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Produced by FIFTY GRAND
Vocals by FIFTY GRAND [2012; pre-transition]


From "Join You" (The October Demos) (FREE DL)

http://fiftygrand.bandcamp.com/album/join-you-the-october-demos

SCARY ALL OVER

Weed Junkie

old song.. bad recording....

i think when god started a garden 
he forgot to tell me how to grow 
and when the red sea parted 
he didn't tell me where all the blood would flow.. 
and how can you drink and how can you speak 
with a guantlet so full it's overpouring 
with pools of blood and wine, at your feet 
and an ocean inside your lungs is roaring 
where are you supposed, to lay down low 
when your heart is in the sky 
and it wants to follow heaven 
like when they died 
no one ever taught me how to pray 
told me to get down on my knees 
talk to your god, beg him please 
ask him how to grow 
cause somewhere along the road 
i think i lost my way, and someone cut the rope 
pulled me up from my roots too soon 
i was just a child, wasn't ready to bloom.. 
watered with my tears, anchored to a bed 
fed with all the fears that laid in my head 
where worms grow in my skin 
like all the rotting dead 
i still wish i knew how to grow... 
stuck in an ugly bedroom 
tell me god, why don't i know? 
i wasn't ready to bloom..

god's garden

A Story of Two Men On Two Different Journeys, Both Numb
@cjtopoff x @s-a-m-1

Watch It Sink

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High Tide in the Snake's Nest

EXODUS

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ROTTEN AND PARALYZED IN A TROPICAL PARADISE

MANNEQUINS ARE MY BEST OF FRIENDS

LINCOLN CONTINENTAL MEMORIAL (Feat. SLUG CHRIST)

MOUNT SINAI

Music Video: https://youtu.be/FB5WBCDusmU
produced by https://soundcloud.com/castxmusic
Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
I be posted on the corner waitin for the marijuana
These days i see the weed man more than my own mama
Ima junkie for the weed hit the pipe thats what i need
Ima LSD pheen and i'm only eighteen
I been living like a hobo even though i'm in the house
High up in the acid house and i don't think i can get out
She hit my line i hit my pipe and i forget to hit her back
Now she say i'm changing and its over she cant handle it
Meanwhile i'm on LSD so everything she say to me
Feel like sticks and stones so physically that shit is breaking me
You can go and pray for me but there is no way saving me
Because i am a puppet broken free from mental slavery
Now i am a refugee i'm in the flowers running free
Please do not come rescue me just let me lay and lie in peace
People say i saved they life and now they callin me the best
Meanwhile mama thinkin ima failure and a piece of shit
She know im intelligent and could of went to any school
But i had to chase my dream and now she thinkin ima fool
She think cause i rap that im just always tryna keep it cool
WTF is cool when you grew up the outcast of the school?
They say CJTopOff why the fuck are you not famous yet?
Cause ignorant niggas do not use the thing that is inside their head
Society is like a blood crippin 
with two weapons ready to fire if you think different 
Because they love to act and tell you that they fuck with you
But then charge you a piece of paper they invented just so you can get some food

Damn

(Chorus)
If hell is real then i gotta bed ready, i'm still here on the floor where you left me x4

I'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, still here on the floor where you left me


$uicideboy$ - Lemon $lime [Chopped & Screwed] PhiXioN

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$uicideboy$ - Lemon $lime [Chopped & Screwed] PhiXioN

$uicideboy$ - April Mourning [Chopped & Screwed] By PhiXioN

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$uicideboy$ - April Mourning [Chopped & Screwed] PhiXioN

TOMBSTONES PT. 3713

$uicideboy$ - My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell [Chopped & Screwed] By PhiXioN

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$uicideboy$ - NOxygen [Chopped & Screwed] By PhiXioN

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$uicideboy$ - Praisethedevil [Chopped & Screwed] By PhiXioN

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$uicideboy$ - Praisethedevil [Chopped & Screwed] PhiXioN

let's hold hands

Forget my existence (Prod. Purpdogg) 





See me smiling and smoking im fine 

wake up off 4 half a bars an im fine 



Boy them Lil buck stop wasting your time 

She ain't walk back with you cause think she mine 

Ha 

Okay that was funny im lying I gotta stop lying 

Ha 

I take a backwood then I fry it
cant make up my mind 


To be honest I love to be high I gotta be high 

To be honest in love with the money so I always grind 

With you shouldn't have gave you my time I wasted my time but fuck it tho  im still alive but fuck it cause still got my pride 
I knew you ain't love me as soon as you look in my eyes 
But I still gave you my 
know what never mind 
It's Just me an the fam and this blunt 
As we ride 
Try my best to keep that off my mind 
My addition this medical high 
Now a days 
We just sit around smoking all day
Now a days 
We just ride around living in a dream walking in a maze 
Now a days 
Gotta watch your homies closer than the ops 
Now a days 
police been on some moe shit so its been fuck them
Now a days 
Gotta Keep my focused so I can't be drugged out on the couch 
Now a days 
Gotta stay in motion even while im smoking 
now a days 
Daily with the homies 
and we plotting only 
Now a days 

See me smiling and smoking im fine 

wake up off 4 half a bars an im fine 



Boy them Lil buck stop wasting your time 

She ain't walk back with you cause think she mine 

Ha 

Okay that was funny im lying I gotta stop lying 

Ha 

I take a backwood then I fry it
cant make up my mind 


To be honest I love to be high I gotta be high 

To be honest in love with the money so I always grind 

With you shouldn't have gave you my time I wasted my time but fuck it tho  im still alive but fuck it cause still got my pride 
I knew you ain't love me as soon as you look in my eyes 
But I still gave you my 
know what never mind 

-Hustle

Black Smurf- Forget My Existence (Prod. PurpDogg)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/zXt37rCyG-I
Original: Bones - BringMeToLife (prod. by Greaf)
I just wanna say firstly Bones is one of the greatest artists of all time, and that is my personal opinion. Salute to Bones & Greaf for creating this inspiring masterpiece, this is my rendition - CJTopOff

Lyrics:
Nothing else to do locked up in my room feeling it's a zoo
Smoke a bowl of dmt and I don't even breakthrough
Now I question my existence and I don't know what's true
Ima crazy ass kid like Eric Harris 
you can ask my fuckin parents they gon tell you they embarrassed
Back in middle school I was bullied
now I'm off the edge like them motherfuckers pushed me
Nihilism creeping in my veins
 I can't feel a difference from the pleasure or the pain
I do lots of drugs don't feel a thing
I hit up the counselor he said nigga you insane
Now I'm out here smoking in the rain 
I'm so open minded it's like I don't have a brain
Meditating channeling my pain
 Ima show the world how I got my fucking name
Everywhere I go they say that ima walking prophecy
I'm shielded by the universe it get these haters off me
When I hit the dmt my hair turn white like kaneki
Now i think I'm god and I feel like light yagami
I don't fuck with God and i don't fuck with theology
Government they do alotta shit they we may never see
Probably we commodities for the economy
I be head banging to the wall
strung on psychedelics boy im trippin till i fall
droolin out my mouth while i crawl
phone full of numbers but theres no one i can call
I have something I need to confess
Existentially I can't help but feel depressed
They say CJTopOff you're the best
But what the fuck that mean when I feel meaningless

If hell is real then I gotta be ready I'm still here on the floor where you left me

Bitch you might as well just kill me
Even Jesus Christ cant heal me
You keep on saying you feel me
But im empty and you cant fill me

Bring Me To Life

Bring Me To Life

sorry... i'm experimenting....

i can still hear your laughter
but i cant remember your voice
and i cant remember much after
i dont think my heart had a choice
and i know i write a thousand songs
about how much i hurt
but i always get it wrong
cant put a broken heart into words

and i can cry i can chase those dreams
where i can still feel you next to me
and i can smell the magnolias, 
so sweet, so sweet so sweet
and i hope that they plant some, 
right next to where you sleep

rest angel, i know youre without pain
but i live with it all the same
cus i know i'll never hear you say
my name my name my name

i can still feel your warmth
and i can still see you crying
and you didnt wanna close the door
that opened when you were dying
i know you didn't wanna leave
and i remember kissing your cold cheek
you wrote all those letters, for us to read

and i still feel like something's missing

and i can cry i can chase those dreams
where i can still feel you next to me
and i can smell the magnolias, 
so sweet so sweet so sweet
and i hope that they plant some, 
right next to where you sleep

rest angel, i know youre without pain
but i live with it all the same
cus i know i'll never hear you say
my name my name my name

hear my hurt, heal my heart

$uicideboy$ - Low Key [Chopped & Screwed] By SUS PhiXioN

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