Ethereal

BANGERS 7

Produced by Bhasper 
Engineering by ProdJordanJay

Lyrics:

This dope that i smoke 
Leave you faded to the bone 
Outta zone
all alone
I got sins you can’t atone
been on my own
even when i wasn’t grown
Fuck a loan
I own everything 
that i own 
fuck a throne
Just tryna get blown
and Be 
A better unknown
motherfuckas glued to their phone 
They wouldn’t know a good time
even if it was shown

It’s already been established 
That I got mental issues
Stress will age you
My thoughts
Never have a curfew  
These drugs 
Can and will destroy you 
Paranoid 
My mental illness 
Ain’t your costume 
You’d kill yourself if you lived in these shoes
And  OD from the  drugs I consume 
Do’s and Don’ts
We’re never taught to me 
There is nothing else 
No apostrophe  
I am empty 
Dwelling in this agony 
I can’t help but panic 
what’s next for me
a life  
not lived 
is a sin 
figuratively and literally 
 I can get under your skin 
IF YOU’RE FEELING TIRED
then you’re preaching to the choir 
how you talk a lot 
but you really ain’t say nothin 
bitch my livers been failing 
but what’s new
i’ve been a failure ever since i left the whom
couldn’t even succeed at suicide 
i don’t even know who I am Inside 
I see all these pseudo intellectuals
 in the comments 
Trying to gate keep hip hop  
And hate on my content. 
Saying I needa stop making music 
that my stuff is fuckin garbage
Ha
This is real rap
Quit it with your persona 
Or I’ll send your motherfuckin ass Jehovah 
No fucks given 
Not even an iota 
Got people who want me dead from the UK 
To TACOMA 
I BEG THEM TO COME KILL ME
SO I DONT GOTTA SUFFER 
Crazy motherfucka 
Habitual loner
I would take a bullet for no one but my mother
Window paint
Gel tabs with some gold flakes
Flat affect 
Gotta Emotionless face 
Dump your body in some chemicals
Now you’re Unidentifiable 
No pump fakes
Bitch I’m all in 

Glad I got a pot to piss in 
Feeling brazen 
Most my life I’ve wanted to run before I could walk 
Plagued by these thoughts 
Hate when my hallucinations begin to talk
I bottle my shit up 
Always getting fucked up
Do a whole line just to wake me back up

Just 
Tryin keep my head afloat 
What is life
When I wake up just to grieve some more 
Hungover laying on the floor 
Pain getting worse 
Hopped out the whip
Like it was a  hearse 
But I don’t feel reborn 
ash on the floor board  
I feel so forlorn 
Doing enough drugs to kill a horse 
You ask me how I’m doing 
Alive but dead Inside 
That will be my reply 
I feel so fucked up 
Everytime that I think of you I lose Mind 
Cause I know that 
I will never again 
Get to speak to you 
I Held his body 
As his energy floated off into space 
Gasping for air like a fish out of water 
No one can fathom 
the anguish that I harbor

To Whom It May Concern (Prod. Bhasper)

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