ashes - kill me in ur basement "-_-" (jvsper +nightclub20xx)

@lilvicbxi
been holding this since august. enjoy :)

eternity w/ lilvicbxi (prod. killsenko)

tar man (starboyrob)

credits to @luvlxckdown and @uhohkawasaki

roll another paper yeah light it up
two white cups, blue juice, pour it up
pop another bean yeah i’m off all the drugs
finna walk out and you know i got my swag on (x2)

talk shit dgaf about that
on my own trynna make my bag
two guns two kills thats a double
finna eat a bitch out like adobo
snapback, black vest, and some jordans
pinoy pride represent while im swaggin
yeah (x2)

roll another paper yeah light it up
two white cups, blue juice, pour it up
pop another bean yeah i’m off all the drugs
finna walk out and you know i got my swag on (x2)

she a swag chaser yea i know
i got hella paper so we hit the store
she gon ride for me oh i know
she might just die die for me
(oh she so bad)
i got dope hats, snapbacks
you know i got all that
i got whole swag, all facts
you know i wont hold back
man i love my haters and im rocking polo
bitch im on the roof top and im screaming YOLO
diamond supply on my fit so i wont never lack
bad bitch all on me she give me top cause i got hella swag
filipino gang, you ready know this
they gone talk all that shit but they cant control it
marami akong swag mahal niya ako
they look at my swag everywhere i go

I FORGOT TO DO BIXBYS PART

swagapino cover (greentop)

is it u or is it me
idk but i should go
i should go yea i should leave 
i can’t stay here
this is toxic
all we ever seem to do is talk shit
u think u can’t do any better
so u jus wash it all off
smoke til u cough
u go an find another reason to jus brush it all off
u never get what u want
it’s tearing me apart
it’s really tearing me
cos i can’t show it
fuck i always blow it
i drop the ball every time shits so bogus
i wanna shove a plug up in my mind to stop the flowin
it’s funny when i’m high i’m at my lowest 
please stop talkin cos it’s pissin me off
can’t ease my mind i got conflicting thoughts 
i been fighting w myself i always get like this
when im like this i can’t see straight
got these objects that i can’t name
i can’t quiet my brain
it’s really not as easy as “shut up kaine”
i can’t quiet my brain
can someone please come punch me in the damn face

toxic 有毒 ｢blackwinterwells｣

devilman! + ashes + xoxoswitch (prod. solsa)

produced by troiner: https://soundcloud.com/troiner

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Body Bag (prod. troiner)

new synthetic w @toxinbrewer :3

lyrics:
u could break all of my bones
if it means i’ll take u home
i could nevr fuckin hurt u
make that promise in this song

i kept ur name right in a folder
i was smilin like the joker
every time that u would hold me
i would tell u pull me closer
u had me singin in the shower 
i would text u after hours
an i wanna say i love u
but u know that i’m a coward
x2

fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an i’m always abt u
so wtf we gonna do

ur drifting away from me an it’s making me worry :(

woaaaah, u make me wish my life was over
i can’t keep up my composure
u ran away an gave me no closure!

every time u cut me off
my head is spinning i see colors (i see colors)
i’ll leave my drugs right on the shelf
if it means i’ll be ur lover (be ur lover)

pull me close, ur the only one who knows
no one tells the difference my emotion never shows

i can’t trust these bitches i can’t trust as far as i can throw
and if ur not the one i’m drowning 60 ft below
fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an im always abt u
so wtf we gonna do????

woahhhh u make me wish my life is over
i can’t keep up my composure 
u ran away an gave me no closure
woahhhhh my head is spinnin i see colors
(my head is spinning i see colors)

COWARD 弱虫 W/ TOXINBREWER☣️🧬 ｢wolevsky｣

the thoughts don't go away like static on the tv ://

mixed & mastered by me
produced by @prodmichael

insta: www.instagram.com/1thxmas/
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5wPHtKeVXMFJ5HqzYFlIMG?si=2E1kNt6qTUGUsP7nnU7e5w&dl_branch=1&nd=1

lyrics:

and you're his but ik that i still do better
and u said that it's over but u still check up on me
but ig u couldn't see :/
alwys had 2 disagree

but the thoughts dnt go away like static on the tv :(
i can't decide
like is it wrong or right
tht i want u by my side 

i want u by my side
& it just isn't right

but i think i need u back
cuz my life's not been on track
n u never called me back
alwys knew it wouldn't last

but i'll remember the times we had <3
and i can't help but relapse
cuz everything we had collapsed
but i can't erase the past ://

*chorus repeat*

thank you for everything - <3

i still do better

spotify

all platforms march 26 :)

lyrics: 
i gotta keep on movin
 no idk what im doin
my lifes a mess but i just suck it up 
im always hurting
coughing tough im always smokin

woah woah woah woah

(woah)

woah what am i running from
i hate myself so much and i dont trust anyone
i always feel like shit
my life is damaging
im a burden to myself and everyone thats around
thats probably why nobody hits me up to get out the house
i just cant escape
its in my head rent free

(woah 1, 2 and 3)
(woah this place is so lame to me
ive jus been staring at the ceiling)
(woah what does it take to me be nice to myself maybe i should chill out)
(woah what am i running from? i hate myself so much i dont trust any1. i always feel like shit, my life is down the drain)
WOAH

woah i gotta keep on movin
woah dont even know what im doin
woah woah woah woah
what am i running from?
i hate myself so much and ion trust anyone
i always feel like shit
my life is down the drain


ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=┌(;￣◇￣)┘
ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ=3=3=3

running (woah pt. 3) 走行 ヽ(￣◇￣;)ノ=3=3=3「ｐ｡０２ａｓｈｅｓ」

lately i’ve got one too many 
split roads in my mind
you could say that i’m distracted 
but this happens all the time

on occasion i’ll imagine 
a different kind of life
when u ask me what’ll happen
well cross it down the line

face it i’m not worth it
pack it up and carry on
judge my friends cuz i think they’re perfect
i think that there’s something wrong

does anyone else really remember 
what we went through yesterday
can u tell me what has happened
since my mind has gone away

can’t keep track of this anymore
oh god this is pitiful
why’s everyone cynical
i keep raising my voice 

i don’t listen to reason 
i think my friends think that i’m cool
what is this i’m feeling
i think my friends i’m a fool
i’m always feeling distant
can’t keep track of my head
so what is this i’m feeling
i think i’m already dead

face it i’m not worth it
pack it up and carry on
judge my friends cuz i think they’re perfect
i think that there’s something wrong

face it i’m not worth it
pack it up and carry on
judge my friends cuz i think they’re perfect
i think that there’s something wrong

somethingwrong (prod. cobwxb)

back from a long break
:)))))):
contact through insta dm <3

somethingwrong (prod. cobwxb)

iisan