prayers and even thoughts are going unheard. unnoticed. i don’t want anything forced either but with the way the world is, someone might just get with me to shut me up. i feel so hard so fast and that’s the big problem. my heart is so big and i wanna give, give, give. i spend so much time walking on eggshells tryin to protect everyone else’s feelings and fragile egos but who spares my feelings? who’s trying to protect my ego? nobody at all.

Single

angelic melancholy

i love you and i hope you love everything
i did not write this

TTNG - If I Still Maybe I'll Get Out of Here [COVER]

the treatment's failing
this cancer's a killer

all my time
spent staying alive
better spent
staying bent

hastily tie your shoes, don't skip a beat, to meet the clock

tethered to time
you've given up

take the medicine
take it all at once
fly away
after i've glared at the sun
i turn away, and curse its name
i wish see you again

you won't see me though
i'll be far down below

R.I.P. Brett Harlow

Oily Underside

waiting

imupset

i wanna be over it
and forget the times in the night
where you and i in furvor and fright
held each other and cried

i want to be over it
and simply get out of the way
of all of your plans
that you always had
til i came over to stay

by now you should've found out
that i'm not the head of this train

i wanna be over it
become like the sand in the sea
and drift through the tide
torn down by the time
wherein you've been away from me

dark pit

natura, loosely