theres no way to describe me I'm just different


Trap Queen

REMY BOYZ- 679 (NEW 2014)

Again

MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jq-m-HhlJRU
shout out to ninja the dog

You helped me with my mind control 
Against all odds we beat the cold 
In the corner while I work so hard
I gotta let you shout 

Fuck these people, they aren’t real
I’ll make a song with my dog if I feel
Trying to talk, it makes my mind freak
Gotta lock in with this beast

Had to learn not to worry 
About every little tiny scar
You don’t know the words I’ve spoken 
But when you jump I know it’s right 

I know the signs, I read your message 
Just give me a bit of discretion 
I never learned to play the game
Fucked me up with no one to blame

Said I’m sorry, can’t do nothing right 
But in my head I know I’m fine 
Bare my soul to just a few 
In the end I come back to you 

Fuck these people, they aren’t real
I’ll make a song with my dog if I feel
Trying to talk, it makes my mind freak
Gotta lock in with this beast

Got stomped in my sleep
But I wouldn’t change a thing 
Real life taught me to get it going 
Just don’t freak me out

Song With My Dog

A know it all, smashed my head again
Into the pavement, I still had to erase it
A voice upstairs, keeps telling me to 
watch my back
But you screamed too loud, can’t hear anything else now 

Don’t be scared 
Of that unnatural burning feeling 
Just live with it
Frail sight for a sore eye
I can’t get ahold, it’s not terrible 
There’s no other way, for now

A know it all, smashed my head again
Into the pavement, I still had to erase it
A voice upstairs, keeps telling me to 
watch my back
But you screamed too loud, can’t hear anything else now 
It’s all gone, you’re so thrown
Keep on staring, with those swollen eyes
If we accept it, maybe it’ll all change 
But you screamed too loud, can’t hear anything else now 

About this self revenge 
Like prions in a dead head 
Pulled apart at the seams 
Like you were my everything 
The mask turned off the weight of the whole world 

Look in the sky, depose deny 
Pray for good days while the world dies
Don’t come at me with those selfish lies
Kill the demon in your mind

You had to turn the lights off
Bloody palms on the floor
You have close the blinds now 
And wire me shut

What else was wanted, what else was given, try to walk through these prison doors
I seldom feel it, I need to reel it, into the freezing cold

Deafened/Aphonia

MEDICINE MUSICK 
A LIFESTYLE
MORE MUSICK SOON

Geeker (Taylor Morgan)

When power 
Starts to erode
You see the truth 
Of our world 

Don’t know what to say
Don’t know what to do
All I know is someone’s gotta do it
It could be me you or nature 
But it really needs to happen
Right now 

I look to the past see what’s fallen 
Arm to the sky perfect target
Take away the money you’re a rat man
Two lives gone I don’t care man
Brutal action sets a new precedent
Caught in the crowd I’m gonna kill the
The game needs to change, it’s terminal
Stop waiting, shits getting horrible 

Power x8

Concede your ground
And nuke the past
There’s nothing here worth saving 
You’ve sold your soul
For burgers & gold
It’s time to reap what you’ve sowed

Your brain’s in the blood thorns
Mindset stillborn 
Sit still in the hell world
For times been unfurled 
You couldn’t wait 
For just a second

Gotta Do It

Special thanks to Mucoid for assisting with the production of this track!
https://mucoid.bandcamp.com/

Take away the fun
Don’t take away the light 
Floating in the sky
I can see the sun 
Soft touch to the flesh 
Burning embers in the cloud
Now there’s nothing in my head, nothing in my head, now there’s nothing in my head anymore 

Kill me so slowly 
You love that dead stare 
Sick visions every morning 
I don’t wanna go there 
Why can’t I sell my soul 
To a pleasure untold
There’s something wrong with this place, see the signs get defaced, I think you took it too far

Had to rip the down the walls 
It took way too long 
Caught some fire in my eye
May god help us all
It was all useless
I know I’m fucking stupid 
Through the pain we arise, sever all ties, scream for help in the light once more

They say it’s almost over, I’ve been dead since October

Golden prions, at the center of it all
Saw the blood oozing from miles away
Spit tastes like candy coated dynamite 
Glued to spikes, tripwire, I’m out of time

Now we wait for the fall 
Babylon tricked us all
Had to run up a mountain 
Just to hit another wall
Put my head in the cancer fire 
Sing to me, you’re the most truthful liar
At the edge of denial, I’ve been waiting here
All I’ve done is wait for a better year

Take away the fun
Don’t take away the light 
Floating in the sky
I can see the sun 
Soft touch to the flesh 
Burning embers in the cloud
Now there’s nothing in my head, nothing in my head, now there’s nothing in my head anymore 

You had it all in your hands
And it was crushed into dust 
There’s not a face I know here
But you’ll hold me anyways
Dissolve into rust
I saw it happen from afar 
Breathe in the mist from the totem, life won’t be hard anymore

Blue Lobotomy

Blue Lobotomy w/Mucoid

SPARKLE

vocals, lyrics, production, mixing, guitar, cover art by Domino Paranoia
photography by iiv4rii

Go wild go wild
Go smile
Brian Wilson
Fire helmets 
Go fire

She wanna go on the 
She wanna see the sun
Pulling your hand with the swag
I cannot see the bag
You cannot lose without winning
Imma see you at 10
10 out of 10
I wanna see you win
Cuddled me into the safe
I was so extra with shame
Pulling your hand with the tame
I fuck the swag in the maze
I fuck the swag in the range
See yourself, kinda tame
Eat my face with the maze
Rage thru the songs in the cage

Go wild go wild
Go smile
Brian Wilson
Fire helmets
Go fire

I don’t think I'm in a scene
I think I just wanna be seen
She want the money and team
I’m with the switch and it shrinks
She put the soil in the air
I didn’t pick up the phone
I don’t live in my phone
Sometimes I do on my own
Hate your phone get down
Hit the smile go frown
Hit the phone no towel
Make up girl smile
Make that loser go wild
Go wild
Sometimes I think about this
Sometimes I think about this
Punching a conservative in the mouth
It’s in many town’s
Fuck up a frown
I’m positive to win

Go wild go wild
Go smile
Brian Wilson
Fire helmets
Go fire



Go Wild

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