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Affection

Affection [Prod. l o w k e y]

A bang

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I don’t care (Prod. LCS)

LA LA LA

Buck'r Chow

NFT  by NOVA J

Mmm, I’m running on empty again,
Heavy eyes, heavy heart in my chest.
Soul so tired, I just need some rest.

Sunlight through the window but it feels so gray,
Woke up drowning in the words you said yesterday.
Your poison in my veins but I won’t let it stay,
I’ve been carrying this weight till my back nearly breaks.
All your chaos and your noise, I’ve got nothing left to take,
So I’m closing off the hurt, letting silence have its way.

I used to set myself on fire just to keep you warm,
But those flames died out and I won’t get burned anymore.
You keep on talking but I can’t hear a thing,
I got my heart on lockdown, you don’t get to come in.

N-F-T — no fucks today,
I’m saving my soul, keep your drama away.
N-F-T — no love lost today,
You can’t steal my peace, I ain’t payin’ you no mind.
No fucks today, I’m numb to the pain,
Nothing you do is gonna make me cave.
No fucks today… no, no fucks today.

There were nights I couldn’t sleep, replaying every lie,
Gave too much of myself, left me bone-dry.
I built a wall out of all of the tears I cried,
Now your words hit my wall and they stay outside.
Every scar that you left turned to armor I wear,
Now I step through the fire and I don’t even care.

It took losing everything for me to draw the line,
Now I’m done with the battle that was never mine.
You keep on pushing but I won’t bleed again,
I got nothing to lose and nothing left to give.

N-F-T — no fucks today,
All your venom and hate, I brush it away.
N-F-T — I’m done hurting this way,
Took back my heart, now I’m keeping it safe.
No fucks today, I’m free from your chains,
You got nothing on me, watch me walk away.
No fucks today… no, no fucks today.

Under the skin, there’s a flicker of ache,
A part of me wonders how much more I can take,
I’d rather be numb than burn in your flame.
(Ooh-ooh)
I remember the hope that you stripped away,
Now the well has run dry, there’s no more to drain.
In the darkness I found I could light my own way,
I felt the fear in my veins but I let it decay.

N-F-T — no fucks today,
I’m claiming my space and I’m finding my way.
N-F-T — no more debt to pay,
You can’t make me feel guilty for walking away.
No fucks today, your shadow can’t stay,
I let it all go and I’m healing today.
No fucks today… (hey, hey) no fucks today.

No fucks today, I’m not giving in,
No fucks today… that’s the state I’m in.

Aching for you

There are ones who will come around, act so nice.
Oh no
They will nip you up, cut you up, fill you up, to get closer!
You will know them once you have conquered all the hills.
And then
You turn around, and a body stare.

Now tell me!
Who is a friend, I don't know.
Are you a friend or a foe?
Hey, hey, hey.
How am I to know.

You are too, alone.
Lookup, don't be the one.
Lost and sad.
You should understand.
The world keeps on turning round and 'round.

The ones who fell down
The ones who are not around
This is my playground.
I know it in and out.
There are ones who suffer like this everyday
Oh lord
Lost words to say, nowhere to stay

Now tell me
Who is a friend, I don't know.
Are you a friend or a foe?
Hey, hey, hey.
How am I to know.

You are too, alone.
Lookup, don't be the one.
Lost and sad.
You should understand.
The world keeps on turning round and 'round.

Round and 'round
Round and 'round
Round and around

Round and 'round
Round and 'round
Round and around

You are too, alone.
Lookup, don't be the one.
Lost and sad.
You should understand.
The world keeps on turning round and 'round.

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Prod. Pacific

REC. Foe

BEAUTIFUL PLACE by Nova J

I’m in a beautiful place
Sitting next to your beautiful face
Left the city lights far away
In the woods where the wild things play

All of this beauty surrounds me
And yet inspiration confounds me
Why do I feel so dead inside?
What will it take to bring me back to life?

How much luxury do I need?
To satisfy this endless greed?
Will I ever feel something at all?
Or did I let that ability fall?

(Feel… feel… feel…)
(Have I lost it?)
(Feel… feel… feel…)

The wind won’t answer
The sky won’t speak
I whisper to the trees
But they just creak

What will it take to make me feel something?
Will I ever feel anything at all?
Or has a darkness taken hold
That beauty can’t dissolve?

This place is beautiful
But I am not
I left something behind
Or maybe… I forgot

BEAUTIFUL PLACE

They were just lovers
Didn't care what others say
It was just her and him alone
Up in the sky, there's no going down
They would stay up
Planning when they grow up
They'd name their daughter hope
Where everything started falling down

The rain started pouring
In the eyes of this poor thing
What they had is now forever gone
Now it's just blues and regrets

Can't heart to love someone
Once you are fallen
You gotta confess 
Now that's left is all memories 
They didn't know
What they know, now

Can't stop loving you
All I dream is about having you
When i try to live anew, start
All I do is fall apart

[Verse]
They were so young
And in love, like no one
He was romeo, and was Juliet
But without the poison part

As they grow up
Each day, one of them would be hurt
And so on, and on, it all began
And stopped, now it's all but gone

Can't stop loving you
All I dream is about having you
When i try to live anew, start
All I do is fall apart

Can't stop loving you
All I dream is about having you
When i try to live anew, start
All I do is fall apart
....

Fall apart

Xiao

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